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A/N: Hi guys, I'm back with something on Dr. Jack Abbot, that man has me in a chokehold. I can't stop writing about him. That one is the longest one I've ever written, so please bear with me and the bad writing (oops). I corrected the spelling and everything, BUT you might still find some mistakes in there. I'm French, hence the background situation lol. Anyway, cheers! Xx
Summary: You're on vacation in France with your dad and his three best friends, Kenny, Steve and Doctor Jack Abbot, a veteran and ED attending in Pittsburgh, the city where you work. Having met him a few times before, your paths cross again at Pittsburgh's airport, where you realize how big a problem that man could be for your vacation and your mental health. Little did you know the pull you felt towards him wasn't one-sided, and Jack was doing everything to keep his distance... In vain.
Words count: 14 805 (my bad)
Warnings: Curses, angst, sad reader and sad Jack (not THAT much), mention of Robby, your father is called Marc (don't ask me why idk), age gap ( R is 29, J is 45), mention of amputation (really brief) and grief (Jack's wife), dad's best friend setting, happy ending, awkward moment, reader is a chef
If I forgot anything, please let me know.
I do not consent to any of my work to be translated or posted anywhere else without my permission.
Sitting on a plastic chair in the busy airport of Pittsburgh, you wonder if accepting your fatherās proposition to come with him and his buddies on vacation in France was a good idea. What really got you to accept was the fact that it was almost a completely free vacation, except for the plane ticket to join your father in New York.
But right now, your ass was begging you to move, to walk, or at least to make some semblance of a movement. Your flight has already been delayed by two hours. Thank God your layout wasnāt short.
You were currently debating whether to go buy what would be your fifth coffee of the day when someone decided that the chair right next to you was the best one in the whole airport.
You frowned, exasperated, and looked over at the person sitting next to you. You froze when you realised that the man now sitting beside you was none other than Dr Jack Abbot. One of your fatherās best friends.
You knew he was working at a hospital somewhere in Pittsburgh; and never really cared to ask where. You had few contacts over the five years he has been around your father. Only when he would come to see you or when your return happened to be on the same days that Jack was back to see some of his old veterans buddies.
So little to say you didnāt really know anything about each other and never cared to really ask questions.
Dr. Abbot. You nodded to him in acknowledgment.
Oh please, weāre not in a hospital right now. Jack is fine.
Didnāt know you were still working in Pittsburgh.
Bah. He waved with one of his hands. I would be bored if I retired. Besides, Iām not that old; I still have some years left.
Yeah, but I mean, working in the ED isnāt a walk in the park. And Iām pretty sure an attending doctor like you must be paid well.
He laughed softly at that, shaking his head. What about you? Last time we saw each otherā¦ He stopped and frowned, realizing he couldnāt remember the last time you met.
Yeah, Iāve been trying to figure that out too. But now Iām a chef. Iāve been a chef for the past four years.
He whistled. So that makes you what? Twenty-seven?
Not daddyās little girl anymore, eh?
No, I think that will stay forever, actually. You laughed with him. I mean, he did invite me to your buddies' vacation. Just because he said I looked a little too pale for his liking when he FaceTimed me.
Sounds like Marc. He grinned, crossing his arms over his chest.
The movement made your eyes fall down on his biceps. And you realized at that moment that Doctor Jack Abbot was working out. His shirt was straining over his chest, as if he made the deliberate choice to choose one a size too small. Realizing you were openly ogling him, you tore your eyes from his biceps to bring them back up.
Jack noticed. I mean, how could he not? You were this close to whimpering at him. The thought made him smirk. He knew he couldnāt reciprocate the attention you gave him. It wasnāt correct or respectful to your father. So he looked away.
Finally, a flight attendant appeared and started the boarding.
You couldnāt lie, a part of you hoped to be seated next to the older doctor. Hiding your disappointment was handy when an old woman smiled at you before sitting next to you. Of course the bastard was flying in first class.
He didnāt wait for you when you landed in New York. You shrugged it off, knowing you didnāt owe anything to each other.
You made your way into the airport, trying to find your father in the middle of the chaos. Not wanting to lose too much time, you just dialled his number and waited for him to answer. He did so and told you where you could find him, laughing happily when you told him you were coming and he better not move.
When he saw you, your father opened wide his arms, waiting for you to hug him. You did so, smiling against his shoulder as he kissed you on the side of your head.
I missed you so much, my little girl. He told you, breaking the embrace.
Not so little anymore, is she? Jack told him as he stood behind your father, arms crossed.
Shut up, Abbot. She will always be my little girl. He answered, circling your shoulder with one of his arms. Now come on. Letās get some food in you before our flight.
After boarding the flight to Nice, the three of you faced the three seats in the alley.
Well, weāre going to be really close for the next eight hours. Your father joked, hitting Jack slightly in his back. Does it bother you both if I take the seat next to the alley?
As long as I can take the one next to the window. You told him, smirking at Jack and eyeing him up and down, knowing that his corpulence is going to make it a really long eight hours.
Fine by me. Was all the doctor replied and waited for you to go sit down.
You regretted it quickly. That man was huge. His shoulders were so broad that even if you sat against the wall, your bodies were still in contact. And he wasnāt even doing it on purpose. He kept his legs closed, mindful of the fact that you didnāt have a lot of room either.
Jack couldnāt lie, seeing you frown and groan every time you changed position and realized that you were still touching was quite amusing. He struggled to hide his amusement, and that only made your frustration worse.
You seemed tense, Angel. Is something wrong?
You tried to hide your shudder at the nickname and failed miserably. Opting to make it pass for anger, you stared at him darkly. Yeah, youāre taking all the room.
Itās not me. He pointed to your sleeping father, who was already taking half of Jackās seat. Donāt get me wrong, I love him, but right now I kinda want to push him over.
Move, Iām gonna wake him up. You told him, fully ready to shake your father awake so you could have more room.
He grabbed gently your arms, holding them before putting them back on your lap. Let him sleep. If you really need some room for your legs, you can put them on mine. He offered as if it wasnāt a big deal.
I will keep that in mind. Thanks. You showed him a little smile and let your head fall against the window.
You take him on his offer three hours before landing, your tired legs getting numb at the lack of space. You didnāt ask, just raised them and put them on his laps. Jack didnāt even raise a brow, only spreading his legs a little more to make it more comfortable for the both of you.
You slept for the next three hours, getting woken up by Jack, who was softly shaking your legs. You opened one eye and looked over at him.
Weāre going to land. You need to buckle up. He told you without speaking too loud since youād just woken up.
Arriving at Nice airport, you were joined by the last two of your fatherās friends. You knew them a little bit better than Jack since they were living close to your fatherās place and were always over there.
One, Kenny, was a retired lawyer who found solace in your fatherās neighbourhood, far from the buzzing city. He might be your favourite person in the band. He was funny, wise and was married to Henry, his business partner for twenty years.
Then you had Steve. Steve was more grumpy, always frowning or complaining about something. He wasnāt really mean, at least not with you. You knew he had a good heart, showing up as soon as your father needed him.
They were brothers, and you always admired their relationship. Sure there were arguments and even some fights, but they always came around, their friendship more important.
And then there is Jack Abbot. He is the latest addition to the squad. You werenāt sure that Steve appreciated him. Again, Steve was hard to read. The doctor is younger than the rest of them. He was brought by your father, who met him through a veteran support group. When your dad told you about this group, you were appeased, knowing that even though he wouldnāt talk to you, he still found people to talk to.
That might be why he and Jack really hit off. You didnāt know the doctorās history in the army and to be frank, it didnāt matter. You were just happy he might get your father to confide a bit.
Kenny interrupted your thoughts when he wrapped you in his arms as soon as he saw you stand besides the two other men.
Oh my love, Iāve missed you so much. He exclaimed. Iām so glad you agreed to come. I will be able to gossip with someone on this trip since my dear Henry didnāt want to come.
Iām glad to be here too. I have so many things to tell you.
Yes. Immediately, yes. I need updates on your life!
Kenny, move. Let me see the chef. Steve barked, showing Kenny aside. Ah yes. Youāre still really pale, though. He inspected you closely. Guess thatās that shitty weather in Pittsburgh. The pollution and the crime.
You looked over at Jack and snorted. What? You asked incredulously.
Yes, you know. Iāve heard about it on the radio.
