Zeon

Obsessing about busses because I can hueheuheuheuheuhe

[zeondraws]

Info post

Hewwo I am Zeon

, I have no preffered pronouns either so don't worry about this.

I am an intermediate artist, always looking to improve whenever I can. I am super passionate about art. I like drawing buses, robots, horror among other things!

I have a small project about busses that could perhaps show them in a different light. This project is called "Offworld"

Muh socials are all linked on my card page!

Hiiiiii am Zeon

Please do not repost my art without tagging me, but you are welcome to use my artworks as backrounds, banners or profile pictures. But always give credit to me when asked!

On my tumblr I regularly post about Still Wakes The Deep, while my Instagram focuses on Buses (most of the time). Here I share my findings from the game, obsess about transformers, buses and other things I find interesting. I also want to make some more vids about swtd soon-

I also made a SWTD screenshot folder which I’ll update regularly that others can access if they need something.

Screenshots - Google Drive

Main Hastags (in progress)

#zeons art #zeons swtd shenanigans #rescue bots #transformers prime #zeons thoughts #rescue bots #zeons bus shenanigans #Still Wakes The Deep: Nightfall AU

Masterlists (in progress)

Still Wakes the Deep

That's all for now, remember to bsubsubsubsusbusbusbusbusbsubsusbusbusbsubsubsusbusbusb

[zeondraws]

Random bullshit go!

[zeondraws]

If I am randomly not posting for longer durations, it's currently because I'm just completely out of touch with reality

Too many relapses in such short intervals. Work stressed me out, stayed at home for numerous times because I slowly just developed the thoughts of ending it. Even tho it's the most illogical thing to think.

I just feel empty having to deal with ... same issues in my current workplace like what I had with the last job. Will it just continue with every new job in the future? Even tho it's not my fault and often the other person who wants to have power over me? Because they're too insecure to feel lesser than me, after only causing bad things to said workplace?

People appreciate my hard work but the closest person is always the one that hates my good work and tries to find ways to feel better about themselves. Just so they can continue treating everyone who works hard and honestly like garbage.

Man, what is this?

:(

[zeondraws]

Trying to think about the AU I'm making but I have some fundamental questions for myself that I need to research and answer.

I could come up with so many crazy scenes or designs or whatever, but without proper world building would they even fit into the story? I know I can always come up with more crazy fun scenes afterwards, so it's not a loss if I don't write them all down. It's more about experimentation to figure out how the characters behave with one another.

I always prefer having books to read this stuff up on, so I might purchase a bunch of world building type of books, or just one for now, so that I can have a clear goal of reading through that first.

And another thought or goal is like, what do I wanna say with this AU? If I want to say, use a few drawings for a portfolio, then I need clear ideas. Otherwise it's not that interesting.

And ofc I have to remember, if I properly flesh this out and work on it, the first drawings and story ideas will all be quite mid or bad. Or at least not whatever standard I'll have in the future after I learned more. I just gotta mess around and see what sticks.

I know I want to focus on Heatwave and about feelings or thoughts cybertronians deal with? But I also want to focus on Quickshadow a bunch. Seeing how she deals with things or encountering different versions of herself.

I know I have some problems with having any interest in female characters due to my upbringing maybe? Mostly because I saw such low value in myself as a woman. And often men tried to tell me what to do in my life, my mother couldn't take care of me and my dad was neglecting. My aunt didn't have much to say over my uncle I feel like. I never actually had a strong female figure that I could look up to.

I think I should just also use this project idea to just? Learn to love myself more, so maybe if I also flesh things out around Quickshadow I could maybe gain more confidence in myself. I dunno, I'm just rambling to myself to remember my thoughts.

Rambling.mp4

AU doesn't have a name yet but ik it's within my Offworld lore, just have to see what name randomly pops up into my mind.

But I've fleshed out the main Heatwaves a bunch already. And some random unnamed ones to mess around with.

[zeondraws]

Would you be up for drawing RBA Whirl? I would just love to see her in your artstyle

Yeeee

Past days been extremely draining so I hope these sketches are doing her justice!

