hello hello!!!! my names rae and i'm open for business for fanfics!! I'm sort of experienced in writing, having written fanfictions in the past and also dabbled in a bit of semi-lit roleplay. i mostly do total drama but may expand to other fandom's as I get more comfortable!
about me!!
as i said before, i'm rae, and i'm 15 years old. my pronouns are he/it/xe & i'm also autistic ;p. as you can guess i'm fixated on total drama, and there is a SEVERE lack in fanfics recently i think. i used to have another total drama blog on here, but i deleted it out of fear that my friends would find it :((((. so i will also be posting my fics from there on here so if you one that's reeeallllyyy familiar, that's probably why!
i also do art and will post it here as welll!!!!!!!
RULES
i will NOT, under any circumstance, do smut!!!!! i am 15 and these kids r TEENS!!!!!!!!!
i'm most comfortable doing x reader, but may do ships every now and then, i've never really been the kind of guy to dabble in them though.
i can do fem, gn, and masc readers!!! but unless specified in the request, i will mostly do gn :)))
i won't to any triggering topics very often, and if i do i will make sure to put a warning. e.g. suicide, sa, self-harm, etc.
kind of goes along with above but i'm also most comfortable writing fluff, but will do angst or hurt/comfort if requested OR i get a good idea.
also i do, in fact, write with proper grammar and capitalization i just cannot be bothered right now.
i can write one shots, headcanons, drabbles, blurbs, all the like!!!!
one shots will be written like an actual story, but the others may be bulleted
CHARACTERS
this is a list of characters i won't do/don't feel comfortable doing
chris (soz chris lovers but i just cant)
any character from ridonculous race or pakhitew island, i've watched both of those seasons once when i was like 8 and who knows if i'll ever watch them again!
blaineley
i thiiiink that's it really but will update if need be !!!!
do know that i am a student with a kinda busy schedule!!!!! although it's rather tame right now so i'll try to get in as much writing as possible!!!!!
thank u for checking out my silly little blog that i made out of pure self-indulgence
hihi!!! sorry i've yet to finish any requests, schoolwork has been kicking my butt, but luckily its finals week but i dont have to take them so i have like no homework all week :3 ill get to everyones request SOON so for now requests are closed ty all <33333
this one's kinda cringe to be honest, i wrote it for my old td account but oh well!! it's still kinda sweet
i remember this being a request, but i've completely lost the ask, since it was on my old blog
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fluff
word count: 1,575
proofread: yes but i'm tired so i might have skipped over something
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Ever since you got to the island, you'd been a confident and straight forward kind of gal. Whenever Ripper opened his mouth to say anything, you were able to combat his statement and shut him up for 5 minutes. Better than anyone else on the island could, at least.
Most of the other contestants enjoyed your attitude and your willingness to speak your mind. You helped lead your team to victory many times and worked hard.
There were moments when you 'lightly' berated a teammate for slacking off, but there was that one person that you just... let slip under your radar.
Zee.
You hadn't truly realized your feelings for the boy until Bowie said something about it. You two were walking in the forest alongside Emma, as you all had formed a little alliance due to hitting it off on the first day on the island.
"So," Bowie began. "Y/N. You and Zee?"
This caught you off guard, quickly looking over at Bowie. "Ex-Excuse me?" You felt your heartrate pick up and your face go red, your eyebrows furrowed trying to figure out what he meant. "Oh my god, it is true!" Bowie laughed, holding onto Emma. "You so totally like Zee."
"No, I don't!" You objected. Where did he get such a stupid idea from?
"You definitely do." Emma butted in, laughing alongside Bowie. "It's so obvious! You're harsh on everyone but Zee! Even though he's the easiest to be harsh on."
"I mean, just yesterday during the catapult challenge you literally cheered for the guy! We aren't even on the same team as him!" Bowie added on. "You do not do that to anyone else. There's some love goin' on and I'm gonna get to the bottom of it."
"No, you will not. And, if you do, so help me I will beat your ass tenfold." You threatened, staring straight into his eyes. "Ooh, feisty." Bowie snickered, waving you off. "Listen, girl, he totally likes you back. You just gotta, you know, push yourself out there! I know you can do that, at least."
You breathed in and sighed. Maybe… just maybe… Bowie was right.
"I'll... think more about it. Can we drop the subject? Thanks." You pinched the bridge of your nose in an attempt to release the tension building up in your face. “Alright." Bowie shrugged, sneaking a glance over at Emma and smiling.
A few more challenges passed and you'd slowly managed to grow closer with Zee, especially after the merge. It wasn't much, just a simple friendship. To say the others were shocked by this was an understatement. Someone as straightforward and determined as you, friends
with the chill, laid-back Zee? It was unheard of!
Today's challenge Chris said you all had to canoe across a river, walk through a field, climb a mountain, and ring a bell! Easy, right? Wrong. While the challenge had hardly started, you were already being plummeted with jumping salmon! Disgusting.