You looked at your dad, who just smiled at his friendās antics. Thatās enough, Steve. Donāt scare the poor girl away.
Bah. He waved. Sheās used to me now.
Now come on, motherfuckers, letās move. The jet lag is kicking my ass.
Holy shit, Marc! You didnāt lie about it. Steve exclaimed as he exited the car, hand on his hip.
I told you we were going to be comfortable here.
The house your father had rented was in the countryside deep in the south of France. The next house was at least five hundred meters away, which means it was rather silent, only for the sounds of the cicadas.
The house in itself was an old one made of white stones. The shutters were bright blue, in contrast with the rest of the building. Trees and flowers were growing all over the property, the smell of lavender hitting your nostrils and making you feel relaxed.
You took a deep breath after climbing out of the car, looking around with your hand over your forehead to make a bit of shadow.
You turned around, wanting to get your suitcase out of the trunk, only to find Jack with it in his hand.
I got it. Just tell me where to put it.
Uhā¦ I donāt know yet.
Your father joined you both. You should take the master bedroom, sweetheart. We old men donāt need that much space.
You sure? I donāt want any of you to complain about your back.
Weāre good, my love. Do not worry. Kenny assured you with his hands on your shoulders. Letās go find our room and leave the men to it.
You smiled at the older man, following him inside the house. The house was surprisingly cool even with the absence of AC. The living room was decorated with taste, with light wood and blue cushions that reminded you of the shutters.
You climbed the stairs to the second floor and stopped at the beginning of a long hallway. The doors were all opened, letting you get a glimpse of each room. They all seemed to be decorated differently, with different color palettes and layouts.
I think they all have ensuite bathrooms. Kenny told you after exiting one of the rooms. And here- he pushed the last door at the end of the hallway- must be the master. Yes, it is!
You were admiring the room and didnāt even notice that Jack has been following you with your suitcase. Youāre taking this one?
You jumped a bit at his voice and turned to look at him. Yeah. If thatās okay with everyone.
Of course it is. I doubt anyone here really cares about their room. He put your suitcase on the little bench at the foot of the bed. Well, I will let you get to it. He whispered as he walked past you, his hand softly touching your arm.
The contact sent electricity up in your arm. You brushed it off on your fatigue, not glancing back at the older man.
Jack walked in the hallway, trying to find which room was free. The one at the beginning of the hallway was already taken by Steve, who mumbled something about protecting the house in case someone entered. The next one was taken by your father; the bedroom next to yours was now Kennyās, which only left the one across from yours. Great. He thought, knowing he was already in trouble with the way he was pulled towards you. He couldnāt let himself go there. Out of respect for your father.
He sighed and sat down on his bed. He lifted his pants on his leg, taking off his prosthesis in order to go take a shower and cool down. Only your father was aware of his amputation. The other might be aware of something, but he never told them anything, and he doubted your father had shared it with them.
Under the water, Jack took a deep breath, trying to calm down his racing heart. It happened sometimes, notably when he was tired, when his mind was less alert and demons of the past hunted him.
As he washed his hair, he thought back at your first interaction, five years ago when you arrived at your fatherās house out of breath. Apparently you had run after a bunny a kid of the neighbourhood had lost in the street.
Actually, you had run so hard in the middle of a heatwave that you almost passed out from heat exhaustion. Your father had come get him to make sure you were okay and didnāt need medical attention. Lucky enough you didnāt; he just kept an eye on you all night to be sure your state didnāt degrade. Not at all because he wanted an excuse to look at you.
Shaking his head, Jack turned off the water and stepped out of the shower. He got dressed quickly, putting back his prosthesis before going downstairs to join the others.
You werenāt sat around the table with the other men. You werenāt outside by the pool nor in the living room.
Your daughter has already fled us? He asked, hoping it wouldnāt be weird for him to ask about you.
Nah. She is still in her room.
Women. Steve rolled his eyes. Theyāre always taking so long in their room.
Leave my daughter alone, Steve. Marc warned him with a small smile.
Iām just saying. The old man grumbled, looking down at his hands.
The men decided to take it easy for the first day. Kenny and Marc were in the pool, laughing with their beers not so far away. Steve was scribbling things in a used notebook he didnāt leave anyone to look. And Jack was laughing at some dumb joke Marc had made from his sunbed.
None of them had checked on you since you arrived, knowing you were certainly either putting your stuff away or sleeping.
You didnāt have the courage to completely empty your suitcase and made the mistake of sitting on your bed for a minute. Needless to say, that the minute turned into a three-hour nap. Nap that was still uninterrupted.
After getting out of the pool, Marc decided to check on you, knowing you wouldnāt be able to sleep if he let you sleep longer.
Pushing slowly the door open, he smiled at the sight. You were curled up on top of the sheets, a relaxed expression on your face. Your dad took some time to look at you with a proud grin on his lips.
He couldnāt be less proud of you. You were doing what you always dreamed of doing. He remembered coming home after a long day at work only to find you in the kitchen, singing some song that was playing on the speaker and cutting vegetables.
You had a real talent, and he was your biggest supporter. He encouraged you to pursue your career, assuring you that he had your back.
Shaking softly his head, he slowly come into the room and approached the bed.
Sweetheart? He asked softly. You need to wake up, honey.
You whined, blinking your eyes opened. How long did I sleep?
Something like three hours.
Oh shit. What time is it?
A little after five. We have some cold beer if you want to.
No offence, Dad, but itās a little too early for me. You laughed.
Bah. Itās never too early for a beer. No, come on, sweetheart. He held out his hand for you to take and helped you get up.
Didnāt you guys leave? You didnāt want to go explore a bit?
We might go on a little walk before dinner. Just to see around the house. Do you want to come?
You nodded. Yea,h let me just get changed, and I will meet you guys downstairs.
The rest of the evening went smoothly; you accompanied the four men on a little walk on the small roads around the house. You didnāt really participate in the conversation, too busy admiring the valley and the mountains that surrounded the property.
After dinner, you decided to go to bed early, wanting to fight this fatigue off. The other men stayed up a little bit, you could hear them laughing softly outside.
You turned in your sheets, kicking the covers off of your legs. Now you regretted falling asleep for three hours this afternoon. You shouldāve known better.
Deciding you were not going to fall asleep anytime soon, you changed into a bathsuit and went downstairs. When you arrived later on, you saw the large pool in the garden. That was your plan until you crashed into a hard wall.
At least you thought it was a hard wall until you felt two big hands on each of your forearms. Looking up, your eyes met Jackās, who was already looking at you with amusement.
Woah. Are you okay? He was wearing a black shirt and grey sweet pants, the most relaxed fit you had ever seen him wear.
Shit sorry. Yeah, I justā¦ Didnāt see you.
No shit. Where were you going like that?
Isnāt it obvious? You asked, pointing towards what you were wearing.
Jack regretted instantly looking down at your body. He froze like a deer caught in the lights of a car. He didnāt think he was going to see so much skin. So much of your skin.
Jack? You tried to catch his eyes. You're okay?
The doctor cleared his throat after ripping his eyes away from you. Do I need to stay downstairs to make sure you donāt drown?
You scoffed. No. Go to bed or we will have to deal with another grumpy old man tomorrow. You told him as you made your way outside, hiding your smirk from him.
Jack snorted, waiting to hear the door closing before going back to his room.
Itās not until he went to close the curtains that he realised the view he had of the pool. Of you.
Jack didnāt close the curtains that night. Just in case you needed help, of course.
You were already in the kitchen when Kenny woke up. You had your AirPods in, dancing on some song while you held a pan over the stove.
He laughed at the sight and sat on a stool across from you, waiting for you to notice him. When you did, you smiled, taking off one of your AirPods.
Hello, my love. I did. What about you? What are you doing up this early?
Couldnāt sleep. Figured I could cook breakfast for all you old men. You know, make sure you get all the protein you need.
Ahah. He deadpanned. Soā¦ Whatās new in your life? Any boyfriend?
You laughed. No. If they could all stay away from me, I wouldnāt complain.
But werenāt you seeing someone? What was his nameā¦ Jacob!
God, no. You shivered at the memory. He left my life six months ago. And Iām grateful he did.
And no one else since then?
You shook your head. No one that mattered.
And what about your job? Your dad told us you started a new one recently.