RBA characters are way more complicated with their designs obv so I think I need to practice them more. If anyone has any RBA requests I'm all ears.

WHO turned her into a bird?? Ah hell naw

Lowkey so eepy I'm gonna drop asleep in a hot second-

[saintalondre]

In my turn I took request from @zeondraws and made this simple and funny pictire with Kade Burns from Rescue Bots cartoon. You know, I like Transformers♡

Hope you'll enjoy it, friend!

Nice chin, bro)

[zeondraws]

AAAAAAHH OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG EJJADBIWDBIWJDJD

Thank you so much my friend!! He looks amazing ☺️☺️💕

[zeondraws]

Alright, time to work on my digital arts before bed time, or probably also painting a bit tonight because why not, I gotta continue my comm.

Next week gonna be soooooooooooooooo bullshit due to coworker. I know whatever he will say is hot air, I just gotta remember to not give him more personal information that he'll use to bully me. This is the biggest kindergarten drama I had to deal with this year. He hates when women speak up, so obv he's even more aggressive towards me.

Gotta collect all my energy to take my stance and me and my bosses will make sure stuff gonna get resolved.

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

[zeondraws]

It was an utterly disappointing meeting and my coworker just being the worst person inside the meeting.

Lying to my face, talking me down, gaslighting me, thinks he isn't doing anything wrong. Boss too chill so we only focused on the topics and basically ignored my coworkers disrespectful behaviour today.

I feel demotivated for the day, tomorrow is another day tho. I just feel tired from this, this isn't normal.

[zeondraws]

Could you please draw High TIde? He's severely underrated 🥺

The answer is yes, he needs more love 🥺

My dummy brain still has no idea what to do with him for my AU. I already got rough ideas for every other bot but hhmmmmm raaaa.

He definitely needs more appreciation, he and Quickshadow got the Ultra Magnus treatment of final episode where no word is spoken by either of them.

Such slander! *explodes*

I went through the current requests, I need some new ones for tomorrow, next week gonna be so damn stressful due to my dumb coworker-

[zeondraws]

My friend @saintalondre requested me to draw her OC Irving. And it was very fun drawing him together with Muir.

Since in her lore, Irving is Muir's brother! So I instantly thought about something silly where he's getting carried by Muir. I wonder where they're headed?

I love using these multi-coloured pencils they make things really fun.

Thank you for the request my friend ^^

[zeondraws]

So I saw you were looking for drawing requests and I got this little idea that I thought would interest you

How about you draw withered versions of the rescue bots, similar to the withered animatronics in FNAF 2

Ooooh

I mean I worked on something familiar to the withered theme some time ago, is part of a collab but we've been quite busy. It would take too long for me to draw the other two for this request rn! Keep an eye out for the future doe

My magnificent friend @desiredconstellations and I already worked on this one:

Blades ain't looking so good mates

Go give them a follow and send them some love, because she is really talented and amazing at what she does!!!

[zeondraws]

You should draw blur! (If you like) He's my favorite, next to heatwave. Maybe blur and heatwave having a rare positive interaction.

P e r h a p s

Wanted to start sooner but was fighting my printer and brain for two days. Minimal results, but finally sat down for art and it's gonna be 5AM soon-

Since I barely have muscle memory of Blurr I did a quick speedrun and did some sketches to remember ok how does bro look like so that I can draw him off memory real quickly. I always try to write notes or arrows down if I did something wrong.

Don't have to be 1:1 with the reference images I drew from and then last drawing I tried to do somewhat from memory.

Drew my oc Alduin because why not, him praising Blurr? Das crazy, he's way more arrogant than normal Heatwaves.

Blurr is so shocked.

Ok I shall finally go through requests after I sleep, this week was something.

Edit: ALMOST FORGOT

Bonus sketch

C:

[zeondraws]

Hey any of you guys have some art requests? I want to doodle and finish up my big sketchbook but after the chaos at work on Monday I just feel demotivated.

I think I'm just burned out, but not drawing makes me cranky

Requests can be as dark or as silly as wanted. Gotta make sum cursed Rescue Bots art. And I really need to draw the other characters more often.

