he/him, 23

ed blog/hw: 144, sw: 140, cw: 114.8, lw: 104, gw: 85

[teachmeyourways-deactivated2025]

I don’t want a weighted blanket, I want a girlfriend to lay on top of me for the whole night while we cuddle and I feel safe

[its-funnytwittertweets]

[technicoloryuri]

[bbael]

*with a dark and evil aura surrounding me* I'm shy

[dcvly-deactivated20250517]

[littlemagpiesmisery]

The anguish I feel when I check kcals on a diet soda and it's higher than 1 is actually insane.

[bones-of-a-princess]

Ana life savers:

☆ If your hungry drink warm water and a hard sweet. trust me on this you'll feel full.

☆ In your notes app keep track of all your weigh-ins (how embarrassing if you go up...)

☆ try eat less than all your friends. If someone skips lunch. Fast for the whole day.

☆ never eat to before sleeping. Food= energy you don't need energy to sleep.

☆ reward yourself after a fast or loosing weight (not with food, you pig buy with clothes or something nice)

☆ if your going to cave in and eat something. Spray it with perfume.

[sw33t-elf]

Starting again always feels so comforting,, like sinking into a warm bath.

[youshouldntlookatthis]

why am i scared to eat an orange but not scared to eat an entire pint of low calorie ice cream

[ev1lilminx]

i disappear every couple of months to get a little skinnier and a lot more mentally unwell

[ev1lilminx]

getting skinnier feels like the answer to literally all my problems

[ur-mentally-ill-gf]

being thin enough to get bruises so easily >>>

[contrastinglyunbeknownst]

saw this on edtwt

[strawberryisstarving]

when you can feel the bones more prominently >>>

when you can pinch the thigh fat better>>>>

when those pants start slouching a bit>>>>>

when your face looks a bit thinner>>>>

[bambi-bows]

why eat when you should do chores/ activities instead???

every time you're hungry, do one of these things and see if you still are:

1. clean your baseboards / walls

2. vacuum

3. wash and put on sheets

4. wash laundry

5. mop the kitchen/ bathrooms

6. clean bathroom

7. organize ALL of your drawers

8. clean all windows and mirrors

9. do dishes

10. disinfect every handle in the house

11. clean out your closet

12. go through all of your clothes. I mean put on every single article of clothing and decide wether or not you will keep it

13. take a full-body shower. shave, exfoliate, scrub

14. put your hair in a protective style

15. try new makeup/ hair tutorials

16. go online shopping for a fantasy wardrobe / house

17. re-irganize your phone and laptops

18. make an 4n4 journal. a page for safe foods, pages for calories in ingredients, pages for recipes, etc

19. color, paint, draw

20. read. after every page do 5 crunches, push-ups, whatever

[sk3l3t0nslvt]

eating today is never worth the consequence of weight gain tomorrow.

[bowsmith]

“i need to get on your d!et.”

it’s called hating yourself, hope this helps!!

[youshouldntlookatthis]

tried to recover (kind of), ended up binge drinking like every night, didn’t gain any weight somehow(?), and now i’m back because the alcohol bloat is making me want to kms. i’m still down 18.4 lbs so thankfully im not starting from the beginning