Z's dead art account

dead account. Dm for new account♡♡

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So update from the last time I used this site:

I have autism. I'm not sure where on the spectrum just yet I sit, since I have to take a full assessment to find out and to get proper help and medication, but it explains a lot of why I act the way I do with overloads and self-sabotage tendencies(they think I also have Borderline Personality Disorder).

Just thought y'all deserve to know since you've been following me for so long.

Ok bye ♡

Update December 2025: Adhd + Autism + Generalized Anxiety + Major Depressive Disorder.

I am around, but walked away from a certain aspect of UT. I am happy to hear people got inspired from my work, sad it came so late.

Got a better headspace now, but for my own mental health, what happened in the last 10yrs has not been great. I am still healing.

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Active area.

Anyway. Even though I stepped away from that one part of the UT fandom, I do still appreciate the kind words and all those who followed me here.

I am active over on Bluesky. I mostly do WoW, XIV art. With a majority of my art being OC related to my story. If you like that sort of thing, then hell ya, if it's not, that's okay, I appreciate you all the same.

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Merry upcoming Christmas Zem! Just want you to know I loved your UT art and everything you ever made, it really inspired me and I can't help thinking back on it and you to this day :) I hope you have a good holiday and that 2026 is going to be great for you! <3

Ty! And Merry Chrysler Christmas to you too! And thanks, haha. I am glad I inspired some people, even if I needed to step away from it all. I felt I never really made that much of an impact on people as those around me; Wild how depression is haha.

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@voidseeker342

Hello, I do not wish to answer this on my main blog, despite you sending it to that one, sorry(and sorry if that comes off as rude, just want to explain why this will be here and not there).

I left the fandom due to personal reasons. Though I never had issues with harassment, since I wasn't that popular so wasn't a target I guess? Not sure. Don't care. I did fall out of love for it for reasons I wish not to discuss all that much.

I still love UT, but my time in that one section of it has left a feeling in my gut whenever I see it. I simply cannot look at anything from it any more and abandoned any art or stories I made for it.

I was more of a fan who was friends with one of the creators and their main artist, I didn't add much to the direct story, only to the AUs.

Another part of the reason I am hesitant to return is not wanting to have my personal/original work mistaken or mixed with a fan creation. I want to spend more of my mental energy refining that story.

I have been on a recovery journey over the last few years, getting my mental health back in check, after the nosedive it took in late 2021 to end of 2023. Getting diagnosed with Autism + ADHD, doing therapy and getting on meds for ADHD.

I will not shy away from the fact that I had a falling out with Mercy, but I WILL NOT go into details. What happened, happened. And for my mental health I do not like to discuss it.

It is part of the reason I do not think it is best for me to return, as well as the other reasons, as I do not talk to Banana(we just drifted apart) as well. It would not be right for me to be there. I hope you all understand. I may not talk to those two anymore, but it would feel disrespectful to touch their work.

I also do not do well in very large or overly active Discords. My anxiety(which I now know is due to my AuDHD) makes me get overwhelmed and I just become a mental mess. I would not really interact all that much, if at all, haha.

I hope this is a good answer for you, and I hope you all enjoy what you are doing ♥

For future, if there is any other asks, please send them to the correct account. I just don't like to mingle things as much as I, myself, can help it (I re-opened asks for this account) ♥

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Have an Undyne i drew for old times sake. I post it on this account only bc most of y’all are Undertale fandom~

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So update from the last time I used this site:

I have autism. I'm not sure where on the spectrum just yet I sit, since I have to take a full assessment to find out and to get proper help and medication, but it explains a lot of why I act the way I do with overloads and self-sabotage tendencies(they think I also have Borderline Personality Disorder).

Just thought y'all deserve to know since you've been following me for so long.

Ok bye ♡

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Hello hello. Anyone still here following this blog?

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I have a side blog but its ffxiv. If you message me I'll toss ya a link. I'm just vetting people atm.

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Hello hello. Anyone still here following this blog?

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I have a side blog but its ffxiv. If you message me I'll toss ya a link. I'm just vetting people atm.

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Hello hello. Anyone still here following this blog?

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New Art blog.

I’m going to reboot my Art Blog. I no longer dabble in the Undertale content, but it seems to be all my old Art Blog got for attention. I know starting new means losing a shit ton of followers, but I dislike the idea of posting things people didn’t follow me for. So you can go follow @zemiki-art for art updates. There’s nothing wrong with the Undertale fandom. It’s just not something I’m passionate anymore. I hope y’all understand. I’ll be muting notifications on this blog from this point on.

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Potato potato tomato cremato

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A commission over on twitter.

My twitter handle: zem1ki

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T-T my birthday/Christmas present from @zemikiart. I love him completely.

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Fandoms, rambling and mood.

So, I don’t come on here as often, as you can probably tell.

It’s a little from my tumblr being known and followed mostly by people in the Undertale fandom. Not that it’s bad, but I’ve taken a step back from it. I want to focus more on other fandoms I’m in(primarily World of Warcraft) The UT fandom gave me a lot, but at the same time if effected my mental health a lot. Between dealing with the most distasteful person, to dealing with trying to cope with my mental health and seeing things that effected it. I had to nod and step out.

I’m really sorry I don’t do UT stuff that much anymore, but a lot of it was hitting my mental health hard, for a game meant to make you feel good.

I’m not ship-shaming, but the “cest” stuff was hitting me hard, for reasons I will not explain here. Anyone who matters knows the details. But, for my mental health I will not promote, reblog or draw/consume that type of material. The people that draw it are free to do it bc it makes them happy, I’m in no way shaming them. I am just doing what is right for my mental health and I hope everyone understands. I will be doing UT art from time to time, but will not post it as often, or more rarely. This is my honesty to my followers.

I’ll be back to this blog again one day, just, life this year has been extremely taxing.

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@semisolidmind so this isn’t the present I told you about XD this is a commission my friend @zemikiart did of that little snippet I wrote, and I asked permission from the person that requested it to post it here ^-^ cuz I thought you’d like it as much as I did

For the rest of you! The human skeletons and their lovely monster brides belong to Semi, and the short piece I wrote about the Horrortale version babes is here.

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Two commissions I recently finished.