[zeondraws]

I am still getting triggered by the trauma I endured at my old workplace. No matter how much I try to vent today it just keeps feeling the same. I am frozen by the stress from today.

My coworker is getting worse, well, he's showing his incompetence and his true colour of wanting power/money/fame or whatever it is. After what I've figured out, I know it's all three I listed for sure.

Basically, I need to make sure he feels consequences for his actions. He can't be rewarded by me simply being moved elsewhere or whatever, to avoid conflict. Other coworkers that worked with him moved sections and he got away with his mismanagement each time.

He needs to get warned and properly forced by my bosses to behave and know his place. It will not work for a long time, I know how he behaves. But basically, it has to be done constantly until it boils over so hard until everyone probably gets so annoyed that he idk, either gets moved or fired.

Worst case scenario, I get moved or need to find a new job if his bullying gets worse or they don't do anything to punish him. But I know this time I have many coworkers support me, no longer do I get pushed into a corner just like with my previous and first ever real job.

Many people see how much work I do, they see I'm right and my coworker is wrong, many can't stand him anymore. (He had the audacity to tell me that my previous coworker was correct and I'm the horrible person, thinking me saying I got bullied there is a lie)

He will trash the collection room when I move professions in a few years, he will want to keep his job because money.

I gotta keep fighting, even if it means I keep getting traumatised until it idk.. stops traumatising me again. Positions for my type of job are extremely rare and finding a job means I will need to move across the entire country again.

Idk whatever I do, I can't let this boomer child win. He cannot be rewarded for his manipulation or bullying. He doesn't listen to me. He will not listen to anyone for a while until he slowlyyyy understands it. This is so stressful...

[zeondraws]

Shitposting at 1AM

GOOB LAGOON, LOCK IN-

slight fail on eye but alas. I love when CaseOh plays waterpark simulator. I drew this version of Blades so often that I'm just going bananas.

Idk what sketchbook pages I've shown before??

Some of these are SO cursed mate

*draws Alduin and forgets his different hat in the sketch*

I have a small 5 year old sketchbook I never used. I was clearing out old stuff I didn't want to have anymore. And I started speedrunning through the tiny one because I don't want empty sketchbooks anymore! Before I can properly continue my buy one sketchbook and fill it up routine, I need to draw into all the old ones first. Back when I wasn't consistently sketching at aaaall

So a good opportunity to fill the small one mostly with anatomy studies and learn. Oh and ofc some shitposting (last image, every other image is my current large sketchbook)

I also just wanna speed trough the big book so that I can finish the other two tiny ones.

RAAAAAAAAA

[zeondraws]

Dunno if I should spoiler much but I just like posting wips. I'll talk more about it once it's finished. Look at this draft for now until it's done. Alduin doesn't have a proper design yet tbh.

Budgie posting under the cut 🦜 🦜 🦜

Spend the evening making my room a bit more budgie proof. I have a lot of stuff in my feather collection which also includes bird skulls. My budgie Kaza ate a skull that was laying around, she's trying hard to make a nest out of random feathers. She's not allowed to start laying eggs, Icarus already got an injection to stop the egg laying (Precaution against getting egg bound).

Thanks for coming to my budgie talk

Gaze upon these babies

Icarus has neurological problems, hence weird head tilt

[zeondraws]

Budgie posting

[zeondraws]

I don't think I posted this drawing

I can't show any art yettt raaaaaaaaaa, I worked so much on my feather collection and that always drags me into doing more of that and then I forget art and then suddenly I get so interested in watching videos that I ""waste"" so much time doing that, resulting in me drawing until 4AM

It's not really a waste of time spent I just have the disease known as overworking herself for no reason.

(My friends think I have adhd and autism, but I can't confirm nor deny that, so it's whatever, I am too broke to get diagnosed, that shit expensive *opens empty wallet*)

Either way, I love that tiny sketch of Heatwave foaming at the mouth up there djannxkanxjd

One of the Heatwaves from my AU is also getting pushed into spending more time to draw against his will. So it made me wonder what kind of art Heatwave would ever draw if he were an artist?

I should go to sleep I start to overthink too much if I stay awake for so long-