✨ Mind of Mine ✨

🦂 I am always ready to show you my loyalty, as long as you deserve it. 3x2=6 🦂

[zaynyapsworld]

Since 2022

I've experienced recurring visions of a faceless female model surrounded by a white aura. The vision is accompanied by a recurring message: " I'll find you, no matter what "

[zaynyapsworld]

you are not okay.

[zaynyapsworld]

🚀🚀🚀🚀

In my face..

Ouchy

[zaynyapsworld]

Ikaw ang kakampi ko sa lahat.

Ikaw din ang taong unang - unang naniniwala sa akin.

Ikaw ang lakas ko at kaligayahan ko.

[zaynyapsworld]

Minsan lang ako mag explain at depensahan sarili ko.

Sana alam niyo yun, kasi hirap ako i-depensa sarili ko , db?

pero sana paniwalaan ninyo naman ako.

It takes alot para mag explain .

Imbes na iniisip na, ng dadahilan lang ako.

[zaynyapsworld]

U r a husband mterial & gf material.

Naàaaaaaaaah .. not for evryone but to my only one only.

[zaynyapsworld]

pag-nagmahal ka tlga! ibinibigay mo lhat. An swrte ng mahal mtlga.

No regrets yun . Thank you

[zaynyapsworld]

Si vaz, lang talaga nakakaramdan kapag ina-isolate ko sarili ko sa lahat at kapag hindi ako okay .

Tapos ako din sakanya ganun.

Literal na ang aming isa't isa ang aming sandalan.

smaantalang yung iba mong matatagal na friends wala .

As if they care ' GANON'

[lizworlds]

Mararamdaman mo yun kapag pina-pahalagahan ka ng isang tao.

[zaynyapsworld]

My Dearest Love,

As I sit here reminiscing about the events of last year's New Year's Eve, I am filled with a mixt of emotions – gratitude, relief, and overwhelming love for you. It's hard to believe that just months ago, we almost missed the chance to celebrate together, to usher the new year in each other's arms.

Do you remember the chaos and uncertainty that surrounded us, the laptop trouble, and the fear that we might not arrive in time to ring in the new year together? Little did I know then, the true weight of that moment, the significance of what hung in the balance.

You see, my love, I was unaware of the silent plea you had made to the universe, the ultimatum you had given – a sign that if my laptop remained unfixed before the stroke of midnight, you would walk away from us. It wasn't until later, when the laptop miraculously sprang back to life, that I realized the gravity of your request, the depth of your commitment, and the fragility of our bond.

For you, my love, were willing to risk it all, to stake our love on the outcome of a seemingly trivial event. And when the laptop finally came back to life, it was as if the universe itself had conspired to keep us together, to reaffirm our love, and to grant us the opportunity to celebrate not just the new year, but our love for each other.

Spending that New Year's Eve with you, my love, was a gift beyond measure, a moment etched into the fabric of my being, never to be forgotten. For in your arms, I found my world, my peace, and a sanctuary to rest and recuperate for the battles that lay ahead.

You are the light that guides me through the darkness, the anchor that keeps me grounded, and the love that sustains me through every trial and tribulation. And as I reflect on the months that has passed, I am filled with an overwhelming sense of gratitude for the gift of your love, for the privilege of sharing my life with you.

Here's to another months/years of love, laughter, adventure and unforgettable moments together, misis ko. You are my everything, now and always. I will always find time to think of you.

With all my love

-your Vaz

[zaynyapsworld]

1 - 1 0- 2024

My Beloved,

As I sit down to write this letter, after I will be picking you up. My heart feels heavy yet hopeful, for I am filled with the certainty that one day you will come back to me.

I want you to know that I understand the space we both be needing, the time you require to fix, to grow, and to find yourself. And though it pains me to see you go, I trust in the strength of our bond, in the depth of our connection, and in the love that binds us together.

I believe with every strength of my being that you and I are meant to be, not just physically, but emotionally, spiritually, and in every possible way. Our souls resonate in harmony, our laughter intertwines like melodies, and our love transcends distance and time. Even in your absence, I feel your presence, your essence lingering in the air, reassuring me that this separation is just a chapter in our journey, not the end of our story.

I find solace in the thought that as we both embark on our individual paths, we are guided by the same stars, by the same dreams, and by the same hope for our future together. And though the road ahead may be uncertain, I am certain of one thing – that we will find our way back to each other, stronger, wiser, freely and more deeply in love than ever before.

In your absence, I find myself longing for the warmth of your embrace, the tenderness of your touch, and the comfort of your presence. And yet, I know that this time apart is necessary for our growth, for us to learn, to evolve, to fix things that needed to be fix, and to appreciate the depth of our love.

So, my love, misis ko, my vaz, as you venture forth into the unknown, know that my heart remains steadfast, anchored to the hope of our reunion. I will be here, waiting patiently, waiting for you to unblocked me, to reach out to me, with open arms and an open heart, ready to welcome you back into my life.

Until that day comes, take care of yourself, follow your heart, and know that wherever you are, whatever you do, you are always in my thoughts, in my prayers, and in my heart. I will always find time to always think of you.

With all my love,

I will always love you.

