cw. eunseok x female reader. strangers to lovers, fluff, some light angst, smut toward the bottom.
summary. eunseok as your boyfriend, both domestically and sexually. nsfw content is included below!
a/n. sorry for randomly abandoning this series .. it’ll be finished i promise 🫶🏻
how you met
you met when you were quite young
he’s been your brothers best friend for as long as you can remember
you grew used to him always being at your house, always being around you
you tried to not take too much notice of him but it was hard, he was sweet, funny, attractive
in some fucked up way he felt like your dream man that realistically you knew you could never have, or so you thought
eunseok was always quite doting on you
your brother trusted him around you, trusted him to be there if something was to happen and your brother couldn’t show up
you knew all of this, your brother always telling you that if you can’t get ahold of him, call eunseok
you hardly ever did but in the rare occasion you did call for him, he’d be there
how you got together
your crush developed on him quite quickly as you grew up
you pinned it down to some form of silly little school girl crush
the cliche, having a crush on your brothers best friends who’s older than you, who’s so sweet to you, who always makes you laugh and who is attractive as fuck
you’d read about those kind of relationships and how in the end they always worked out
you weren’t too optimistic about this though, spending a while fearing he saw you as nothing more than his best friends younger sibling who just happened to be around him because of a mutual connection
it wasn’t the case though
eunseok wanted to take care of you, he wanted to protect you
for a while he pinned it down to the fact you were younger than him and you’d practically always been in his life
it wasn’t really he case though and deep down he knew it
as the two of you grew older around each other, the more his feelings of needing to protect you and take care of you grew
he founds himself hoping he’d bump into you around your house, hoping you’d reach out to him because you needed something, needed him
once he accepted his feelings he decided he needed to play them out on the table as soon as possible
the day it came to confessing to you, he was stressed
wasn’t really sure how it would go, hated the ides of things becoming awkward between the two of you and for your brother to find out the man he trusted with you
he really was stressing over nothing though
it was a little strange for you when you received a message off of eunseok, asking if you could meet him somewhere
you weren’t entirely sure on what he wanted to say to you and in all honesty it made you worry a little bit
did he notice the crush you had on him? was he about to reject you? was he about to tell you to never look in his direction again?
maybe your overthinking was a little extreme
and completely wrong
for some reason eunseok thought the best place to be rejected for his confession was a little cafe near by your house
something about him seemed different when you got there, he was fidgety, couldn’t seem to stay still no matter how hard he tried
“there’s something i need to tell you” you looked over at his, eyes confused and head tilted to the side. you looked so cute, distractingly cute. the pout that formed on your lips as you watched him made me want to lean over and kiss it off of you, he both loved and hated how you made him feel. “is everything okay?” your voice was so gentle, it calmed him. he cleared his throat “yes? uh well i guess it depends how this talk goes” now you really were concerned “i’ll just come out and say it, in the past few months i’ve noticed myself growing feelings for you and i didn’t know what to do about it or how to handle it due to the nature of our relationship and i just didn’t wanna fuck anything up” whatever you had expected him to say, you were dead wrong. you sat in silence for a few moments, those few moments terrified the lost looking boy in front of you. you weren’t mad or upset or anything like that you just weren’t sure on what to say. what do you say when the boy you’ve been pining over for years confesses to you? “i’m sorry if it made you uncomfortable or anything i just-“ “eunseok” he stops speaking, eyes darting to yours, entire body relaxing instantly at your next words “where are we going for our first date?”
