She knew, the day she landed, that the repercussions of her sudden exit were going to catch up to her. They appeared armed with knives that cut into Emilia’s skin: Marco yelling on the phone like she’d never heard before, the look of betrayal on Nina’s face, and the harsh words Zephyr had thrown in her direction. Maybe it would’ve been easier to stay in Antalya, to never weather each storm that she very much deserved… who she was before would’ve burst into tears at the edge in his voice. However, the woman in Milena’s office had resigned herself to taking responsibility for her actions. It was sure as hell time to. “Okay… let me start off by saying I fucked up.” Emilia stopped, letting out a small breath, eyes willing themselves to meet his. “Disappearing was one stupidest decisions I could’ve made and it was the last thing anyone needed on their plate to worry about, with everything that happened.” Though Turkey was relatively safe for a King, it didn’t get rid of the what-ifs. The Ivory Syndicate’s enemies had a far reach, and had her cards fallen the wrong way, she could’ve easily been joining her mother six feet under.
“I turned my back on you guys, I wasn’t thinking clearly, and I ran away like a coward. I’m sorry… I know that’s not worth much right now, but I really am sorry. Especially since you were willing to go out of your way to tell me the truth when you didn’t have to.” Her voice was steady, nails digging into her skin as a reminder to keep her poise. Zephyr was the one who told her the impossible, the very gates of hell spilling into the hospital hallway the day her mother died. Who else could say the same? “That year, as terrible as it was, made me realize that I don’t want be some sitting duck, waiting around to see whose gun is gonna pull the trigger this time.” The fantasy she’d been living in for years came crashing down, ivory cities burning with candor knowledge. Yet in sifting through the ash, she could feel her skin burn then harden like stone. Emilia refused to be left in the dark. “I’m not my mom or dad, but I’m not useless. My job, my field, - what I know could be helpful. And what I don’t, I’ll learn.” Looking at the face of a man she’d known her whole life, the loaded words finally left her mouth. “What I’m asking is to get involved. I’m not that delicate kid anymore, I can handle it now.”
The weight of the empire resting on his shoulders was something that he’d been prepared for, for years now - Marco and Milena had never shied away from making sure Zephyr knew what was to come. All of which he’d understood explicitly, his previous and remaining standing with the IRA one that had introduced him to the rule of hierarchy well before the Ivory had. Yet, it wasn’t something that he would inherit alone, regardless of whether Emilia held a designated position among them or not - the Ivory kingdom that would rise from the ashes of the Queen’s execution would be something that he couldn’t build without the daughter left behind. He knew that just as well as anyone, and truly - he’d held no intention on keeping it from her. The initial push back from Marco had been understandable, Zephyr had told Em things that she would have been better off not knowing, yet his argument remained that the girl he’d watched grow up - would never settle for no answers. The easiest way to make her understand anything they did, was to simply tell her, save her finding out the gritty truth of the King name from someone willing to tarnish it.
The standing fact that Emilia - with Scotty in tow, the false death of his best friend, a detail that nobody knew he was aware of for very specific reasons - had skipped town after he’d offered her the answers she’d asked for burnt disappointment and anger through him. A careless decision that could have ended in disaster even with his eyes fixed permanently on them while gone, left him with a distrust that he hadn’t yet known what to do with it. “You’re right, it was fuckin’ stupid.” Not something that he’d voiced as much even on their return. “Everythin’ that your mother and the rest of us wanted to protect you from was undone with your own recklessness, and you’re fuckin’ lucky that I found you before anyone else could.” An admittance, that he’d known where she was for far longer than most. “Nobody blames you for being torn up about losing Lena,” his rough timbre grave, “But I told you everythin’ because that’s what you asked me to do, Em. You don’t get handed the answers to everythin’ like that and get a free pass for not likin’ what you hear.” Zephyr hadn’t expected her to take the reality of her world easily, but after everything, he might have expected a little warning - something that didn’t leave Zephyr with his eyes drifting from the warzone of Montreal, to find a runaway King. An act that could have been fatal for them once again.
Nothing she brought to light wasn’t something he’d already considered. Telling Emilia the truth had opened the belly of their world to her and he couldn’t rightly expect her to remain neutral unless that was something she desired. The problem was, everyone knew who she was - every facet of the war that raged knew the King name, so many waiting to see how, and when the child of the Ivory commanders might take up the blade herself. “What you know and what you do makes you suspicious. Usin’ that could destroy everythin’ you’ve ever wanted in your life.” Never quite the advocate for a normal life, he knew ensuring Emilia knew she had a choice was something Marco wanted. Especially if it had the potential to backfire on them entirely. “If this is what you want, you can’t change your mind, ever. Once you’re in, that’s it until you’re six feet under.” Harsh, perhaps, but nobody that allowed Ivory to become steel in their bones was misdirected in understanding what their end might be. “You can handle it now.” The Ivory figure head repeated, drawing a thumb across his chin, “You got’ anywhere to be anytime soon?”