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Easy — Season 3 Episode 3

I’m no longer technically your boss, and I can finally ask you if you’d like to talk about less depressing things over dinner sometime.

#well fuck #nsfw #clarke wants

I need to get back to rp’ing again. There have been a few changes but I’m focusing on a lot of self reflection right now. And I’m grieving because my relationship with my best friend did end. We’re still friends but there’s so much distance now, and I hate it.

I just need to focus on something that isn’t my life and I want to get back to RP. If anyone would like to continue previous posts let me know. If you want to do something new, let me know!

#ooc

I am tired. I am sad. I am angry. That’s it, that’s the post. I do not have it in me to even say much else because it’s all just BS and pathetic nonsense.

Hope everyone’s having a good day, a good night, and are happy in general.

I’ll be back soon.

#ooc #wtf even is thos post #im sad my heart feels heavy #tw: sadness #idk what to tag this.#i failed in counseling. ive been avoiding my counselora #i... cant do it. someone talk me into going back.

ryanbergara2

at this point i’d let a demon possess me purely to see if it would manage my life better than i do like damn go ahead!!! have at it!!! take the wheel you unholy fucker i’m begging you!!!

#idk if i want this as a plot or in real life #i cant even tell the difference anymore

Hi friends,

This is just a very quick post to explain my absence. While I could simply say summer classes play a factor, it’s not just classes. This has taken a while for me to understand, to come to terms with, and while I say “a while” I literally mean 21 years. It has taken me 21 years to understand that I am not okay. Physically-- yes, however emotionally and mentally, not so much.

After speaking to a few friends, some here (and you lovelies know who you are), i’m finally, finally seeking counsel. Admitting this is not easy. Coming to terms with this is not easy. I was originally going to come back Monday afternoon and post about my first session, but i’m nervous and my thoughts are already telling me to cancel.

On top of all this, I have assignments due every 2 days until the beginning of July. So i’ve been away because of the school work. And while I should have listed this as my main priority -- that i’m a mom, a single mom, with a family that is always useless, I have parenting responsibilities i’m trying to keep up with as well (and i’m still figuring them out.)

So just bear with me. I know I owe replies, just know that I am not ignoring anyone. I’m just dealing with myself right now. I just ask that you keep me in your positive thoughts (and prayers if you’re religious.)

-Anna

#ooc #tw: depression #i have no idea what to tag this with #i'm a scattered mess

commandermadi

bellamy: clarke’s dead

echo: when do we attack?

#IS NO ONE TALKING ABOUT THIS??? like echo cared #she went from ill deal with her later to when do we attacj

fen-ha-fuck-you

I’m just gonna say “holy shit” and leave it at that

#ooc #just leaving this here

---- in my got verse, arya is off sailing, finding new land, meeting new people, exploring and spreading the stories of the 7 kingdoms to the new people. she’s back to being arry. not arya, not no one, but arry. she’s not the lady of house stark, she’s just arry

so if anyone would like to plot do a crossover or something with my arya/arry like this post.

#got #got rp #indie rp #game of thrones rp #indie game of thrones rp

who do i owe what to anymore?

#ooc #this is me #like idek what im doing anymore #just like this post if i owe you any RESPONSES #for responses only

rpmemes-galore

reasons why i am a dragon of an rper:

hoards memes and threads like treasure for centuries

vanishes for long periods until everyone believes i’ve perished

exits my cave only to rain down suffering ( read: angst ) on those around me

#i fouldnt relate as strongly to anythingong

clarkegriffinblake

#✖┊visage #spoilers #t100 spoilers

charmanderdiyoza

LUMINOUS BEINGS | a star wars verse bellarke au fic by @kindclaws

“This is our most desperate hour,” the man in the hologram says, his dark and regal face radiating anguish. He is dressed in white from head to toe; an overcoat with a tall collar, loose sleeves that hang from his wrists as he spreads his arms wide. Glitches in the transmission pulse through his glowing, translucent silhouette and punctuate his speech with static, but in between the interference his voice rings loud and clear. “Help me, Clarke. You’re my only hope.”

The hologram reaches out to empty air, and with a click, the recording begins once again.

( ao3 link is in reblog! )

#✖┊ wishlist.#GIMME

lightcomingthroughthedarkness

CLARKE GRIFFIN IS GETTING LAID TONIGHT!!! GET IT, GIRL!! MY “GET CLARKE GRIFFIN LAID 2K19” WATCH HAS FINALLY COME TO AN END. IT’S BEEN OVER 130 YEARS!