he was smitten right from the start, he loved spending time with you. although he hated lying and keeping secrets from your brother, you were worth it
the dates he took you on were simple but intimate
he realised he couldn’t do anything too big without your brother noticing, he had already been questioning him about him seeing someone, already noticing the change in his behaviour
he noticed it in you too, but decided against commenting on it, already putting the math together in his head, he just wanted the two of you to tell him before he spoke up about it
he wasn’t against the idea of a relationship forming between the two of you, there was no one he trusted more than eunseok, especially when it came to you. he just wanted to watch eunseok sweat and panic for a while
eunseok wanted to ask you to be his before tackling your brother thought
boy already adored you and didn’t wanna wait too long before securing your relationship, so he didn’t
only a few dates had passed before his hands found themselves sitting on your hips and his eyes trained on yours, looking down at you like you held everything he could ever want
wanted to be sweet with it but couldn’t stop himself from just asking you, wanting to be able to call himself your boyfriend as soon as possible
“would it be too soon to ask you if you’d be mine?” his fingers rubbed small circles into your hips, yours played with the bottom on his hair, you wanted to humour him “hmmmm i don’t knowww” you dragged out your words, laughing a little as he rolled his eyes, but your demeanor turned serious after “but if you think it’s not too soon seokkie, i wouldn’t be opposed to it” he smile and pulled you. a little closer to his, lips ghosting over the skin of your cheek “in that case, be mine?” “happily”
what he’s like as a boyfriend
he adores you and everything you do
he’s the walking definition of domestic dominance
just wants to take care of you in every way that he possibly can
it’s the small things that matter, standing and sitting close to you when you’re doing mundane things, always having an eye on you when you’re out and about, hand on your lower back when you’re walking past people, even leaning over you to put your seatbelt on when you’re in his car
you don’t ask him to do any of these things and you never fail to get flustered when he does them
he just wants you to be safe and happy and content and will always be prepared to do what he needs to do in order to make that happen
his ideal date is just laying in bed with you in his arms, starting with watching whatever film or show netflix has decided to offer the two of you and ending with you making out under the covers and giggling against each others lips
he embraces any form of intimacy and gentleness that he can get with you, especially out of the way of the other boys. wants you to himself, just for him to enjoy
he does enjoy the occasional date outdoors, usually during the night. something about being under the stars with you is so peaceful and comforting
likes to wrap his arm around your waist and hold you against his side as you walk, always taking precaution to glance around before leaning forward to kiss you
eunseok is not too fond of pda, he adores touching you, kissing you, holding you in his arms but he’s a little less willingly to do it around other people
not out of embarrassment, but more so out of wanting to keep his privacy with you
in private he’s very touchy, hands always on you, all over you. everywhere.
he loves forehead kisses, will find any excuse he can to hold you in his arms whilst you’re laying down and press a gentle kiss to your forehead before resting his own head on yours. it’s so comforting and intimate. for him, it’s a kiss that says both everything and nothing at the same time
boyfriend eunseok would give you anything you wanted and more if you let him.
arguments with him
eunseok can be quite nonchalant about a lot of things, he doesn’t enjoy arguing with you but he’s not the most outwardly emotional about it either.
he’s cold, he doesn’t necessarily mean to be, especially when it comes to you, but that’s how he is by nature so it’s not uncommon for you to assume he doesn’t care when you’re upset about something. even more so when it’s something that he’s done.
but he does care, often finds himself stuck in his own thought once he realises he’s hurt or upset you.
sometimes he’ll realise mid argument and try to fix it but he finds himself making it worse, often accidentally saying things like wrong.
most arguments usually end with him holding you, stroking your hair and kissing you’re head until you’ve calmed down, whispering the sweetest words in your ear about how you mean the world to him and how he’d never want to upset you.
if you’re the one who’s upset him then he just doesn’t know how to act.
he knows you’d never hurt him intentionally but sometimes he finds himself overthinking things you’ve said to him, getting into his own head and beating himself up over it.
he loves you and he’ll hear you out when you apologise. he might seem a little distant and off during it but once you curl your fingers around his hand and tell him how much you love him he tends to come back to the ground.
letting you wrap your arms around him and tell him sweet words, comforting him
at the end of the day he loves you more than anything and he’s ready to work through any argument the two of you have. he thinks you’re worth it.
his love langue
quality time and physical touch are his.
he loves spending time with you, just sitting and talking or playing games or anything. as long as he’s with you it doesn’t matter to him what you do.
he values all of his time with you, you’re his favourite person so he treasures everything.
if you’re around other people he always finds himself gravitating toward you, hand in yours or arm round your waist.
thinks the way you’re happy to just sit and play with his fingers whilst he talks to his friend is cute.
he also loves touching you, having his arms around you, holding your hand. anything that lets him having skin to skin contact with you.
his favourite times are when you’re sat together, arms wrapped around each other playing a game or watching something, he gets to spend time with you and have fun as well as have you in his arms.
lowkey bullying too. lovingly.
he’s teasing, taunting, mocking, he’ll make light hearted jokes to you.
genuinely gets slightly upset if you don’t find them funny because you’re his girlfriend and you’re supposed to find everything he says funny, those are his words.
it’s all with love though, teasing you when you get flustered around by him, taunting you when you lose against him in your favourite game and mocking you when you ask him for something as simple as a kiss.
he always finds your reactions to be the cutest thing, loving the way you whine and pretend to be mad at him.
knows he’ll always get your attention back on him when he starts littering kisses on your neck and telling you i’m so sorry baby, a hint of amusement in his voice.
what he’s like in bed
dominant. it’s very rare that he’s not. eunseok just loves taking control, loves having power over you.
thinks having you at his mercy, a wreck under him is the ideal way to spend the night. especially when you’re crying out his name as he fucks himself into you.
