I wanna go drown myself in the digital lake...
I'm still just so fucking mad!...
I didn't need to be babysat but you did it anyway because you were worried I was going to kill myself!??!!!?
I don't want to be an asshole but that's YOUR problem I have thoughts about suicide every single damn day and sometimes it gets super super bad SO I TALK TO SOMEONE and why I attempted that one time we talked about it we found a solution and even so I would NEVER off myself at someone else's house!
Listen. I have major crippling anxiety. That doesn't just fucking go away when I hit 18 it's still going to be there. Yes eventually I'm getting a job but what you're doing berating me because I have it in the first place isn't fucking helpful at all!.
Look I love and appreciate you so much and I'm sorry I made you feel how you felt when I went to the ward but you need to understand what your doing isn't okay that doesn't make you an awful person it just means you were a bitch but you can learn from your mistakes and that's what matters