[zaynyapsworld]

My Dearest Love

I hope this letter finds you wrapped in warmth and happiness, much like the feeling I am feeling in every time my thoughts drift to you. There's something incredibly special I find myself compelled to share with you today, a sentiment so profound and yet so simple, it's the truth of how breathtakingly beautiful you are.

Your beauty, my love, is not just in the grace of your smile or the radiance of your laughter, although these aspects of you light up the darkest of my days. It's in the kindness of your heart, the strength of your spirit, and the authenticity of your actions that I find myself utterly captivated by your beauty.

It's this overwhelming sense of admiration and awe that drives me, every now and then, to bring you flowers or to make small, thoughtful gestures. These acts are but a feeble attempt to mirror the immense joy and color you bring into my life, to show you even a fraction of how much I love, treasure, and appreciate you.

I want you to feel cherished, not just today, but every single day. Because to me, you are a remarkable presence, a treasure I've been lucky enough to find and one I vow to cherish with every beat of my heart. My efforts, no matter how grand or modest, are expressions of this endless reservoir of affection I have for you.

Please know that my appreciation for you goes beyond the physical beauty that initially caught my eye. It's your laughter, your energy, your intellect, and your compassion that make you the incredible woman you are. I admire you in every aspect of life, for the way you tackle challenges, celebrate joys, and even in the quiet moments when you might not see the magnificence that I see.

I am infinitely grateful for your love, your kindness, and the countless ways you've enriched my life. You've made me a better person, simply by being yourself, and for that, I am eternally thankful.

May this serve as a reminder of my unwavering love and admiration for you, not just for what you do or how you look, but for who you are, in all your entirety. You are my endless inspiration, my dearest love, and my most cherished.

With all the love in my heart,

-VAZ

[zaynyapsworld]

🦋 Fly and be free 🦋

In a garden of shadows,

where silence reigns,

Dances a blue butterfly,

bound by chains.

Its wings, a canvas of azure delight,

Yearn for the day they'll embrace the light.

Trapped in a cage,

yet its spirit unbroken,

Each flutter a plea,

each motion a token.

Through bars of despair,

it dreams to soar high,

To paint the vast sky with hues of the sky.

In the stillness of night,

it whispers its plea,

To the moon and the stars,

to set it free.

For deep in its heart,

a longing resides,

To roam the wild winds,

where freedom abides.

Oh, blue butterfly,

your beauty untamed,

Your essence imprisoned,

yet never maimed.

May the winds of tomorrow carry you far,

And release you from chains,

beneath moon and star.

[zaynyapsworld]

My Dearest LOVE Vaz

From the very moment our paths crossed on that unforgettable evening of September 22, 2023, at exactly 7:30 PM, my perception of beauty has been irrevocably transformed. It was not merely your outward grace that captivated me but the radiance of your spirit that shone brightly, illuminating the very air around you. Every day since, not a single moment has passed where I have not found myself utterly enchanted by you, both by the magnificence that meets the eye and the incredible depth of your being.

With each day that unfolds, my admiration for you only deepens, blossoming into something far more profound than I had ever anticipated. It's in the way you smile, a gesture so genuine it seems to make the world stand still, or how your laughter, so heartfelt and pure, can effortlessly light up the darkest of rooms. But beyond these, it is your kindness, your strength, your unwavering integrity, and the passionate way you pursue life that truly makes you mesmerizing.

I 'm a.azed at your evolution, at how you've grown and become even more remarkable, if at all possible.

Your journey, your achievements, and even the challenges you've faced with such grace and resilience only add layers to your beauty, making it impossible for me not to appreciate every facet of who you are and who you're becoming. To say that I find you attractive would be a profound understatement. It's in every moment, every breath you take, and in every little thing you do, that I find endless beauty and reasons to admire you. Your presence in my life is a gift that I cherish deeply, a serendipitous blessing that I am grateful for every day. As we continue to walk this journey together, know that my admiration for you is unwavering, boundless, and grows with every beat of my heart. You are my constant reminder that beauty is not just seen but felt, not just observed but experienced in the depths of our souls.

Thank you for being you, for every moment since that evening in September, and for all the moments yet to come. Here's to appreciating the beauty in each day, in the world, and in each other, forevermore.

With all my love and admiration to you

My Vaz to yours.

[zaynyapsworld]

I'm writing this letter at exactly febuary 6, 2024, because I need to express something that's been weighing heavily on my heart. Every day, as I walk around the office, I can feel the weight of judgment and whispers behind my back. People are gossiping about me, accusing me of ruining a family and having an affair with a married woman. It's excruciating to endure these accusations, especially when they are so far from the truth. But what's even more painful is that I can't bring myself to confide this to my partner about it. I know that if I were to tell her, it would shatter her too and she might blame herself which I dom't want that and I can't bear the thought of her thinking any less of me and eventually leave me. So instead, I carry this burden alone, plastering a smile on my face while inside, I'm crumbling. It hurts to have things thrown at me , like water bottle thrown at the back of my head, my scent was being judged even my bag color was being marked, both literally and figuratively, and to suffer in silence because I'm afraid of losing her if I tell her.

Please know that I love you more than anything, and I would never do anything to jeopardize what we have. I hope that someday I'll find the courage to tell you the truth, but until then, please try to understand the pain I'm going through.

I wish I could just tell you my love the pain I've been with the past few months.

[zaynyapsworld]

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