I'm bored out of my mind.
zandra-dickerson:
I can come fix the bored out of your mind part, but I don’t think I’m quite the right person for a bitch fight.
Well, since you're the only person around, I guess you'll have to do.
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I'm bored out of my mind.
zandra-dickerson:
I can come fix the bored out of your mind part, but I don’t think I’m quite the right person for a bitch fight.
Well, since you're the only person around, I guess you'll have to do.
I'm bored out of my mind.
Someone should come and fix that for me. A bitch fight would be lovely to take part in as well, so I'm assuming I have some takers, yes?
Myrtle beach.
Oh, a time to get shit faced and hook up with someone you'll have to pass on campus everyday. Sounds like a rather lovely way to spend the week.
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I prefer blondes, brunettes, and red heads.
I figured I should clear that out, you know in case brunettes and red heads decide not to talk to me because I supposedly preferred blondes.
Don't worry, no boys will ever care about what you prefer. I'd be surprised if they even knew who you were in the first place.
zandra-dickerson:
I’m the freak?
You’re over here talking nonsense.
See, this is what I mean when I say you're oblivious.
zandra-dickerson:
That’s not true but okay. I’m not going to fight it.
So now you're happy. Ugh, you're such a freak. Make up your mind.
zandra-dickerson:
It’s hard to get along with you, honestly.
I don’t even know what the hell you’re talking about.
And that's why we don't get along. Also because you're totally oblivious to everyone and everything.
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Karma Police | Zandra & Jake
“Fuck,” Jake mumbled as he rubbed his eyes, not moving his body up from his bed. Feeling his headache pounding, he mentally cursed himself for getting completely smashed with his friends last night; not that it was uncommon for him on a Friday night. Cautiously rising up from his messy bed, his head fell into his hands as he tried his best to block out the sunlight that was beaming into his bedroom. It wasn’t intolerable, he just was ridiculously tired still and wanted to sleep for days. A part him wanted to lie back down, but for some reason, he had a feeling that he was suppose to do something planned today. Swinging his legs over his bed, he slowly stepped on the floor, lifting his arms up and stretching out his body. Like he did every morning after an intense party, Jake grabbed his phone to make sure no regrettable drunk text messages were made. Sliding through his phone, he noticed a few confusing texts he sent to Daniel and Spencer which was nothing out of the ordinary. He was about to throw his phone onto his bed until he came across a name he thought he’d never see in his phone, Zandra. Furrowing his eyebrows, he clicked the conversation but was interrupted by a phone call. Answering the incoming call, he begin searching for a clean pair of clothes. On the other end was Ryder, who sounded relieved that Jake was in one-piece. Confused, he asked Ryder what the hell he was talking about. Dude, Ryder’s voice practically yelled, you don’t remember? You kept talking to Zandra at the party last night and asking her to hang out with you just once. She constantly blew you off until you fucking went outside, stood on the roof and demanded that she met you today or you’d jump. You fucking freaked everyone out, you were dead serious. “What?” Jake questioned as he picked up a shirt. As Ryder continued to mumble about last nights events, Jake remembered seeing Zandra in his phone. Telling Ryder he’d call him later, Jake quickly hung up and went back to his messages, clicking Zandra’s name. Reading the conversation between the two, all Jake could really make out between the drunk spelling was that they were meeting at a local coffee shop at noon today. Turning to glance towards his clock, Jake saw that it was already 11:35. Setting his phone back on his desk, he quickly put on a pair of jeans, a t-shirt and his favorite sunglasses. Running a hand through his messy, dark hair, he shrugged his shoulders and grabbed is phone and wallet.
As soon as he stepped outside, Jake was gratefully that it wasn’t raining. A million questions were running through his mind about last night and how the hell he even persuaded Zandra to meet him. Well, he knew how, but man, he must have been extremely serious about jumping. Putting his hand up to thank a car, Jake jogged across the street, seeing the coffee shop up ahead. He only recalled one sober conversation with Zandra and that even was difficult - but he loved it. She was a challenge when it came to verbalization and Jake was determined to break her exterior. He knew it would be exhausting and she’d probably drive him crazy, but he was more than up for the challenge. After all, he hid behind a mask so who was to say she wasn’t? Pulling the doors of the coffee shop open, Jake glanced around, trying to search for the familiar brunette. Assuming he was early, he stood in line and ordered himself a much needed coffee. Taking a seat at a free table, he took his phone out of his pocket and placed it on the table. Eyeing the people who surrounded him, the thought of him being stood up crossed his mind. He honestly wouldn’t put it past her to do that and maybe he looked like an idiot right now. Regardless of his current circumstances, Jake decided he’d wait it out and see just exactly how convincing he was last night.