As the taste of salmon filled your mouth every time you were hit in the face, your canoe was being assaulted by said salmon even more. You hadn't even noticed you started sinking until you felt water on your ankles, causing you to look down and take notice of your canoe flooding.
You tried to keep a calm head, but there was no one in your alliance close by, so you slowly accepted your fate. You could try to swim to shore, but that would only end up in you drowning from the salmon and the extreme waves of the river.
You braced for impact with the water when the canoe flipped, and you desperately held onto what was floating as a last attempt.
Just as you were about to go under, you saw someone’s oar appear in front of you, signaling you to grab on. Immediately you grabbed it and watched as your canoe fell into the river, never to be seen again for hundreds of years...
You looked over to your savior and your eyes widened when you realized who it was. Zee! You smiled at him gratefully as you climbed onto his canoe, sighing.
"You looked like you were in trouble." Zee chuckled, looking over at you.
"Man, those stupid salmon destroyed my canoe. If it hadn't been for you I would have been fish food." You laughed along with him, the familiar feeling of fuzziness appearing in your stomach. “I can't thank you enough."
"Nah, it's nothing, man. Anything for a friend." He smiled at you. Friend. Right.
"Well... let's continue the challenge, alright?" You stated, looking towards the ever-looming fields Chris mentioned.
You both sat in an awkward silence before you made it to the field, noticing there were already a few other contestants ahead of you two. Not a moment later, the ground started shaking, and out poured water from the ground.
"It's a geyser! Sorry, geysers!" You exclaimed, looking all over at the small indentations with holes in the field. "How are we supposed to get through without being blown sky-high?"
"I have an idea,” Zee said nonchalantly before grabbing your wrist and running off into the field.
"Zee, what the hell are you doing?" You yelled, trying to be louder than the geysers exploding behind and in front of you.
"Trust me!" He yelled back. "Just gotta run fast so the water doesn't find you!"
You couldn't help but furrow your eyebrows in confusion. Why your heart chose this man, you had no idea.
After a few more seconds of blindly following Zee, you guys actually made it to the end of the field. You sighed in frustration, knowing this wasn't the end.
Emma had caught up to you two and exchanged glances at you both. She gave you a tiny wink and a grin, which you returned with a glare, before looking back at Zee.
"I gotta admit, Zee. You're way sneakier than I thought."
"I don't know what you mean?" Zee replied, clearly confused.
Emma just responded with a sarcastic "right" before being blown up by a geyser. Karma truly is real in the world.
You looked away for a couple seconds to take a look at the mountain and gaze at its beauty. Nature truly was magnificent when you tried to forget the fact that you were on an island for a few more weeks with a sadistic psychopath for a host.
And yet, you looked back to Zee stuck in a geyser, and you couldn't help but groan as he got flown into the air. At least he was enjoying himself, you thought.
After that, you two got separated for the rest of the challenge. Nothing truly eventful happened to you, other than some small bee stings that were mere minor inconveniences. You pretty much knew you weren't going to win after becoming so far behind with the little canoe incident.
In the end, Julia ended up winning, to your alliance's dismay. That girl really needed to be gone and put in her place. But alas, not today...
In the short time between the end of the challenge and nightfall, signaling the beginning of the elimination ceremony, you decided to talk to Zee.
"Hey, Zee." You caught up to him, apparently today he decided to take a stroll across the beach. He had his signature soda in hand, taking a few sips here and there.
"Oh, Y/N! What's up?" Zee's face brightened when he saw you, smiling.
“I... had something I need to talk to you about." You muttered, taking deep breaths. You fiddled with the hem of your shirt, closing your eyes for a moment. The worst he can say is no.
Suddenly overcome with a wave of confidence, you look him in the eyes and confess these feelings that have left you sick for the past weeks.
"Zee, I've really been wanting to tell you that... I like you. Like, like like you. It's weird, I don't normally do relationships, y’know? But like, you're the only person that doesn't constantly frustrate me and that I don't have to put in their place like, ever." You took one big deep breath before finishing, "What I'm trying to say is, will you go out with me? Once the show is over?"
You looked back at Zee awaiting an answer, but he just looked at you absolutely dumbstruck. "Zee? Please say something..."
After you said that, a grin appeared on Zee's face, causing you to release some of the tension in your body. "Sure, I mean, yeah!" Zee nodded. "You're super cool and awesome. I'll be honest, I've kinda like you for a while. I didn't realize until Chase told me how obvious it was. Was it obvious?"
"If it was obvious, it wasn't to me. Probably to everyone else, though. I mean, Bowie and Emma figured it out before even myself." You laughed. "It's so weird, being able to just relax around a person. I like it."
"Me too." Zee smiled. "I'll be honest I... don't know much about relationships. Never been in one myself."
"Me neither..." You admitted. "But I suppose we could figure it out together." You smiled up at him, taking his hand in yours.
"Cool." Zee grinned, taking a sip of his soda.
"I've always wondered... What flavor is your soda?
“Like what kind?"
Zee pondered the question for a moment, staring at the can, before looking back at you.