Yes! Itās a new restaurant in Pittsburgh, it opened recently so itās still really trendy. The team is so great and creative. Like I have a say in the menu, in the produceā¦
You look really happy there.
You know Jackās also working there?
And you've never seen each other there?
Nop. You popped the "p". We only met at Dadās. Kenny just hummed, looking pleased with himself. What?
He raised both of his hands. Absolutely nothing, my love. You just seem to get along really well.
I get along with all of you. You laughed softly. Now do you want to try my Åufs BĆ©nĆ©dicte?
Yes. He clapped his hands with excitement, gesturing at Marc, who just had woken up to come eat. Your daughter is cooking us breakfast.
Are you sure you want to do that? You asked all of them, your hands on your hips and one of your brows raised.
You were met with "Yeah!" And "Why not?"
I mean youāre in your sixtiesā¦ I donāt want you to get stuck in a tree or something.
Mind you, Jack is only 44. Kenny interrupted you.
You looked at Jack, who was already staring at you with his arms over his chest and a smirk on his lips.
We will be fine. Your father assured you.
They wanted to do what French people called "accrobranche" which basically meant swinging from one tree to another on cables. Seeing the average age of the people at the adventure park, your father and his friends were among the oldest. Hence your concern.
Jackās a doctor. Itās fine. Steve added with a roll of his eyes, clearly not a big fan of the grey-haired man.
Kids were screaming above you, their parents walking under them with worried glances.
Then letās do it. You smiled, walking to the reception to get some harnesses. Hi.
Hi, my name is Pierre. How can I help you today? The man, who must be around your age, asked you with a smile.
We would like to get equipped.
Sure, how many people are you guys?
Five. You looked behind you where the four men were standing, waiting for you.
Pierre made you pay the ticket and then went to get harnesses. He gave one to each man and then walked to you. Do you need help? I can attach it if you want me to.
Oh humā¦ I think I will manage. Thank you, though! You replied politely, your cheeks heating with embarrassment to be flirted with in front of your dad.
After putting your equipment on, Pierre explained the rules of the park and insisted over the fact that you could get help at any point on the parkour. When he was done, he turned to you.
If you need any help, donāt hesitate. I- Weāre here to help you.
I think she will manage just fine. Jack called out, staring weirdly at the young man. Thank you for the explanations though.
Oh y-yeah of course. Have fun!
Well, that was awkward. You laughed awkwardly, looking at all the men.
Kenny was looking at you with a big smile on his lips; your father was completely unbothered, and Steve was quite literally not listening to you. He might have stopped listening as soon as the boy started talking.
You all walked to the start of the first parkour, you and Jack going first, followed by Henry, your father and Steve.
The first part was wooden logs spaced apart and suspended, perhaps 2 metres above the ground. It was easy to walk on them, and you arrived to the platform in a few seconds, Jack right behind you.
Henry was already screaming as the logs moved under his feet. You smiled and encouraged him as you started the next segment. This time you had to walk on a cord, and another cord at shoulder level to help you.
This one was a little more tricky since the cord wasnāt that taut and you were wobbling around.
If she is struggling, how am I going to be able to do it? Kenny whined, looking really worried at the sight of your body trembling on the cord.
When you put your first foot on the wooden platform, the cord moved under the other, signaling that Jack had started to walk on it.
The parkour wasnāt that hard, but Kenny, Steve, and your father were struggling more the more you progressed. You ended up having some advantage on the rest of the group, even on Jack, who was doing quite well.
You could see the end of the parkour, with only a zip line separating you from it. You didnāt wait for the others to step on the same platform as you and glided down the zip line, enjoying the wind on your face.
When Jack arrived after you, you heard a strange noise as his right leg touched the ground. The weird expression on his face didnāt really reassure you either.
Are you okay? You asked him as you moved closer.
Yeah, my leg just didnāt really like the whole being up in the sky thing. Itās not used to do that much movement.
Youāre an ED doctor running all night, what do you mean your leg is not used to that much movement?
Jack glanced behind him to see where the rest of the group was before looking back at you. He sighed, bending down to raise the right leg of his pants to his knee. You widened your eyes slightly at the sight of his prosthesis. Recovering quickly, you looked back at his face with a smile.
Well, I guess you just initiated it to tree climbing.
He laughed, shaking his head. You could see the tension in his shoulders ease away. Was he anxious about your reaction?
Does any of them know? You nodded your head to the three other men who were starting the zip line.
Then it will be our little secret. You grinned at him before returning your attention to your dad, who was coming full speed towards you.
Your reaction warmed Jackās heart. He wasnāt ashamed of his amputation. Hell, most of his colleagues knew about it if they stayed around after the end of the night shift. He just never brought it up with this group of friends. After all, they all carried luggage from the past.
Of course the doctor had met people who reacted badly at the view of his amputated leg. Either out of awkwardness or maybe disdain. He didnāt really know.
Jack didnāt know what was going to be your reaction. Still, a part of him was sure you werenāt going to be one of these people who would ask thousands of questions or look at him with pity. He lost his leg, grieved it, dealt with it in therapy and was now able to live his life almost as peacefully as before.
Youāre good to continue?
I am. Iām just not so sure about them. He stared at the three other men who were walking to you, Kenny really pale.
For the love of God, please letās stop now. He begged no one in particular.
You laughed as he grabbed your hand to hold onto your support. What happened?
Iām pretty sure I lost what was left of my dignity up there.
So not that much. Steve grumbled under his breath, but everyone still heard him.
Fuck you, Steve. Kenny shrieked at him.
Marc, you good? Jack asked your father.
Yeahā¦ He was out of breath too. I just didnāt think it was going to be thatā¦
Look at them, showing off because theyāre young and active and working out. Kenny added, looking at you and Jack with envy.
Stop acting like Iām someā¦ Gym bro or something. Because Iām not.
You work out after your night shifts. Marc pointed.
Yeah, yeah, sure. Marc waved, already walking to the exit of the park. Letās take it easy for the rest of the afternoon. Iām not sure Steveās heart can handle much more.
You fucker, talk for yourself.
You drove back to the house since none of the men were in the state to do so. Even Jack had looked at you apologetically before climbing in the backseat. The drive wasnāt a long one, and yet all of them had fallen asleep on the way, one of them snoring loudly. You were pretty sure it was Steve even though he always said he didnāt.
When you parked in front of the house, you wondered if you needed to wake them up or just leave the car running until they woke up. You didnāt need to make any choice since Steve woke up suddenly with a loud scream, waking all of his friends up in the process. You jumped, a hand clutching your chest.
What the fuck?! Marc looked at him, fear on his face.
What? Steve asked as if nothing happened before jumping out of the car.
That man is fucking weird. You shook your head, turning off the car and exiting.
You were searching the whole house for your cap, the one you had just this morning. You thought you had left it on the vanity in your room, but it was nowhere to be seen.
Your father was sleeping soundly in his room, the door slightly agape just in case. Kenny was listening to a podcast in his bath, telling everyone to not disturb him.
Coming downstairs, you looked around in the living room for your cap, still not finding it. What you found, though, was a sleeping Steve spread out on the couch. His mouth was open, and loud snores were coming out of him. You shook your head with a soft smile. Still no cap.
Walking to the kitchen, you find a simple black cap on the island. You presumed it was your fatherās and just took it, knowing he wouldnāt mind.
Going outside, you walked to the pool and let your towel fall on the floor. Your dad had taken out an inflatable mattress the day before, and you decided to lie on it in the pool for a bit.
Sunglasses and cap on, you closed your eyes, enjoying the feel of the water under your hands and feet.
Is that my cap? You heard someone ask from the side of the pool.
You opened one eye to find Jack standing with his hands on his hips right besides the pool, at your level. He seemed so tall like that. You couldnāt stop yourself and checked him out.
Maybeā¦? To be honest, it was just lying there and I thought it was my dadās.
Canāt you read? He nodded to the inscription on the cap - something about the army, you thought.
You frowned at his tone. No need to be rude.
Jackās shoulders rose slightly at your reaction, realising that his reply had come out harder than he intended to. To be frank, he was destabilised by the sight of you wearing his army cap. The one he kept even after coming home with PTSD. When he couldnāt stomach seeing any reminder.
And after all, the cap couldāve been your fatherās. He doubted you knew in what regiment your father served in.