Rubbing her head, Zandra sat at the couch of her dorm, taking small and slow sips of the black coffee she'd held in her hand. Trying to get over a hangover was the worst, especially when you didn't black out. Last night was all very odd for Zandra, considering that she'd almost always gone to parties just to see if someone could hook her up. She'd been in such a mind set that she couldn't find the meaning for going to another party unless she knew someone who could help her out was going to be there, and that's exactly why she went, except this time she found herself in a much more sticky situation. Now, she'd had her fair share of flirting- boys and girls had all at some random point in their lives devoured enough liquid courage in them to try and ask out the bad ass, but it almost always ended in rejection and a 'spilled drink' all over their clothes, seeing as Zandra wasn't exactly the easiest girl to get around with. Sure, she knew how to be deceiving, cunning, enticing. She was beautiful, with high cheek bones and and a sly smirk always on her lips. She knew it, too, but a lot of it didn't matter when she'd already had the attention of so many people. Why try and mess that up, when her popularity just kept growing. She was showing preppy school girls who was boss, and even she had to admit it was pretty kickass from time to time. The only problem was when Easton left, that's when things started to get downhill.
Zandra had always been a fan of drugs- she'd used them with her friends, by herself, she even knew how to deal from time to time if she got bored. And tonight would only be more fun for her, except she'd been ever so lucky to grant the attention of Jake Winters, someone she'd recognized all too well. With his cheesy grin and slur of words, she could tell he was drunk, and her first instinct was to get away. She didn't hate the kid, but she definitely couldn't tolerate him, especially in a time like this. "C'mon babe, youuu gotta to go out wih me," he'd state, and she could feel him stepping closer and closer to her with each word. Although she knew he'd probably stop and go brag to his friends about his date with an older woman (just by a year, but she was sure it most likely counted for something stupid in his book) she couldn't agree until she'd felt he'd turned into an absolute psychopath. After around an hour and a half of polite declining she was done. No drugs could be secretly handed to her with Jake on her back, so maybe leaving early before she was totally smashed was a good idea. Grabbing her coat, she could remember trying to leave until she heard a familiar voice yelled her name. "Zandra, Zandra!" Jake called her, and she was so frustrated that she'd finally turned around. There he was, Jake Winters, standing ontop of a roof. She'd thought deeper about the thought, just wondering how many people were probably looking at her like she had made him do this. "Go out with me tomorrow or I'll jump!" By now everyone had gotten out their cellphones, dialing 911. Zandra had been so overly shaken she wasn't even ready to agree, but she did anyways. "Jake, I'd love to go out with you, but please just come down." As she watched him retrace his steps and stumble back a bit, she helped him to her car once he was inside, and got in the drivers seat, dizzy. She definately had more to drink then she'd thought, and popping a few drugs just minutes before she'd left didn't help. Although she knew she was in a much better state then Jake, she couldn't give off a bad impression and turned to him, worried. "What the hell is wrong with you?!" she'd screamed, ready to lose it. Although he kept a stupid smile on his face before passing out, she figured him being okay was enough and drove to his house.
After that most was a blur. She could faintly remember him giving her directions to his room as he leaned against her side and she kept two very protective arms around him, making sure he was stable enough to walk. Once he had gotten to his room she had made it to her car, and that's all that stuck in her mind. The pills. They had definitely taken their toll on her, and even though that's what she'd wanted, she knew she could have been a little more careful on how she acted that night. As she felt her phone vibrate, she saw a little reminder telling her she'd have to meet up with Jake at a cafe a few blocks away. Although she couldn't remember anything, she knew her texts wouldn't lie and scrolled through them, reading what they'd exchanged back and forth. Most of it was just worry from Zandra and a bunch of grammar mistakes from Jake, but a promise was a promise and she really did not need another one of his episodes to spring out on her if she missed. Getting up and changing into a dress that was a lot more summery, she'd washed her face, only bothering to take her hair out of it's messy bun and put in her contacts. The nice thing with someone like Jake was she knew it wouldn't take much to please him, especially because the only times he'd ever really seen her was with her makeup on. No harm, no fowl was allowed in her book. So, gradually, she made her way to her car, speeding off.
As she pulled into the tiny parking lot, Zandra got out, grabbing her Chanel clutch and walking inside, looking around for Jake. There he was, sitting and waiting patiently, something the brunette was almost surprised to see. She'd usually expect someone like him to be flirting with one of the barista's his age- not to mention a lot were just naturally pretty, unlike her-but seeing a change in him actually made her smile for once. Approaching him, she sat across from him, putting her clutch on the table and crossing her arms in front of her. Although she still had a killer headache, she was really hoping Jake could make her forget that in a matter of seconds. Smiling genuinely, she reached for his hand, trying her best to be sincere in the state that she was in. "Hey, you alright? I know some crazy shit went down yesterday..." giggling and retracting her hand, she watched him, hoping to figure out the exact reason he'd been so weird lately. Although she may be acting nice, she had no intentions of admitting she'd actually cared for him ten times more since last night, even if that was the case.
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In the Sky with Diamonds | Zandra + Marissa
The first week of school was pure torture for Marissa. Not only did rooms turn silent as she stepped in them, which wasn’t half bad considering she drew a lot of attention to herself regardless, but the Ora was different, in fact, it disgusted her. This summer had treated her fairly well and purely based on the fact that she took control of it, wholly and completely, other then the rude awakening of Easton’s death, a person who she never thought she’d have to say goodbye to, her heart and soul, especially not this way.
