I wish in the many years that have passed since I first became a one direction fan I would have grown more eloquent but I really have no good way to verbalize how much this has genuinely fucked me up! I don’t have a lot to say other than that I am horribly sad and thinking back to the literal yeaaaaars of my life spent following them and all the good that came along with it (happiness! community! laughs! friends across the globe!) in the midst of quite literally the mentally hardest times of my life is making me feel so ill! even logging on here and seeing names I haven’t seen in years is filling me with the most crazy sense of nostalgia and sadness. anyways hi everyone I love you and I miss you and I’m so happy that we had what we had when we had it!!!
