at sea

personal diary for life and figuring out traumatic experiences🧿

[yyoung]

2026 and still top tier songs

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“You cannot make everyone think and feel as deeply as you do. This is your tragedy … because you understand them, and they do not understand you.”

— Daniel Saint

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[yyoung]

I really want a bounce house or one those inflatable battle games at our lil party. Imagine. You pull up to a nice house with bay area views, candles, bud vases, antique frames of us through the years and a guest book with a polaroid. You go to the deck and see the dj, food, desserts, then you look down past the deck and see a huge jumper and an inflatable fighting game thing. Ray says nah but he just doesn't see the vision.

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Lavender festival

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One of my favorite things to do is play Celtic music and build my miniature diy kit. Nothing like getting in the zone to some flute and harp music. I also prefer rolife compared to other diy kits. I need my kit as difficult as possible to truly experience a challenge.

[yyoung]

Some of least favorite because I'm smiling like a horse lmao

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We were so freaking nervous. We're both awkward and dislike taking pictures lol

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Treasure Island in Laguna beach

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Gang

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Date night at Inn of the Seventh Ray. LAs most romantic restaurant :)

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Beautiful drive to Mulholland drive in LA. We watched the sunset :)

[yyoung]

I was so excited to have a microwedding in Santa Barbara. I even found a restaurant with a private mezzanine and everything then my mom ruined it for me. Then I cried and had a lil break down so Ray took me to my favorite hiking spots. Then we just decided to scrap the whole microwedding and post restaurant idea and just get completely eloped in SB, just us 2. The whole point was that we didn't want to entertain people. We didn't want a traditional wedding/reception. We wanted the most relaxed option with little planning needed. Now? We're renting a beautiful home in the San Jose hills with a view of the South Bay with 65 of our closest friends and family invited. Unfortunately, now I actually have to cater food, rent tables and chairs, and actually decorate a little bit 💀 but at least we'll celebrate in the way we want.

[yyoung]