ill just share some lingering thoughts about our ex here i guess
You make me horrendously sick, and I wish I could sink my nails into your neck just so you can feel how much we hurt.
You have no regard for those around you, and you hate people who are more mentally well than you are.
After all, you said you really started hating us the moment we showed actual signs of improvement. We changed for you, and yet you hated it? Most people would die to have someone who hurt them work so hard to change for them out of love.
We are a living fantasy, and you are a monster playing victim. We yelled because you never heard us when we were crying. And even then we worked so hard to never yell at you. Even when your actions made us feel inhuman. Even when we started seeing ourselves as nothing more than a way to appease you.
Why is it so hard to say âyouâre not crazy for feelingâ when we told you we felt insane whenever we expressed any level of upset to you. Why was it so hard to say âyouâre gorgeous, Iâm so lucky to have youâ in the moments where we told you we didnât feel pretty. Why do you fear our anger yet egged us on every minute you had.
You are not some innocent lamb. A shifty, conniving fox just like your lover. Your manipulation makes me sick, and whats worse is we were aware but we refused to believe it.
âHonesty without kindness is brutality, kindness without honesty is manipulation.â We both knew who we were each referring to when we brought up that phrase. We wanted so hard to believe you were just naive to your own actions. Maybe you are. But that will never erase your own horrible actions. You are, to this day, completely unaware about how your actions affect the people around you.
I despise you. I hope you bleed. Without us you would have been dead a long time ago.
We will always vividly remember those nights of calling you persistently because you randomly decided killing yourself was the best choice.
How dare you play victim when we were upset. Iâm glad I never fell in love with you. Because now? I would have torn you apart.
All we asked was for you to be present, despite everything we were denied.
Apparently thatâs too much for some heinous creature like you.
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