he can be mean, you’ve found yourself bent over his knee, counting the slaps he makes against your ass countless times.
he just likes when you’re good for him, loves his good girl more than anything and needs to put you in your place when you’re a brat.
has no issue in putting you in your place either.
very rarely will he drop the dominant act, but sometimes he will.
no power play sex with eunseok is the sweetest, softest thing you’ll ever find yourself doing.
he holds you so softly as he fucks you, whispers the sweetest words in your ear, moans so prettily as you clench around him.
constantly reminding you about how much he loves you, cums so deep inside of you just to be sure you take all of it.
on the flip side, he can be rough.
he loves forced eye contact, making you look at him whilst he fucks you senseless.
but he also loves pressing you face down ass up and fucking you till you’re crying, god he loves it when you cry.
the way you look, the sound, everything is so beautiful, even more so because it’s coming from you.
you’re just his everything and he makes sure to treat you and fuck you as such.
♡︎Note: the title may be deceiving it's not a smut but more of a comfort fic for the amazing yutazenlia it's short but I hope you enjoy
♡︎Taglist: @mxlly143
♡︎TW: mentions of a break up : mentions of heart break : cursing : soft gaon : fluff : mentions of food :
Around 1am Jiseok got a call the caller ID read 'sneak link???' immediately after reading the name he picked up "are you ok?" He asked the only response he heard was light sniffs and soft sobs "Yn?" He spoke out once again "Jiseok....." You spoke getting cut off by another round of sobs "he-" you choked out "shhh shh, its ok are you home?" Jiseok asked now putting on his jacket
A muffled barley audibles "yes" came from your line but it was all the confirmation Jiseok needed "ok don't move I'll be right over" he said before ending the call. Running towards the door Jun Han stopped him "woah woah where you going at 1(one)am?" He asked "don't have time have to go" Jiseok stumbled out zooming past the two members watching TV. Your phone lit up with a notification "coming in" was all it said you turned your phone off and faced it screen down more tears coating your face
"oh Yn..." Jiseok said once he entered the room in response you let out a loud sob and clung on to him "Jiseok" you mumbled "shh its ok you don't have to tell me right now" he spoke voice barley above a whisper as he patted and rubbed your back in a soothing manner. A while after your sobs calmed down you were able to speak.
"what.... seriously? He said that" Jiseok said standing up straight furry evident in his eyes, you have him a small nod 'yes' in response Jiseok scoffed "jackass" he mumbled to himself "listen your amazing don't let people like him bring you down your loved and certainly worth more than he says" Jiseok said petting your hair
"your my best friend Yn" he continued "I love you, the boys love you and, so many more love you, I'm sorry he was too blind to see it" Jiseok said securing you in a hug "your amazing, fuck him" Jiseok finished his last comment caused an array of giggles to slip past your lips. Hearing your soft laughter brought joy to Jiseok's heart "one day you'll find someone who sees you for you and, if you don't I guess we'll just have to get married" he joked "shut up" you giggled hitting his arm, "now what kind of food would you like?" He asked pulling up Uber eats on his phone....
"I’m not getting in bed unless you're there with me."
PAIRING » nakamoto yuta x fem!reader
GENRES » fluff, i think i can only write fluff, crack, idiots to lovers, best friends to lovers, childhood friends, college au, NCIT.
WARNING » one doesn’t just say okay and get over NCIT nct. fluff, lots of it. kissing??
PLAYLIST » Magic Carpet Ride by nct127, Phases by PRETTYMUCH
WORD COUNT » 1792 words
The lounge room was the loudest today.
The end of monthly exams meant a movie night with all the boys and a few other friends.
Your room was on the same floor as the lounge room in your dorm so you planned to go early to get the best seat. You sat on the white faux leather one-seater sofa with both your legs on the cushion, arms rested on your knees and scrolled through the endless pictures on social media as one by one, the boys from the various majors of the technology institute came in and made themselves comfortable while placing their snacks on the centre table.
It was a Twilight Saga movie marathon today and as much as you cringed at the fact that you used to be head over heels for Edward Cullen, rewatching the series made you feel nostalgic for the time all of you would gather around every friday night for the mandatory twilight movie marathon in middle school. It lasted for about two months until Lee Donghyuck got his first girlfriend and made the friday movie marathon all about the rest of you listening to him rant about his pretty little love stories.
Then you guys switched the night to just catching up and talking about things that kept you busy during the week.
Pst. That relationship didn't end on a good note by the way.
Yuta and Mark sat with each other on the dual seater sofa beside your seat. Yuta leaned and craned his neck right over to see what you were so distracted about to not notice him sitting down with a pit of ice cream on his lap.
