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Ignore this, I’m just venting.

I really hate the fact that I am attracted to people. All it ever leads to is heartache and hurt. Would be so much better if I just didn’t feel anything for anybody at all

It’s very telling of my mental/emotional state that a sea shanty nearly made me cry

A huge chunk of my friends are currently either terrified of losing their rights to exist as they want to are likely worried about getting shot by a right wing lunatic for their culture/religion after recent events. Our political system is breaking down and is being corrupted at every level by people incapable of little more than hatred. I feel lost and isolated constantly. It feel like everything is falling apart and I don’t know what to do about it

#venting

Seeing a lot of really awful news today and it’s really getting me down so I just wanted to say to any friends who still see this stuff to stay safe out there

I really wish this week were over. Or better yet this semester. Or better yet this existence

#tonight was rough #for a lot of reasons

Seeing a picture on Instagram of somebody I care incredibly deeply about yet have lost contact with because of my own incompitance, stupidity, assholeishness, and cowardance shouldn’t make me feel as awful as it just did yet here we are

#i probably deserve this for being so awful #but the whole feeling sick and shaking hands and brain feeling like ts full of static still really sucks #i just wish i could figure out a way to connect with them again but with all the fear and anxiety and guilt i feel its unlikely #i wonder if they still think about me at all #dont mind me just pondering my greatest mistakes

Oh god I think I’m dying I feel so shitty

Really loving how anxiety/depression is making me shake bad enough that the fine detail work that is the single thing that is letting me feel anything other than dread tonight is all but impossible. Real fun times up here

Part of me wonders if I should just accept one of the army recruiters that reach out to me on Facebook. Let them drag me off to someplace far enough away that I know people will forget about me. Let the training remake who I am and hopefully come up with something better, somebody who doesn’t resemble the piece of crap I am now. Just let myself fade away in some desert thousands of miles away.

#although lets be honest here as desperate as they seem they would never want me

I just saw the new Star Wars movie and if I’m being honest I was really not impressed. Wasn’t very good

Is “I lit myself on fire last night” a valid excuse to not take a final exam?

I can hear my suitemates vaping and I really want to know how they’re getting away with it. The smoke alarms are supposed to have particle sensors that go off if vape hits then. I know people have gotten suspended for it

#i kinda want to tell my ra about it because i dontbreally like them #but they will probably figure out it was me

My suitemates just hung a super fucking tacky pinup/vintage cars calendar in the bathroom and it’s really awful and tacky and I hate it and the fact that they hung it so you have to look at it when you’re taking a shit is awful and kinda gross but I don’t want to sound like some sort of winey asshole or the “triggered liberal” they’ll probably jump to so I don’t know how to complain about it 😒

I actually finished personal project kinda thing for once and I'm actually really kinda proud of it????? And I'm so confused???? That never happens???

#not that that's a bad thing #it's honestly really refreshing #it's just weird #I'm never proud of anything I do or make or am??????#and I'm kinda worried this is a fluke #and I hesitate to say this but I may have found something I'm actually descent at? might have a little bit of talent for?#but me and talent don't really go together so???????#I meant it's not perfect #but it's good enough my perfectionist ass is satisfied #shame it's fucking dorky as hell and nobody is going to care or be interested and probably think less of me for enjoying it #now I guess I just have to do it like 20 more times now

republicansareahategroup

At a meeting with President Emmanuel Macron of France at the United Nations, Mr. Trump said he got the idea after watching the Bastille Day parade.

What the fuck

aregrettablehullabaloo

His dick must be absolutely microscopic!

Go fuck yourself, Don! Hopefully your sorry ass will be in prison by July!

coolfayebunny

This is what despots do. Communist countries and places like Russia and North Korea do this. Words not actions Mr …its sticking in my throat..President.

zerohouronyavin4-blog

I heard this comment got a lot of nervous laughter (even Macron is smiling) until everyone realized he was serious. This man must be stopped.

dragonglave

I think he was inspired by a reacent military parade he saw in France that was celebrating the U.S. entering World War I, which provided critical relief and was a major turning point to the allied powers winning the war and in many ways one of the key moments that eventually formed much of our history and the world as it was today. So not just boasting about how cool our guns are. Really goes to show once again that our president has a childish and dangerous lack of understanding about the incredibly important history that gives meaning and context to so much of what goes in our world.

dragonglave

Is it too much to ask for my computer to fucking work? I just want to play wolfenstien and shoot nazi scum to shit but now the sound is completely dead

dragonglave

HA ITS BACK FUCKING SUPER NAZI MOTHERFUCKING MURDER TIME MOTHERFUCKERS

#WOOOOOOOOOOO GONNA KILL ME SOME NAZIS

Is it too much to ask for my computer to fucking work? I just want to play wolfenstien and shoot nazi scum to shit but now the sound is completely dead

#I've been watching a lot of news from Charlottesville #and its really messing with my head and I just need to blow some steam #mainly by murdering loads of nazis with crazy weapons #because they deserve it

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