the rail boy

indie roleplay blog for Benji Zimmerman, not 18+

[fuckyeahharkavagrant-blog]

[annabellioncourt]

I read this in the gangster voices, and I made myself laugh.

[angstmemes]

Send me one of the following for a journal entry from my muse.

♔ - An entry about a day my muse felt particularly good on, perhaps because they won something, learned something, met someone special, etc.

☢ - A day my muse felt incredibly bad on, because they let themself down in some respect (e.g. they failed at something they tried very hard for).

☤ - An entry my muse wrote on struggling with a physical or mental illness.

☠ - Mourning the loss of someone dear to them (either to death or other causes).

✈ - My muse has just moved houses, jobs, schools or is staying somewhere new for a while and describes how this makes them feel.

✉ - An angry message my muse wrote down after a heated argument with your muse. (Either directed at your muse or not.)

♒ - A conflict my muse had while dealing with their family, either resolved (and written in retrospect) or unresolved (and written in frustration of the event).

✂ - A message my muse wrote after not having written for a while, possibly because they lost the journal or because they have been busy with other things. (Feel free to include part of the previous entry for perspective.)

♋ - My muse writes about yours. Perhaps the first time they met, or an event that was particularly important to our muses’ relationship.

✆ - Someone read my muse’s journal and my muse rants about how that made them feel and whether they knew who it was and have confronted them etc.

[rpmemes-gallery]

ANON HOUR STARTS RIGHT NOW. YOU HAVE ONE HOUR TO ASK ME ANYTHING, AND I MUST ANSWER NO MATTER HOW PERSONAL IT IS.

[youvegotrail]

//benj’s character profile is fully updated, take a look on the story page

[rpmissionboard]

Put a word in my ask and I will write a Headcanon about it for my Muse.

Nightmares

Humanity

Guardian

Torture

Insanity

Slaughter

Order

Morality

Loyalty

Promise

Betrayal

Epiphany

Apathy

Memories

Loss

Lies

Death

Love

Plans

Pawns

Revenge

Monster

Time

Waiting

Laugh

Trend

Alliance

Natural

Pretence

Urge

Impression

Critic

Accent

Stranger

Judgement

Delirious

Instinct

Damage

Illusion

End

[lycannalla]

Peek into my character's past!

Send me a…

– 〆 for a childhood story – ღ for a drabble about a romance/their love life – ⌆ for a story about their family/home life – € for a bad memory that still haunts them – ✢ for a good memory that makes them smile

Or…

Send me a name/place/event or situation from my character’s past and they will just talk about that one thing.

[lannasroleplaymemes]

Send me an emotion and I’ll describe how my Muse expresses it non-verbally.

Indifference Anxiety Frustration Excitement Impatience Boredom Sorrow Confusion Lust Disgust Exhaustion Panic Fright Enthusiasm Mischief …Or any other you can think of!

[thexoriginxofxstuff]

Bring up my muse's past. Mess them up. Devastate them. Hit them with feels. Nothing is off limits.

[sashimisashimii]

[youvegotrail]

//so like if you want a starter like this so i can plot w/ you k fam?

[pennysfitzgerald-deactivated201]

sometimes i like to look at local pet adoption listings to see what weird names people give to the cats and somehow they never fail to disappoint

[jabroni-in-law]

Tag urself I’m spaceman

[youvegotrail]

Benji have I ever told you you're really cute?

[covers face with hands before composing himself again]

no, you have never called me cute. why do you ask?

[unclefather]

*puts a picture of a kitten on my resume*

me: i hope that this can persuade you in my favor

me: *winks with both eyes*

[ask-meme-addicts]

Obscure Feelings drabble prompt meme

Send in a word for a drabble of our muses based on it.

Sonder: The realization that each passerby has a life as vivid and complex as your own.

Opia: The ambiguous intensity of looking someone in the eye, which can feel simultaneously invasive and vulnerable.

Monachopsis: The subtle but persistent feeling of being out of place.

Énouement: The bittersweetness of having arrived in the future, seeing how things turn out, but not being able to tell your past self.

Vellichor: The strange wistfulness of used bookshops.

Rubatosis: The unsettling awareness of your own heartbeat.

Kenopsia: The eerie, forlorn atmosphere of a place that is usually bustling with people but is now abandoned and quiet.

Mauerbauertraurigkeit: The inexplicable urge to push people away, even close friends who you really like.

Jouska: A hypothetical conversation that you compulsively play out in your head.

Chrysalism: The amniotic tranquility of being indoors during a thunderstorm.

Vemödalen: The frustration of photographic something amazing when thousands of identical photos already exist.

Anecdoche: A conversation in which everyone is talking, but nobody is listening

Ellipsism: A sadness that you’ll never be able to know how history will turn out.

Kuebiko: A state of exhaustion inspired by acts of senseless violence.

Lachesism: The desire to be struck by disaster – to survive a plane crash, or to lose everything in a fire.

Exulansis: The tendency to give up trying to talk about an experience because people are unable to relate to it.

Adronitis: Frustration with how long it takes to get to know someone.

Rückkehrunruhe: The feeling of returning home after an immersive trip only to find it fading rapidly from your awareness.

Nodus Tollens: The realization that the plot of your life doesn’t make sense to you anymore.

Onism: The frustration of being stuck in just one body, that inhabits only one place at a time.

Liberosis: The desire to care less about things.

Altschmerz: Weariness with the same old issues that you’ve always had – the same boring flaws and anxieties that you’ve been gnawing on for years.

Occhiolism: The awareness of the smallness of your perspective.

[meme-archive]

send me a ❖ + a question and my muse will be forced to tell the truth.

[youvegotrail]

//Benj’s story has totally be revamped and it’s all on the “the story so far” page. it’s pretty ok.

[aminutewithminty-blog]

//hey since i reworked my characters a bunch over hiatus (boop and benj mostly, but some minty, too) i’m doing an open starter call

also: feel free to ask me about them if i forget to mention things. there’s been a lot of changes so i’ll probably forget to fill in on all the details