You turned your phone for him to see in full view and said, "Geez Yuta, here you go, have it, I have no games on my phone, check for yourself if you think I'm lying."
Yuta slightly chuckled and leaned over the hand rest and muttered in your ear, "The movie choice sucks."
His warm breath that hovered across your neck for each word he spoke made shivers travel all the way down to your spine and as if it wasn't enough torture for you to have a huge crush on someone who saw you in your 'Dora-the-explorer' swimsuit and pajamas and bowl and bag, joining the same college suddenly felt like another one of your bad decisions in life.
You could never confess, Yuta liked girls who came forward first, girls who would go to parties with him, get drunk with him and talk to him about their pretty little lives over a glass of punch. And you were the perfect opposite of that, no risks, just going with the flow, the exact same reason you couldn't bring yourself to confess to your biggest crush and your closest friend. That was one secret you'd never tell him.
"Well, blame Taeyong, I guess, don't cry on me, Taeyong is a sucker for nostalgic things and keeping memories and traditions alive," You said, looking him right in the eye, before slightly pushing him by the shoulder back so you could finally breathe.
Well, that was the plan before he grabbed your hand and trapped it down on the hand rest of the sofa, his hands slightly larger and longer than yours engulfed your hands as he smoothly intertwined it, all with a bother-less expression as he looked at the screen as a very white-washed Bella with the blue filter scene of the school cafeteria was shown.
You gulped wondering how you were going to survive the following hours. You acted like that contact did nothing to you as you shifted your fingers to make the position of your hand comfortable. You were really good at acting, that's what you told yourself or was a fact, because after all this time, how could Yuta not notice? You were carelessly dropping hints everywhere.
It was either he's very dense or you were good at acting which you were convinced was the latter because Yuta was a smart fellow who knew it when a girl liked him, that's how he pulled all those chicks to accompany him to all those boys night outs.
A good two hours had passed and sleep was slowly creeping in, you didn't want to sleep just yet, you had to work on some assignments on a couple of modules and clean ten's cat room. Louis and Leon had messed up all the stacked and folded bedsheets in that room and the place was a huge mess.
"Yuta? Are you asleep? Could you pass me that ice cream, the vanilla one," You slightly tugged on Yuta's arm with your free hand.
He wasn't asleep. He gently pulled out his hands from the intertwined position and leaned forward to grab the tub of whipped sugar. Your almost felt cold at the lost contact and immediately regretted asking him to get you the ice cream.
And now you were eating the ice cream and couldn't even ask him to hold your hand again or even look at him because you were embarrassed that your mind was a huge turmoil all because of a small lost contact.
It was an hour later, the first movie had ended and Yuta kept barging in on your mind with thoughts of could-have-beens and what-ifs.
It was unfair how peacefully he was sleeping, his neck twisted in an uncomfortable position still none the less, looking effortlessly gorgeous. You got up from your seat and fixed his position and looked around to the boys all toppled on top of each other.
Jaehyun was sleeping with his arms folded, head leaning on Taeyong's shoulder while Johnny had completely passed out on the sofa on which Jaehyun, Taeyong and Donghyuck were leaning on. The rest were also asleep and in the most complicated ways for you to fix it.
You left the lounge to work on your assignments before sleep got to you. As soon as you sat on the chair, Yuta, in his navy blue sweatshirt, came to your side, dragging his slides, rubbing his eyes while yawning.
He leaned on your study table at first and then hopped on to it with him facing you as you sat on a chair facing him.
You slid your text books with your arm to make space for him to lean his hands comfortably.
"Yuta, go sleep properly, my bed is free, I have some work to do," you looked down to your text book, mindlessly flipping through the pages despite the page flags on each chapter, how is it humanly possible to look this good no matter what time it is.
Yuta lips slightly curved up to a smirk as he noticed you staring at him, "Not getting in your bed unless you're there with me." He shrugged, earning a light hit from you on his arm.
"Quit being a flirt, Yuta, that shit-talking side of yours works only on those cheerios and girls with blonde dyed hair," you deadpanned finally gaining enough composure to find the question set you were looking for.
"Then what works for you, Lil Miss Perfect? Drop some hints, will you?" You wanted so bad to wipe that little smirk off his face.
You made a mental note to rant to Taeyong about how this is all his fault for choosing to watch the Twilight Saga, it being responsible for the way Yuta is acting - uncontrollably hot and subtly flirty, what a Cullen pull.
"What works for me is you going to sleep, block head, are you okay, do you want me to knock you out to sleep? You're distracting me here," You said as you started reading the small essay in a whisper, not daring to look up to meet his eyes.
