Yvvrgrl @yvvrgrl - Tumblr Blog

I want to get lost

I'm so fucking useless

I just don't understand how to face them

Pretending everything's alright when it's actually not..

How to access zlibrary after the ban:

just wanted to share a workaround for the zlibrary ban that is currently working for me:

These are the apps I used.

- use this link to get to zlibrary on the tor browser:

http://zlibrary24tuxziyiyfr7zd46ytefdqbqd2axkmxm4o5374ptpc52fad.onion/

- create account on zlibrary website

- get telegram app and search for @firstlibrarybot and start a conversation with it

- go to the menu on the zlibrary website and click on "⚙️ edit profile". scroll down to "link to telegram bot" and copy the link

- paste the link into the telegram chat to link it to your account

- now when you go to zlibrary there's an option to "send to telegram" and it works

This is a really good thread.

What a fucking bullshit, what steps are you talking about?

It's not like I don't feel anything about it.

I just want to forget this kind of feelings..

I hate it

That words

"I miss you"

Not bcs you're sending it to me

But bcs maybe that's what i really want to hear/receive

Since i don't hear/receive it often

And that's make me hate you even more

Or maybe i hate myself even more?

The walls that I tried to build

The walls between me n you

The walls that I build for not hating you even more

It's now ruined just by "I miss you"

I also want to tell my anger, but I can't trust anybody

I'm so mad but I can't say anything to anybody

I'm acting clueless bcs i don't want to involve in some sht situation

Don't expect anything to someone who always talk behind their backs

They don't really care

You ignored my entire existence n so do I

I already live without you since I was born

It's not a big deal

let's just live like that

Yvvrgrl