Alas, after weeks on the road with a nameless face. Marissa was forced back to reality, to a strict schedule, quit the shenagings and get yourself together. With her disappearance after Easton’s funeral, she left a lot of the couples friends in the dust, with unanswered feelings but for once she was doing something for herself, regardless of what other people thought. They didn’t matter at this point, nothing seemed to matter after loosing Easton. If something could be taken from her grasps that quickly, she realized she needed to put her priorities in check.
Zandra Dickerson, where do we start with her? This relationship was far from normal, the two up until recently weren’t that close. It had actually been the loss of Easton that brought the two together. They were complete opposites but Marissa needed some healing sugar and Zandra was known for having the best of it. Plus, there weren’t many people Marissa would trust herself with, and while Zandra wasn’t the most trustworthy person, she would do.
As the first week of school past, Marissa began to slowly become more comfortable with herself in this situation, dressing better, talking more and it was much easier then she expected it to be. Grateful, that everyone had graduated because she didn’t think she’d be able to handle the situation at hand in a smaller crowd. The only downfall was the withdrawls she constantly had from the drugs, she had experienced with during the summer. A grueling migraine over came her as Marissa body fell stiffly onto her dorm room mattress, her body shaking as she lifted up a can of coke and her phone to send out a tweet.
Shaky, horrible headache, someone bring me some soup.
A few minutes after, she placed her phone on the nightstand and closed her eyes, it vibrated, it was Zandra. One of the only people who had tabs on where Marissa was, who she was with and what she was doing when she out incognito. Come over, I have something you’ll like better then soup. The text message read, a guilty smirk rose upon noting exactly what she was referring to, shooting back a text that read ‘K ;)’. It didn’t take much convincing for Marissa to be at Zandra’s door begging for a pill, all she really had to do was be responsible and everything would be okay, right?
Zandra was coping. That was all there really was to say about it, nothing more and nothing less. There wasn't the small chance she'd actually gotten better, nor was there a chance she'd get to say she was completely over what happened, because she believed that wouldn't be possible. One thing she could say though, is that all this drug dealing and alcohol addiction was a bunch of bullshit. She didn't do these bad things because of Easton, she did them because it was could. Easton was just a big phony excuse that came to mind the second she got caught snorting coke off one of her textbooks. At least he was useful for that, she'd thought. She was growing cruel at even the thought of the dead boy; distant, cold. It was unlike herself to be so rude and unthoughtful whenever Easton came up, but when he did, it was almost like her whole perspective had changed. She'd never understand why he did it. Why he had to leave. He left her, he left his family, he had left all he'd ever known, and even when the psychologist her parents forced her to see tried convincing her that none of this was his fault, she refused to listen. It's not like she'd believed in Karma, especially not for someone like Easton, but she just needed something. She was so desperate, she needed to hold onto the fact that he'd done this on purpose to make her feel more in control. In her head, she'd could constantly convince herself that this was all on him, that he made it all happen, but she knew the truth. And she couldn't admit that, it wasn't hers to admit. She just needed time. And when time makes you begin to go mad, you do mad things. So, now Zandra was just this lost girl with a lot of drugs. And for once that made her incredibly happy, because she knew that's all she'd ever amount to. And she was sure of it.
So much work, time, and effort had been put into befriending Marissa. While the two were total opposites, Zandra knew she couldn't avoid her forever. Something about the way she giggled whole heartedly, or the way she'd been so vulnerable towards Zandra's attitude and games made her so innocent. It was easy for Zandra to take control of her for that, and even if she felt bad, she couldn't do much about it. None of this was really forced upon the girl, and she was careful with just how much she'd let the blondie endure. It was really her way of coping, her way of making it through the day, and the girl understood completely... to the point where she'd know just how to get her attention.
Pulling up to the side of the rode, Zandra could hear the music from the party blasting. Parking a block away was always a smart choice, especially when she knew there were going to be a bunch of reckless teenagers just waiting to get home before one, drunk and unstable. She didn't need those shit's running into her car, especially when she'd already gotten an earful the other day when she'd finally gotten the key back to her door. Her dad was so weird sometimes, pretending to care for her well being when she knew that it was totally unlike him to even make a big deal unless in front of others who respected him. Rolling her eyes she got out and ambled to the party, popping a few pills in her mouth the second she got in. Teenagers were dancing, grinding, making out everywhere she could see, but she knew that it couldn't stop her. As she grabbed a red cup of some cheap alcohol one of the jocks probably brought, she gulped the whole thing down, trying to find a place to sit. A couch that looked just about ready to fall apart with a glass coffee table would do fine, especially when she saw the rest of her acquaintances there. Sitting on the arm rest, she picked up a syringe left on the table, smirking before studying the little device in front of her. Something so little could be so much, but she wasn't ready to get sick. Pulling out her phone, she sent a quick text to Rissa, smiling widely when she'd seen her reply. Texting back the address, she'd put it back away in her back pocket, leaning back and waiting patiently.
So far, everythings been going real well for me.
zandra-dickerson:
Just as you always say, you don’t know me. Maybe I’ll grow tired or maybe I’ll be persistent.
Okay, okay. I don't have a lot of faith, but that's fine. You just need to calm down, Jake.I dont need you yelling at me, too.