You could feel Yuta's stare burning a hole through your head, you finished reading the passage and finally looked up to see him staring at you, completely and in full focus, his curled lashes fluttering when he noticed the eye contact, cheeks- evidently a light cherry blossom shade. Why the heck was Yuta blushing?
"Why, why are you blushing?" You tone went up on the last word emphasizing the question. Yuta looked away quickly and smiled at you, it took a little more energy today to hold yourself back from holding his cheeks and planting a small kiss on that pretty face.
"Just wondering why it took so long for me to finally be brave enough to face the truth, to know why and find the one answer to all my questions."
You furrowed your brows,"And what is the answer to your mysterious questions, Mister Nakamoto? And how does that relate to you burning a hole in my head with your eyes and-"
"I'm sorry, Y/N," Yuta spoke before leaning down and trapping you in a kiss, he brought his hands to gently hold your jawline to get better access of your lips. You couldn't respond and sat there wide-eyes while your dream was literally unfolding infront of you, Nakamoto Yuta was kissing Y/N, how is this not just a dream?
Lost in thoughts but Yuta thought he made the biggest mistake kissing his best friend, he hadn't even drunk any alcohol to blame it on the alcohol, he wasn't sleepy at all from the way he was speaking perfectly fine before. Shit, he internally cursed as he released your lips and backed away to face you.
He bit his lips a little and was about to apologize you for it and ask you to forget about what he just did and to be back to being best friends and only friends which even to Yuta himself was too much to ask for.
You smiled at his hesitant face and thanked the great Cullens for sudden push and confidence, "Well I'm sorry too, Yuta," you stood up from your chair and the next minute, your lips was moving in sync with his, Yuta smiled into the kiss. You imagined it so many times in your head but this, right now, was so much better, it felt celestial.
The entire world was spinning. The way his lashes tickled your cheeks when he leaned in was way better than just looking at it. His hands travel down to your waist and pull you closer.
And when he pulls away, the feeling of his lips lingering on yours drives you in a frenzy of feelings.
Yuta licks his lips, smiling a satisfied smile fighting the pink that blossomed across his features, still a bit shaky from the kiss says,"You. The answer to all my questions."
Not because your mother will cry at your loss but because the sun will come out tomorrow and you will not be there to appreciate it. Stay alive because the path will go somewhere exciting and you will not be able to experience it.
Stay alive because your favourite band might release a new song. Or your favourite series might be renewed for a new season. Stay alive because there are twenty thousand more series to hold you in your gloomy days.
Stay alive.
Not because your father will blame himself his whole life but you have a whole world out there for you to see. Because your coffee mug is sitting there waiting to be filled.
Stay alive because your older self is waiting for you to grow up as a wonderful person your father may not be. Stay alive because all the rights are waiting for you to fix them because nobody but you can do it.
Stay alive because the moon is there for you. The stars in the darkest of night need you to look up and admire them.
stay alive.
Not because your siblings will hold your clothes and remember you but your clothes need you to remove their emptiness. The next burger you are going to eat is waiting for you out there. Stay alive because a part of the air around you is reserved only for you to breathe.
Stay alive because a spot in front of the Eiffel Tower where you are standing needs to be in your album. Your streets are waiting for you to come for a walk with headphones on. Your favourite songs are waiting for you to give them that unmatchable attention.
stay alive.
Not because your lover will lose his/her half, but because of those roses in the garden waiting with love to be plucked for love. For that unwritten parchment that wants to be painted with your affection even if no one ever reads it.
Stay alive for the imaginations you have before your sleep and for the dance under the sky you want. For the days you laughed at your own jokes and the days you could not love yourself more.
Stay alive for your bedroom because it will never be the same without you. For the winds because they will never touch any skin in the same way. For the sky because no one will go crazier as you do seeing it changing colours. For the moon and the stars, you see so adoringly that they shine a little brightly for you. For all the songs who you have given a place in your heart. For all your favourite series you carry with you. For all the clothes you wear daily. For the rays of sun you love on your face and for the life that beats within you.
pairing: idol! Yuta (NCT member) x idol! Y/N (solo idol-actress)
word count : 5k words
genre: angst
summary: He was the one who ended everything. But you’re like a ghost that kept haunting him.
warning : break up, alleged cheating, pregnancy, a fic where you just want to strangle Yuta to death
Based on this ask. I’m sorry, I tweaked the story and changed some of the song (especially the Olivia Rodrigo one because it doesn’t fit the story) The songs I used are linked in the story. Also, I have no idea how the idol world works and please note that this is just fanfiction. Please Enjoy reading.
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