Dear diary, my teenage angst has a body count.

[thoughtkick]

“You gotta show love even when they don’t - or you become one of them.”

— Unknown

[hal1uzinogene]

you can drag me through hell if it meant i could hold your hand

[quotefeeling]

“Just remember that, sometimes, the way you think about a person isn’t the way they actually are…”

— John Green, Paper Towns

[perfectquote]

“Everything you do is triggered by an emotion of either desire or fear.”

— Brian Tracy

[pink-heart-writes]

i no longer know what you are up to

i don't know if you tried a new snack

and now it's your favorite thing to eat

when you've had a long day

i don't know what song you have on repeat

or if you put it on on the weekends

just to make everything else go away

i no longer have the right to know how you feel

if there is a possibility of you missing me

and the future we had planned

i do not know a thing about you anymore

but i will hold on to the old you

the one that loved me and at some point in life

said i was their "once upon a time"

- dee (updates)

[strykerlancer-deactivated202405]

“This hole in my heart is in the shape of you and no-one else can fit it. Why would I want them to?”

— Jeanette Winterson, from “Written on the Body.”

[z0mbecca]

In bed with a chinese after getting a wee tattoo today and about to watch the new Fallout TV show.

Most parts of life might be fucking awful right now but this moment is not.

[pink-heart-writes]

now i am forced to somehow un-love you. as if i never craved your touch, your kiss, or simply your presence across the room. i am forced to pretend this heart is not longing for your return. we are now two strangers who shared a past, and an imaginary future together. i am forced to dry my tears at night and make myself believe this is for the better. my arms no longer have a home. and your absence will forever torment my soul.

- dee (i am forced to forget us)

[pink-heart-writes]

you made leaving me look so easy...

how am i supposed to trust anyone again?

- dee (trust issues)

[mournfulroses]

Federico García Lorca, from "3 Tragedies; Blood Wedding, Yerma, Bernarda Alta,"

[strykerlancer-deactivated202405]

— Olivia Gatwood, from “The Lover As A Cult.”

[perfectquote]

“I’ll always remember you. I’ll always miss you. And you’re always a part of me. I’m always a part of you.”

— Unknown

[z0mbecca]

Is it a queer thing that one of the most contentious things we've had to discuss as part of the breakup is how we are dividing the art collection?

[perfectquote]

“You were never created to feel depressed, unwanted, alone or ashamed. You were created to love and to be loved, and to feel that you are worthy and are valuable.”

— Unknown

[txkingupspxce]

i am strong but i am soft do not think because i will survive i won't be shattered it should've, i know but the pain hasn't made me cold yet it's only made me an expert of being brave out loud and breaking in silence

~i am fragile, but i am resilient

[perfectquote]

“You don’t love someone because they’re perfect. You love them in spite of the fact that they’re not.”

— Jodi Picoult - My Sister’s Keeper

[mournfulroses]

Miguel Hernández, tr. by Robert Bly, from The Selected Poems; "Opening Poem,"