He cleared his throat and continued to stare at you.
If you want it back, you will have to come get it. You donāt know what prompted you to say that. Hell, you cringed as you heard the words come out of your mouth.
Jack was clearly not expecting that either, seeing the way his eyes widened slightly. He recovered quickly, crossing his arms over his chest.
Youāre playing a game I canāt be a part of. Was all he said before leaving you alone outside to face your embarrassment.
What the fuck just happened?
Jack slammed his door a bit stronger than he wanted to, his hands in his hair. What the fuck was that? He didnāt think you could be soā¦ open about whatever this was.
He felt like a creep. You were fifteen years younger than him for fuckās sake. And one of his closest friendsā daughter.
But that meant you also felt this weird energy between the two of you. This pull he only felt with his late wife.
Jack took a deep breath and did the only thing he could. Call Robby or Dana. Whoever answered first. He wasnāt sure, but if he remembered correctly, today was Robbyās day off.
Brother, what can I do for you? The other doctor asked him after answering the phone on the third ring. I thought you were on vacation.
What the hell happened to you? You sound strained.
Iāve heard of him, yes. Jack could almost hear Robby roll his eyes at the stupid question. Why?
He has a daughter. A twenty-nine chef daughter who works in Pittsburgh.
Said daughter is with us.
Yeah, "oh". The grey-haired man deadpanned.
I mean sheās twenty-nine. Itās not that young. Her frontal lobe has been fully developed for four years.
I canāt, manā¦ Itās notā¦ Marcā¦ I canāt.
Robby chuckled on the other side of the line. Then get your head outta your ass and step back. She will understand why itās not possible. But. He paused again. Donāt look at her with your puppy eyes. Reduce your interaction to the strict necessities.
Iām not doing anything! He exclaimed.
Believe me, brother, you do. Youāre kinda magnetic. And unbothered. But donāt fuck this up. Out of respect for her dad, sure, but also and above all for her and you. He laughed even more. Iām never going to let that down.
Go fuck yourself, man. Jack hung up with a roll of his eyes; he still felt like shit.
You didnāt lock yourself up in your room, choosing to own it like a big girl. You flirted and got a cold shower, so what? You will survive. Itās not big deal. At all.
Except Jack has been avoiding you and every room you were in. Which meant that he was basically the one who locked himself up in his room. Your father started to suspect something was up, and you were practically sure that Kenny already knew what happened just from the way he was looking at you. Itās fine; everything was fine.
It has been two days since the pool incident, and he has yet to speak a word to you. Not wanting him to miss most of his vacation because of that stupid sentence, you stepped back. Letting the four men go to do activities while you either stayed at the house or went to the towns around the house to visit.
It worked just fine until your dad knocked on your door, a white shirt in his hands. Hi sweetheart. He greeted you with a warm smile. Get ready, weāre going out tonight.
At a nice restaurant Kenny wanted to try for ages. I donāt have the name, he just told me to dress accordingly. He rolled his eyes.
In about thirty to forty-five minutes.
You nodded and watched him leave the room and close the door behind him. Well, shit. That was going to be an awkward meal.
You were right. It was fucking awkward, and you were not even at the restaurant yet. When you came downstairs all dressed up, you only found your dad and Kenny standing in the living room.
Look at you! You look like an actress at the Festival de Cannes. He held out his hand to help you descend the last steps.
Why, thank you, my dear. You laughed softly at Kennyās antics and grabbed his hand.
You look fantastic, honey. Marc smiled at you.
The three of you came out of the house, your arm now linked with Kennyās. Your steps faltered slightly when you saw Jack, his back against the car. He was wearing green linen pants with a shirt. He was incredibly hot.
Jack held his breath for a few seconds when he perceived you after two days of no contact. You were magnificent. There were no other words to describe you.
Steve side-eyed him weirdly when he noticed how tense the doctor had become. He didnāt say anything, and that didnāt help Jackās nerves.
He nodded to you and climbed in the drive seat. You walked to the other side of the car, fully intending to climb in the back seat when Marc called your name.
I think you should climb in the front, honey. The roads are kinda tricky, and I would hate it if you couldnāt enjoy the meal because you felt nauseous.
You didnāt say anything, just nodded to show your agreement before going to the other door. When you opened it, Jackās eyes went comically wide when he realized that you were going to be seated next to him. He recovered quickly and diverted his attention before starting the car.
Things didnāt get better when he walked in last in the restaurant after parking the car and realized the only empty spot was across from yours. He hid it like a champ.
You almost laughed every time you noticed that he was doing everything he could to avoid any eye contact or conversation with you. The bastard was actually smooth.
The doctor refused to drink even when you assured him that you could drive back to the house. Itās not that he didnāt trust you. He didnāt trust himself around you sober, so with some liquid courageā¦
The memo didnāt get passed to the whole table since by the dessert your dad, Kenny, and Steve were laughing loudly at anything. Thankfully, the restaurant had emptied out a bit; you would have received more weird glances either way.
Three of you five being drunk meant the only one you could actually have a conversation with was Jack. You both knew it and ignored it. Silence was all for the rest of the meal.
When you were done, Jack got up to pay and left you for five minutes, which meant you had to get the three other idiots up on their feet.
Now come on, guys. Please donāt get run over. You told them when you exited the restaurant to wait for Jack.
Yep. You popped the p and grabbed Kennyās forearm to prevent him from walking right on the road. Not that way Kenny.
You safely buckled them in the car, with Jack taking care of your father and Steve, who was still as grumpy as he was sober. He was grumbling about aliens or some conspiracy theory he firmly believed in. You couldn't stop yourself from smiling at him, knowing drunk Steve was exactly the same person sober.
What's so funny? Jack asked you from the other side of the backseat where he was buckling your father.
It feels like a million ages ago that my dad was actually the one driving me home after a party.
You returned your attention to Kenny, who was whining over the fact that he really wanted to call Henry to tell him how much he loved him. It was heartwarming to see how much these two loved each other. How long they waited before acting on their feelings.
Pssst. Kenny whispered loudly in your ear. You want to know a secret? You nodded. Jackie has a crush on you. The man proceeded to burst out laughing as if he had just told the funniest joke ever.
You didn't look at Jack's face, noticing the way his hands faltered over the seat belt.
Sure. Please don't do anything stupid until we get home.
You closed the door and climbed in the passenger seat, waiting for the doctor to do the same. After he did, he turned on the car.
Ready? He asked you, looking directly at you for the first time since two days.
You nodded and he took off.
Did you like the meal? He asked you after a while of driving through the winding roads.
It was fantastic. The French are really the most talented cooks in the world. Like the association of the strawberry, the peac,h and the basil for dessert? To die for. You bit your lips at the memory. God, I'm getting so much inspiration right now. You were illuminated with happiness.
Did you always know you wanted to do that?
Pretty much since I'm a teenager. Cooking has always been a way for me to deal with my feelings. A healthy way, you know. You explained with your hands. Do you cook?
Yeah. I have to since I'm living alone. I'm not so bad. Not at your level, of course, but I manage on my own. Most of the people I work with are always ordering takeout. When they go home, they're usually too tired to cook anything.
I think I would be too, if I came out of a twelve-hour shift.
Yeah, well, you almost have the same schedule as us.
You snorted. Not at all. I mean, I start around five and finish at one am. It's nothing like a shift in the ED.
I will take your word on that. He parked in front of the house and waited for you to get out first.
You helped Kenny out of the backseat, walking him upstairs to his room. You left him to change before returning to the car to help Jack with the others.
You're fine with Steve? You asked him as your dad put an arm around your shoulders.
Yeah. He shrugged. I mean, what's the worst that can happen? He said with sarcasm, fully aware of the later dislike.
If he tries to bite you, just call me. You replied with a smirk, helping your dad inside.
What do you mean "bite me"?! He called out after you.
Once again, you put on your swimsuit, ready to go swim some laps in the pool. The moon was hiding behind clouds, and you were thankful for the lights that had been installed outside.
You stopped dead in your tracks when you noticed that you werenāt alone out there. Jack was sitting on the border of the pool, his legs in the water. You knew he had heard just by seeing the way his back tensed.
Shit, sorry. You apologized for disturbing what seemed to be a moment of meditation. I can come back later, if you want. You pointed to the door with your thumb.
