玖君子

一位正在被学业压迫，在不断求生的一人

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Hi, I'm Kukugo / Jiujunzi.

Lately I've been posting and commenting in English, but… to be honest, I don't really know any English. From a native speaker's perspective, my English is probably at the level of a five-year-old lol. Even this self-introduction is just me translating my Chinese into English, so some expressions might feel a bit off compared to natural English.

I'm currently a high school student, getting crushed by all kinds of school stuff (don't worry about it). The fanarts I do with pencil and paper are drawn during evening study sessions or in PE/art class, right under the teacher's nose. The digital ones are done on weekends or during holidays.

Lately I've been really into anime and J-pop. I love action-packed battle shonen and anything with cute girls. My favorite western animation is Devil's Candy.

Feel free to talk to me about anything — I'm a heavy internet user. Even though I only get to go home for two and a half days each week, I spend all my free time online. That said, time zones might make it hard to catch each other live.

(Also, even though English is a required subject in high school, I'm so bad at it that I chose Japanese instead lol.)

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What’s the hardest part of boarding school life? It’s you! You realize that the people around you are a bunch of idiots—and before you even realized it, you were doing and saying the same stupid things they were. By the time you finally come to your senses and decide to change, these idiots start isolating you.

I’m definitely pissed off, because tomorrow I’ll be back to dorm life again, stuck in the dorm watching that bunch of idiots hang out and chat while I can’t get a good night’s sleep. Every day in the dorm, I have to listen to the “king” of that clique and his buddies spouting trash talk. I feel like my ears have been polluted. Sure, I’ve said those things too, but they use the exact same phrases and say the exact same stuff day in and day out. Fuck.

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Today I’m editing the fan fiction I’m currently writing. The current draft is already 15,000 characters long—it’s hard to imagine how long it will be once it’s translated.

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There’s a couple in our class who supposedly broke up but secretly got back together. Every day, we see them making out at least three times in class.

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Every time I try to write an intimate scene or depict a particularly intimate moment, it ends in failure. Although the thought of these things excites me, I feel a strong aversion whenever I actually try to write or draw them.

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I tried designing an outfit for Hitomi—one based on a sketch from my rough sketchbook....

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I’ve recently been trying my hand at drawing my own original character, and I feel I’ve made some progress (Note: Although she’s a nun, I’m not religious in any way).

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Some DevilsCandy fanarts from the first half of last year — back when I was just starting high school.

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SHIT

Let me explain what happened.

I've been having some issues with my friends lately. Tonight, when we tried to work things out, I wasn't in a good headspace. So I went straight to the dorm supervisor and asked for a leave application to leave school.

When I left, I forgot to bring my sketchbook back.

I haven't been doing well mentally, so I probably won't post anything about DevilsCandy for a while.

I REALLY NEED TO LET MY EMOTIONS OUT!

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I'm back now. Thank you for your concern. I had a couple of rough days at school this week, but I got through it. I don't really feel like keeping in touch with those friends anymore. Been spending time with my classmates and teachers instead, and I feel a lot better now.

Over these past four days, I've fully adjusted my mindset. I tried reaching out to my friend, but they didn't want to communicate. That's okay — I've picked my goals back up and found some new friends who I have way more fun talking to.

We're starting a short break here, so happy holidays！！

[yyorujiujunzi]

SHIT

Let me explain what happened.

I've been having some issues with my friends lately. Tonight, when we tried to work things out, I wasn't in a good headspace. So I went straight to the dorm supervisor and asked for a leave application to leave school.

When I left, I forgot to bring my sketchbook back.

I haven't been doing well mentally, so I probably won't post anything about DevilsCandy for a while.

I REALLY NEED TO LET MY EMOTIONS OUT!

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I've been forgetting to stick this picture into my notebook. It's been sitting there for three weeks now.

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HITOMI's cuteness and beauty are undeniable.

i drew this at school

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Nemo：holding a fishing rod （）：Sir the ocean is that way. What are you trying to catch here Nemo：🎣🍕

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After I received this manuscript, I was overjoyed for a long, long time. Now it's time to let you share the joy too.

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After I received this manuscript, I was overjoyed for a long, long time. Now it's time to let you share the joy too.

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I added a shadow to this drawing and scribbled in a background, but it got erased. By the way

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This is another double-character interactive illustration I’m working on.