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To my old friends, I’ve missed you. It’s been awhile! Last year I started a new blog (even-the-sparrows) so I’ve been MIA. So much has changed in the last year! I’VE changed so much in the last year. But more importantly, I’ve grown so much in the last year. I am so thankful I’m not the same person I was then. This blog has so many painful memories for me, because it was with me through some of the hardest and darkest parts of my life. But I’ve come to realize that it also was with me through some of my fondest memories because of YOU. You were with me through my darkest days and you were with me when I felt like giving up. You encouraged me and more importantly you loved me when I felt unlovable.

I miss you, my friends. I hope you will come visit me on my new blog. And if you do, I’d love to hear about how life has been for you. Whether you are happy and life is going great, or you are in that same dark place I once was. I’m here for you, like you were always there for me.

Never forget that you are beautiful, and you are loved 💜

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Years ago in a @karenkingsbury book, I read about a girl who wrote a letter to her future husband and a boy who wrote a letter to his future wife. Years later, I read the real life story of Karen's daughter @kelseykupecky and son-in-love @kylekupecky as the story was based on their real life love story. Last month I bought a journal and have been writing letters to my future husband as often as I can. Oh, the prayers I've prayed for that man. I don't know who he is, or when he's coming into my life...but he is so loved and cherished already. So thankful for a God who knows the desires of my heart, and who knows me better than I know myself.

As you might have seen, I have created a new blog and will be leaving this one behind. Even so, there are so many blogs that I’ve followed over the years, and I’d love you guys to stay with me. The thing is, though, it’s so hard looking through thousands of blogs.

If you’d like me to follow you on my new blog, please like this post. Or if you’d like to follow me, you can certainly do that as well! My new blog is @even-the-sparrows

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I think it's time for me to abandon this blog. I've been thinking about it for awhile now, and I just simply think it's time to start over. I've had this blog since I was 16 years old. In the 6 years since I started it, I've changed more than words can express. This blog has been with me through each and every one of those changes. The good, and the bad. Going back to read some of my old posts is so hard to read, because it reminds me of what a dark place I used to be in. I am not that scared and weak little girl that I used to be. I am so thankful for how tremendously far I have come in the past few years, especially in this past year alone. I am stronger than I have ever been, and I know that it will only get better from here. Oh, God has got so many wonderful things in store for me!! I cannot wait to see how they unfold. My prayer is that I will continue to lean on Him...through the good times, and the bad times. So, I leave you all with a selfie. I will be creating a new blog sometime today, and will be glad to share the url with all those who are interested. Feel free to shoot me a message. To those of you who have stuck by me throughout the years, you da real mvp. Thanks for being there for me through it all.

#me #goodbye for now

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RELEASE YOUR INHIBITION

FEEL THE RAIN ON YOUR SKIN!

NO ONE ELSE CAN FEEL IT FOR YOU!

NO ONE ELSE CAN LET IT IN!

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what i’ve learned is that if you’re gonna engage in a romantic relationship during your young adult years, it damn well better be with someone who makes your insides explode with nothing but positive emotion. someone who takes the time to be kind, patient and understanding, more often than not, and who is as warm with their words as they are with their touch. life is too short to be focused on people who do not have your growth and best interest in mind. the right person will love you in a way that makes you feel completely free and accepted within your own skin. they won’t attempt to hinder your development out of fear or insecurity that your new experiences might lead you into the arms of someone else. good lovers will desire to see your personal success just as much as you do, and they will support and respect your decisions. stay away from people who make you feel guilty about desiring the best for yourself. they don’t love you for you, they love you for what you can provide for them. and that is not love.