No, itās okay. Itās already late as it is. I donāt think Iāll sleep well knowing youāre swimming alone in the middle of the night.
You thought he was going to leave since he didnāt want to be in your vacinity and yet, he stayed where he was sat looking down at the water wrapped around his skin.
You tried to ignore him the best you could, not wanting to perturb him more than you already did. You descended in the pool, sighing as the cold water hit your skin. You swam a few laps, your mind focused on the fact that you really shouldn't glance at the doctor. He seemed to be deep in himself when you came out of the house, and staring at him would really be putting a nail in your coffin.
Your fight against yourself didn't last since after touching the wall of the pool with your palms, you risked a glance at the man. He was still looking down at the water, completely static.
That's when you noticed he had taken off his prosthesis, his right leg shorter than the other. You weren't sure if he was actually looking at his stump or if he was just lost in his thoughts.
Okay, I'm sorry to bother you again, but you're kinda freaking me out right now. You told him from the opposed side of the pool. Are you okay?
Jack immediately raised his head to look at you. You didn't miss the way his eyes racked your whole body before stopping on your face.
You're worrying about me, Angel? There he was, the cocky Jack of the airport.
I mean, you look like you're going to jump off the roof. I'm just making sure you're not actually going to do that.
His smile was a little bit sad, not reaching his eyes. Nah, I'm just... Thinking. He sighed.
... About jumping off a cliff? You tried again.
He laughed now, with his full body shaking, his legs creating little waves in the pool. He whipped a tear from his cheek. Fuck, I needed that.
You swam closer, stopping not so far from him, so close that you had to look up to see his face. I'm serious, though. Are you okay?
Yeah, I'm thinking about something a friend said.
Are you sure they're a friend? Because your face looked the opposite.
He snorted. He is a close friend. He is just... Brutally honest and kinda an asshole?
Sounds like someone I know. You replied pointedly, he smiled. About last time-
It's okay. Jack immediately interrupted you.
For the love of God let me finish. You hissed and deturned your attention. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable. I was out of line and completely read the situation wrong.
You didn't. It was so sincere you had to look back at him to make sure he was serious.
What do you mean? You walked a step closer.
You didnāt read the situation wrong. Iām the one who should apologise.
You laughed softly. You didnāt do anything wrong.
Just thinking about you the way I do is wrong. You held your breath; he shook his head and averted his eyes for a few seconds. If your father knew about thatā¦
He wouldnāt do anything.
He scoffed. Yeah, sure. His friend is lusting after his daughter, and he will just what? Accept?
Lusting, eh? You smirked, approaching him even closer, your chest almost touching his knees.
You looked down and watched the small gape between the two of you. You raised your hand and put it on his right knee slowly, making sure he was okay with your touch. When he didnāt push you away, you smiled a little. Does it still hurt?
The prosthesis sometimes does. Notably after a long shift. His hand played with your fingers. Or after climbing a tree. He joked.
I think Kenny is still shaking. You laughed too and turned your head to hide a shiver.
Youāre cold. He noted, stopping his movements and now holding your hand.
Maybe you should go back inside.
Maybe I should. None of you moved.
A loud noise broke the bubble you had built around the two of you, pushing you to step back from the doctor before anyone could misinterpret anything. You swam to the stairs, climbing out of the pool, knowing very well that Jackās eyes were still on you. You wrapped your towel around you and walked past him, whispering a good night as you made your way back inside.
Jack still felt the ghost of your touch even when he was lying alone in his bed.
When Jack made his way downstairs, way later than he habitually does, he was met by his three friends and none of your trace. Weird, since you were always ones of the first one to be up, insisting on cooking breakfast for the whole house.
Steve was outside, in the middle of the grass, making movements that could look like yoga if it was anyone else. He stared for a while longer until Marc came to stand besides him.
Yeah, his daughter gifted him a lesson of yoga for Christmas. Since then, every morning he does a short session. Marc patted him on the back. Be happy he is dressed. It's not the case when he's home.
Four actually. All from different women. But that man would walk through fire for them.
Well, shit. Jack laughed, shaking his head.
Speaking about daughter- Jack stiffened- have you seen mine?
No. Why? She didn't come down yet? Your father shook his head. I think she might still be sleeping, she was in the pool until late last night.
Really? Were you with her?
Jack cleared his throat, refusing to look at your father. We crossed paths when I was going to sleep.
Should I go see if everything's alright?
It's only ten. You should wait until at least eleven.
Your father nodded, a worried expression on his face. The doctor smiled at him with reassurance even though his own guts were telling him that something was wrong.
Your head was killing you. You had woken up completely dehydrated early in the morning, and swallowed a bottle of water before going back to sleep. You didn't have the force to get up, your limbs were too sore to do anything but lie there in your bed. You were so fucking hot.
Someone knocked on your door, waiting for you to say anything. Come in. You whined, pushing the heels of your palms in your eyes.
No. I have a terrible headache that won't go away.
Oh, sweetheart. Your father came closer, pushing hair from your burning forehead. You're burning. I'm gonna go get Jack.
You didn't have time to protest that your father was already downstairs, calling Jack to come check on you. He quickly climbed the stairs, too quickly, and pushed open your bedroom's door.
Hi. He told you as he came closer to your bed. Where do you hurt? He asked softly, standing right beside the side of the bed you were on.
Everywhere. Mostly my head. And my limbs. You swallowed. Fuck, I'm so thirsty.
I'm gonna go get some water for you. Your father said.
Please bring the first aid kit too. Jack told him. Did you stay outside the whole afternoon yesterday? You nodded and watched as your father handed him the first aid kit. Can I? He asked, showing you the forehead thermometer he was holding, and you nodded.
The coldness of his hands against your burning forehead was moan-worthy. You held it in and waited for him to be done.
You have a fever. You might have heatstroke. He told you, his eyes scanning your face.
What do we do in that case? Marc asked him.
We make sure she drinks enough and wait for her to cool down. Did you take anything for your headache?
At twelve you can take another one. Do we have anything that could refresh her?
I think I saw a fan in my closet. I will be back.
Jack sat down beside you, the mattress dipping under his weight. I really want to do a bad joke right now, but I'm not going to. He told you with a small smile.
You don't need to, I almost said it too. You watched your father plug in the fan, sighing in relief as the cool hair hit your skin. So no boat activities for me, eh?
Nop. Bedrest until you feel better.
What? You frowned and sat up. No you don't. I will be fine, I just need to drink some water. You guys should go.
And leave you alone? Hell no. Your father replied, crossing his arms.
I will stay with her. Make sure she cools down enough.
Yes. I'm the doctor here. Besides what would you do? Stand there and look at her with worry?
Marc ignored him. Are you going to be okay with Jack? I can stay.
Yeah, I'll be fine. Beside Jack and I have a Tic-Tac-Toe game to finish. You smiled. I'm serious. Go. You waved your hand, urging him to leave.
He agreed, nodding once before throwing a worried look at Jack.
I'll take care of her, don't worry.
Your father relucutantly agreed, stopping to kiss you on the forehead before leaving. You waited to hear the car drive away before opening your mouth.
I'm not sure being alone with you is the right way to make my fever go away. You laughed as Jack winced at your cringe joke.
Do you want to stay here, or would you rather be in the living room? It might be cooler there. I can close the shutters if you want.
You nodded, and Jack held out a hand for you to take to get up. You did and walked with him downstairs, his hand never leaving yours. Just in case you fell, of course.
He made sure you were comfortable on the couch, keeping cold water close to you and plugging in the fan he had gotten downstairs. You thought he was going to leave you alone and were surprised when he plopped down on the couch besides you. He grabbed the remote without hesitation, trying to find something to watch.
You've got to be kidding me. You groaned as you realized what he had put on. Lethal weapon? Really?
Shut up, itās a classic. And Iām sure youāve never seen it.
Excuse me?! You exclaimed, offended. Have you never met my dad orā¦?
Unfortunately I did. He deadpanned, raising his feet on the table. Now shut up and watch.
You fell asleep ten minutes in the movie.
You opened your eyes to a dark and empty living room, Jackās spot empty. You wiped your eyes, taking in your surroundings.
Your headache had gone, thanks to the painkiller you had taken. You felt better even if your legs were still sore. You didnāt feel as hot as you did, meaning that your fever must have gone down.
But you were confused as to why the house was so silent. Sure, your father, Kenny, and Steve were gone for the day on a boat, but Jack was supposed to stay home to keep an eye on you. Thing he had taken really seriously.
You got up, wincing at the soreness of your whole body, and started a quest to find Jack. It only took you two minutes, and you stopped dead on your way when you saw him.
Fuck me. You whispered as you took the scene in front of you.
The grey-haired man was shirtless, standing in the grass looking edible. He must be doing some sort of yoga, considering he had his eyes closed and his breathing seemed to be following a certain pattern.
Since he hadnāt seen you yet, you took your time to admire him. You had seen a lot of pretty men in your life; you even dated some of them. But all of your exes looked like boys next to Dr. Jack Abbot. His grey curls, his toned chest, and the way he carried himself, like he knew he was handsomeā¦ All of that added up to create a beautiful man, both sarcastic and kind but also very, very caring for the people he loved.
You didnāt know him that much and never asked about his past as a veteran or as a husband. But one look at him was enough to understand that about him. You knew he was in therapy, your dad had told you that much. It must have been working since he wasnāt wearing his ring anymore.
He was a deeply scarred man, both physically and emotionally, but he was also a good friend, a good doctor, and a good man.
Are you going to stand there and catch another heatstroke? He called out to you, getting your attention.
Busted. You shook your head, trying to chase the thoughts away, and walked to him. What are you doing?
You, Doctor Jack Abbot, are doing yoga?
I donāt knowā¦ everything?
Ask your father, he will confirm.
Seriously? He nodded. Well shit.
Thatās what I said. He replied, keeping going with his breathing exercises.
You kept watching him, closer now and completely entranced by the way he was moving. The bubble was once again popped by your phone ringing now. You grabbed it in your hand, fully intending on turning it off.
Itās my dad. You swiped right. Hi Dad. Yeah, everythingās okay, Iām feeling better. What? I canāt clearly hear you. Yes, he is with me. Wait, Iām putting you on speaker.
Yeah thanks, honey. So as I was saying, we might not be able to come home tonight. Apparently a part of a cliff had fallen down on the road to the house. The cops said the road wonāt reopen until tomorrow.
Shit, arenāt there any other accesses?
Well, I asked a guy, he said that there wasnāt. Weāre stuckā¦ Actually you guys are stuck. Weāre gonna find a hotel for the night and try to come home early tomorrow.
Dad, send me a text when youāre at the hotel and when you leave, please.
Will do. I gotta go, sweetheart, I will see you tomorrow. I love you.
Love you too. You replied as he hung up. Well I guess weāre stuck together until tomorrow. You said, looking at Jack with a smirk.
Fantastic. Fuck. Jack thought.
I will leave you to yourā¦ yoga. You told him as you walked back to the house. I will start something for dinner.
Like hell you are, youāre still in bed rest.
Iām feeling better! And you closed your door, leaving a grinning Jack standing in the grass.
Fuck me thatās good. How can pasta be so good?!
The proudness seeping in you was not a new feeling, that much, though? That was new.
You gotta give me the address of your restaurant, I need to try it out.
I will send it to you. Then you remembered that you didnāt have his number. Actually, I donāt have your number, so let me write it on something. You looked around for a piece of paper and a pen-
Here. He gave you his phone, which was unlocked on a blank contact sheet.
You froze for a moment, not expecting him to justā¦ give you his phone like that. You recovered quickly, grabbing the phone and entering your number. You have it back to him, and he sent you a text so you would have his.
Arenāt you scared that Iām going to harass you?
He starred at you. Why would you do that? And even if you did, I wouldnāt mind. It would occupy me.
Your heart did a weird thing. Like you felt something different in your ribcage. Weird. You averted your attention to your plate, not wanting to overanalyse it. It was nothing.
When you were done, you got up to start the dishes when Jack grabbed you by your wrist gently and shoved you back on your seat.
You cook, I clean. He simply said, grabbing the plates and going to the sink.
Nop. Keep your ass on this seat. I wonāt ask again. He warned you, and it made you shiver. Just look pretty or something. He mumbled, focused on the task at hand.
He said it so offhandedly that it almost didnāt register. But it did.
The entire scene was too fucking domestic. So much so that your brain was actually letting you down. You could almost feel it leak out of your ear. Traitor.
Jack had been nice all night, doing the dishes and cleaning the kitchen while talking with you from where you were sitting. You didnāt have any distractions, forced to actually watch him do all those chores as if you were living together.
When he was done, you walked together to the living room, still talking about your recipe of pasta, to watch something. He plopped down next to you, even closer than before. So close your shoulders touched every time one of you opened your mouths.
You liked seeing him that way. Relaxed, easy-going, domestic. He wasnāt the guarded doctor anymore. Nor your dadās really close friend. He was just Jack.
You grabbed the remote before he could, arguing that since he already chose a movie before, it was your turn. He didnāt put up much fight, chuckling at your request.
That was another thing you discovered: Jackās laugh. It was beautiful. It rearranged your atoms a different way every time you heard it. Which was a lot since he was freely expressing his emotions around you now.
Just to hear it more, you put some stupid reality show on, watching his incredulous face at the plot.
Wait, wait. So theyāre all stuck in a house because theyā¦ want to find love or something? He asked you, still struggling to grasp the whole concept.
Yeah. I mean most of them do it for the money.
What the fuck are people watching nowadays?! He turned to you with horror.
Itās not even the worst you can find. You snorted at his face.
I am horrified. None of them actually find love, am I right?
Yep. I mean I donāt really know since Iāve never watched it.
Then why do they call it "love" island? Theyāre not even on an island! Is that what young people think love is?
Humā¦ You really thought about this one. I donāt really now. I mean, I think our vision of love might be different than our parentās butā¦ We still believe in soulmates soā¦ I mean some do.
You donāt? His full attention was on you now.
You cleared your throat. I donāt think we only have one soulmate out there. Because what are the chances we do actually meet them? None. I like the idea of having certain persons with whom I feel like I belong. Not necessarily romantically, but you knowā¦ You explained with your hands.
Thatās a really great point of view. It actually makes sense.
Thanks, I guess? You laughed softly. What about you?
I donāt know if your dad told you but I was married.
I knew. You were wearing a ring when we first met, but you never brought up any partner, so I justā¦ understood.
She died and I felt like what was left of me died with her. He took a deep breath. You know, when you saw and did the things that I did you- your brain switches. The world, people- you see everything differently. Thatās why a lot of us descend into hell when we come back. But she- He swallowed. She was my lighthouse in the middle of the storm. I felt invincible when I was with her. And thenā¦ then she passed and- I couldnāt even describe how everything collapsed. I collapsed. He looked in your eyes now. One time, right after my shift, Robby- the day attending and a close friend- found me on the roof. You froze. I was so close to- He cleared his throat to hide his voice breaking. He was there for me. After that I started therapy, and I think I can say Iām doing better, or at least Iām on the right path and-
He was cut short by you when you threw your arms around him and hugged him tight. He didnāt move for a minute until his brain reconnected and he put his arms around you.
Iām okay now. He whispered in your hair.
Jackā¦ Youāre so braveā¦ You told him, your voice muffled in his T-shirt.
We all are. You raised your head to look at him, and one of his hands fell on your cheek. You are too.
You donāt know if it was the way he said it. Or that it was late at night. Or that you had a really nice evening with him, acting as if you were more than your fatherās friend and his daughter. Like it was possible. You were so close, so close. His eyes dropped to your lips at the same time as yours. Suddenly there were no barriers anymore.
You donāt know who closed the gap or who did what, but it felt good. It felt right. You felt as if you belonged there on the couch, in Jackās arms, on Jackās lap, with Jack in your room.
It went from zero to a hundred in so little time. He was the combustible you were the flame.
That night, you fell asleep with your head on Jackās naked chest, his arms wrapped around you and his lips on your head.
You woke up with a hard wall behind you and a weight over your stomach. You frowned, keeping your eyes closed, and tried to fall back asleep. But when said hard wall behind started moving, you tensed, opening wide your eyes. Shit.
The events of the previous night came back in your fogged brain, and your cheeks heated at the memories. Well, shit.
You turned around in his grip to face him and met his already opened eye.
Hi. Jack pushed a strand of hair behind your ear.
Itās only when you hear the sound of a door closing outside that you both shoot up, sitting wide-eyed like deer caught in car lights.
Shit theyāre already back! Jack shouted in a whisper, getting up and almost falling since you had helped him take off his prosthesis.
Are you okay? You asked him, sitting on your knees on the bed.
Yeah- He looked you up and down, eyes becoming darker. He shook his head, looking around to find his clothes. Have you seen my shirt?
Uhā¦ You looked down at what you were wearing. I did.
He stared at it longer than he should have, the sight of your form in his clothes made his brain fog up. You know what? Keep it. He told you, starting to put back his prosthesis on.
Oh yeah. He nodded with vigour. It fits you way better than it fits me.
For a few seconds you stayed like that, staring at each other with stupid smiles on your faces. It was only when you heard noise at the bottom of the stairs that you both went back to running. Jack ran to the door, putting his hand on the doorknob before turning away and coming to kiss you on the forehead.
I will see you around. He whispered against your head before going back to his room.
You fall back on your bed, a stupid smile on your lips.
When you finally decided to go downstairs after a well-needed shower, you did so slowly, not sure if the three other men had gone back to sleep.
In the kitchen, everyone was already seated around the table, breakfast laid out on the wood. You looked at Jack, who was already smirking at you.
Here she is! Your father exclaimed, jumping on his feet to hug you.
Hi, Dad. How are you guys? And where does that come from? You asked them as you nodded to the food on the table.
Well, since youāve been cooking for most of the week and youāre still on vacation, we thought that maybe we could bring something so you wouldnāt have to cook anything.
Thank you! But yāall should know by now that I love cooking, and itās really not a problem.
We know. Steve told you, patting you on the arm. For what it's worth, I prefer your oatmeal.
The rest of the day passed slowly, made of laughter, discussion about the future, and jokes about old stories.
The sun was setting over the mountains, a light breeze falling on the valley. You were sitting outside with the four other men, laughing at a story your dad was telling his friend.
I will always remember the face he made when I opened the door instead of you. The poor boy almost passed out right there, on the porch. He laughed, whipping tears from his eyes.
It was prom! You exclaimed. I told you to not do that and to wait for me to come down, but you didn't listen to me. It's a miracle he didn't leave.
Parker. He was a football player in the high school team. The other men winced. No, he was actually kinda sweet for a seventeen-year-old boy.
Sweet?! He broke up with you right before your camping trip. Marc reminded you.
Actually, he didn't. He just... Moved on with another person. Without telling me. You recalled, laughing softly at the memory. I terrified him when I found him kissing some other girl in the tent.
I knew he was bad news. Like every other boy you brought back.
You snorted. Jeez, dad, I'm sorry for having such bad taste.
The only exception was Jacob. I liked that kid, he was serious.
Now you were fully laughing. Jacob?! He might have been the worse of them all.
What do you mean? Kenny asked since he had met Jacob when you brought him home once.
He was... You searched for the right words, insults only coming to your mind. Selfish. Deeply self-centered. You remember the award I won when I participated in this competition last year? Marc nodded. I told you he couldn't come because he had a family emergency. In fact he just... Didn't want to come. He said he was too tired from work, which he did from home, by the way. Our whole relationship was like that. I made the efforts, he returned nothing.
You say it, Marc. Kenny nodded his agreement. I knew something was up when you brought him home and he kept turning the attention on himself.
You need someone better. Your father told you seriously.
Yeah. Someone like... Kenny looked around, you could see the gear turning in his head, and you were already prepping yourself for what was about to come when his gaze stopped on Jack. Like Jack! That made him raise his head to the sound of his name.
What? Your father burst out laughing. He's too old! No, she needs someone her age. Maybe with Jack's qualities, though.
Your dad didn't notice the way your expression fell, nor how Jack tensed. He was completely unaware of the way you looked at each other, dark shadows on your faces.
None taken. You're right, she deserves better. He said it while looking at you, his eyes never leaving yours.
I guess you're right. You sighed, letting your head fall back and closing your eyes.
It was the last night before you had to fly back home, and you found yourself at the same spot. Outside by the pool, under the moon. Everyone had gone to sleep, knowing they had to wake up early to bring you to the airport.
Your mind kept drifting to what your dad said, to Jack's answer... You did not talk at all after that, too busy to pack your stuff or to organise the next time you will come to see your father. The tension was palpable between the two of you. Dark clouds announcing a storm on the horizon.
You heard the door open but kept your eyes in front of you, fully aware of who could be up at this hour. You followed the noise of his steps on the gravel, of his clothes, when he came to sit besides you.
He was silent for a few minutes, surely trying to find the right to begin the painful conversation you needed to have.
I know. You shighed, looking down at your thighs.
I would be a fool to keep you to myself when you could do... Be so many more things. You're only twenty-nine. Not even at the half of your life, and I don't want to be the selfish bastard who keeps you from growing into the person you want to be. He paused, waiting for you to look at him. I don't regret anything that happened.
Me neither. You looked at him. I really like you, Jack.
I really like you too, angel.
It does. He nodded, pained.
I should go to bed. I'm leaving early tomorrow. You got up slowly, not really wanting to go.
Come here. He waved you to come to him, hugging you tight when you were at arm's reach. You're going to be the best chef Pittsburgh has ever seen. He whispered in your head and planted a kiss there.
I really hope so. You looked up at his face.
I know so. He affirmed, holding you by your shoulders.
He watched you leave, hoping you wouldn't turn around and see his face. The next morning, you shared a quick hug, and he stared at the car until he was sure he couldn't see it anymore, Kenny's hand patting him on the back.
You were standing besides Emily, your assistant chef, who was lying in a bed in the Emergency Departement, waiting to be seen. She had been burned on the forearm by boiling oil as she was cooking one plate for a client. The burn was too important for her to finish the service, and you insisted on accompanying her to the ED, knowing you could be replaced for the rest of your shift. There was only one hour left, and few clients were going to order anyway.
I'm sure it's not that bad. She assured you, still holding her arm. It doesn't even hurt that much. You should go home.
You're a bad liar, Em. I'm not leaving you alone.
Tom's going to be here any minute now.
Em. You warned her, begging her to shut up.
Jack was just coming out of the trauma room after saving once again the life of a patient. That one had been hard, the man kept coding. The relief he felt was short-lived when he saw the state of the ED. This shift wasn't a slow one at all, people kept coming in and very few left.
The doctor disinfected his hands with hand sanitizer, walking to the next room where another patient was waiting for care. The curtains were closed, and when he opened them, he froze as he came face-to-face with you.
He called out your name, quickly approaching and taking your arm in his to scan for any injuries. You didn't even have time to say anything, Jack going full doctor mode on you.
Jack. You called him softly. I'm fine. It's not for me. You told him as you pointed at Emily, who was enjoying way too much the show.
Sorry. He apologized, stepping back. What brings you here?
I mildly burnt myself at work.
She received boiling hot oil on the forearm. You corrected, watching Jack take her arm in his hand to inspect the injury.
You were right to bring her here. He said as another doctor entered the room with Tom, Emily's boyfriend. Dr. Ellis, could you please take care of her? He asked the woman who just came in.
Sure. She agreed, turning away to gather the stuff she needed.
Jack turned to you when Tom and Emily started talking. How long have you been waiting?
You looked down at your watch. Something like five hours, maybe a little more? We arrived at almost two in the morning. It was close to seven now.
You were working until two? He asked as he typed something on the computer in the room.
Yeah, it's one of the restaurant's "special night". We stay open longer than usual since there is a festival not so far from it.
You should've called me, you wouldn't have waited.
I wasn't sure I could. And I didn't know where you worked. You whispered as you watched the other doctor start to take care of Emily.
How did you guys come here? Tom asked, knowing you hated driving in Pittsburgh.
We took an Uber. Emily answered.
Don't worry about me, guys. I will take another one to go home. You reassured them.
I can drive you home, if you want. Jack intervened. I'm done in about twenty minutes.
You opened your mouth, but no sound came out, as always, that man managed to steal your thoughts.
That would be great! Emily answered for you. She has been up for almost twenty-four hours now. I don't want her to wait around for me to be done here.
He nodded and smiled at your friend before turning back to you. You're okay with that? You nodded. I will come get you when I'm done then.
Jack did everything he could to actually respect the twenty minutes he told you he needed to finish up. Of course, the ED wasnāt a place where you could always finish on time, and two traumas arriving at the same time didnāt make it easy.
You okay, brother? Robby asked as he arrived to start his shift.
Mmh. He nodded, finishing some chart as quickly as he could.
He has a special someone in North 15. Lena replied instead with a big smirk on her face.
Robby turned his attention to him. Who?
Walk with me? His friend nodded and joined him. Marcās daughter.
No way! Robby shouted a little bit louder than he intended to gathering some attention from nurses.
Yes way. She brought one of her friends with second-degree burns on her forearm. Her friendās boyfriendās here, so Iām taking her home.
To your home or her home?
Hers. His steps faltered just a bit. I think.
You know what you have to do. He clapped him on the shoulder. You better not come back miserable tonight.
Another reason. The brunette smiled at his friend. Donāt fuck this up. Robby warned him, stopping in front of the room you were waiting in.
Dr. Eillis came out at the same time, whistling lowly at Jack. Sheās hot. If youāre not interested, I am. She told the attendings receiving a dark look from Abbot and an amused one from Robby.
Abbot looked seriously at Robby, knowing damn well what his friend had in mind. No.
I want to see her. He told him as he pushed the door opened. Good morning, Iām Dr Robinavitch, everyone calls me Dr. Robby, Iām the day shift attending. He presented himself when Jack didnāt.
How are you feeling, Emily? He asked, coming to stand next to the bed.
It still hurts a bit, but Dr. Eillis did a great job.
Great, weāre not going to keep you much longer, we just need to update your charts. It shouldnāt be long. Dr. Abbot and Eillis are done for the night, but donāt worry, youāre in good hands.
Abbot rolled his eyes but secretly thanked his friend for saying that. He approached you. Youāre okay to go? You nodded. Follow me. He told you, brushing his hand on your lower back.
You followed him through the ED, receiving a few smiles on the way to the lockers. You brushed it off, putting on the fact that nurses here must be really kind.
You watched Jack taking his stuff from his lockers, not even changing from his scrubs. He smiled softly at you as he guided you back in the ED, his hand still on your back.
Have a great day. Robby threw at you both when you walked past him, and then he was flipped off by Jack.
In the car you realized that it might have been a mistake. The silence was a proof of that. You didnāt know what to say to him.
I need your address. The gray-haired man told you, driving out of the parking lot.
Oh yeah, sorry. You gave him your address and waited for him to enter on his phone. He never did.
He cleared his throat. God, that was painful. You had a very low tolerance for awkward situations, and right now you just wanted to jump out of the moving car.
Soā¦ How have you been? He asked offhandedly, checking his rearview mirrors.
Great actually. Your voice was so high, you couldāve popped a balloon. They let me add some of my own creation to the menu. People love it.
Yeah? Thatās fantastic. Jack replied happily. Iām proud of you.
Thanks. What about you? Still working night shifts at the ED?
I think I will never be able to quit. He shook his head with a small smile.
Was that the friend you told me about?
Robby? Yeah. That man can be an asshole, but deep down, he is a kind man. Heās just putting a hard facade to scare people away.
To you? Yeah, Iām not surprised about that. Jack stopped the car as the light turned red.
What do you mean? You fully turned in his direction.
Heās heard about you. Jack confessed, looking shyly at you.
Youāve talked about me to your friends? You were surprised now.
Just him. When I came home two months ago I wasā¦ Not how I shouldāve been after two weeks of vacation. He knew something was up and made me spit it out. He paused. Iām sorry if it makes you feel uncomfortable.
No, no, itās alright. I just didnāt think you were going to think that much about me after this trip.
Youāve made it really hard not to. He almost whispered, parking in front of your apartment complex.
You didnāt know what to say, so you kept your mouth shut. You looked around you for your bag, eyes widening when you realized you didnāt have it with you.
Fuck me. You said with closed eyes and banging your head against the headrest.
Youāve left it at the ED?
No, at work. And I canāt get it until tomorrow since I donāt have the keys and the restaurant is closed. Jack pulled back on the road. What are you doing?
Bringing you home. Itās already lateā¦ or earlyā¦ Iām not leaving you on the curb when you havenāt slept in twenty-four hours. I have a spare bedroom. Donāt worry. He added when he saw you biting your lips anxiously.
Oh no, I wasnāt- Thank you.
In truth, Jack was the happiest man. He was bringing you home, to his home. Which meant you were going to stay around longer. He was so grateful for your forgotten bag and your friend Emily.
He walked you to his apartment, which was situated in a nice part of the city. He unlocked the door, walking in first, and dropped his bag in the doorway.
Welcome ho- To my place. He corrected himself quickly. Do you want to eat something? Shower?
I already ate at the restaurant.
It must have been at least twelve hours ago.
Iām not hungry. I wonāt say no to a shower, though.
Sure, come on. He told you, already walking to his room to get you a change of clothes.
His room was large, mostly coloured in shades of blue. There was a picture of him and Robby on his nightstand and another one with a beautiful woman smiling at him. His bed could fit at least three people and was perfectly made, not a wrinkle on the sheets. Military perfection, you guessed.
You watched him as he walked to his closet, opened the doors and searched through his clothes for something to give you. Jack doubted he had your size in anything, so he opted to give a simple black shirt with a pair of boxers.
Do you want sweets too? He asked you, eyes kept on the pile of clothes.
Itās okay. Itās still hot. If thatās okay with you. You quickly added, not wanting to make him uncomfortable when he had already offered you to stay at his place.
No complaints on my side. He still wouldnāt look your way, and the anxious feeling in you wouldnāt die down.
You followed as he walked to another room, your clothes still in his hands. Entering the bathroom, he put them on the counter neatly.
Are you sure itās okay that Iām staying here? You blurted out, not able to stop your thoughts.
His whole body stopped working, and the doctor raised his eyes to look at your face in the mirror.
Of course. Believe me, I truly have nothing against it.
Youāre sure? Because you seem soā¦ tensed.
Thatās because Iām trying to prevent myself from saying something that might make you uncomfortable.
Oh. You replied dumbfounded. Maybe you should. You said lowly, so lowly that he almost missed it.
Itās better if I donāt for now. Jack answered, turning around and pinning you with a look as he walked past you. Youāre tired. His hand brushed your arm as he left the room, closing the door behind him.
In the shower, your mind kept drifting to the way he looked at you, the way his voice sounded. And you never wished that hard for him to join you under the water.
You walked into the living room where Jack was sitting on his couch, his prosthetic leg resting against the coffee table. You joined him, keeping a safe distance between you.
He was wrong. He blurted out, keeping his face towards the opposite wall. He was so fucking wrong.
You didnāt need to ask, already knowing he was talking about your father.
At the same time he wasnāt. Iām fucking old. And you have your whole life in front of you. But fuck not being in it might actually kill me.
It was the first time he so openly addressed the fact that he wanted you. Not just for one night but for way longer. Your lack of answers didnāt ease his mind, he was now panicking he had said too much.
Fuck, Iām sorry- It sounds so fucking creepy. Just forget-
He was interrupted by your lips on his, arms locked around his neck and a new weight on his lap. He froze just for an instant before returning the kiss with a newfound strength.
He broke the kiss, holding your face with his hands on each side of your neck. Are you sure? Because Iām not sure I will deal well with you slipping through my fingers again.
I wonāt. You shook your head rapidly. Iām going to stay right here. You gave him a peck. With you.
You shrieked when he got up with you in his arms, after putting back on his prostethic, carrying you in his bedroom. He deposited you softly in the middle of his bed, stepping back to admire the sight. You did the same, your eyes raking his whole body.
Come here. You held your hand for him to take, which he did, and you pulled him into a sitting position. You descend on your knees at the foot of the bed, pulling the right side of his pants up. Teach me how it works. You ask, nodding to his prosthesis.
At this moment, when those words left your mouth, he knew it. He wouldnāt survive you. Something was constantly pulling him towards you, a magnetic field only you could see.
The morning ended with Jack teaching you how his leg worked, how to take it off and how to put it back on. But it was so much more than that. It was a commitment you were making to one another.
You fell asleep in each otherās arms, smiles on your faces, finally feeling like you belonged.
EHEHEHE it's my longest one!! Please feel free to tell me if it was good so that MAYBE I will write a sequel or something.
