1/365 010115 Let GO & Let GOD.
Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back. Some people are just not meant to be in your life no matter how much you wanted them to be. I will let you go for now but my love for you will never die. I will miss you. It's been almost 4 years since it all started. The story which I thought would never end. I did everything I can just to have you back, just to win our relationship back again but all the efforts are worthless 'cause all throughout I didn't knew that I was the only one fighting. It's been 3 months since you ended up our relationship but until now honestly I really can't figure out why did you have to do this to me.. The time you walked away was the time I'm begging you to stay. It's never easy to see you turning back but I have to take all the pain 'cause I know it will never be the same. The day you left was the day you started to build up walls and distance between us but distance no matter how far can't change this feelings in my heart. You left me hanging again. Clueless. You left me with someone on my womb for the second time. It kills me to death dude! It really kills me to death. It really hurts a lot. As much as I love you I have to say goodbye 'cause I know you would be happier if I let you go. But I wish you could see all the pain I'm going through because of you for you to say that I don't deserve this. Missing you isn't the hardest part. Knowing I once had you is what breaks my heart. I'll never forget the times we once shared but now it's all over and I've hurt a lot. It's time to move on. Maybe one day I'll be able to look at you in the eyes without feeling all the pain you've caused me. I wish I could get over you, maybe not now but I hope so soon because I wanna get out of this sweetest misery your love has done to me. It's enough. It's time for me to love myself and our babies more than thinking of you. I hope you're veryuch happy on what you're doing now. I leave this all to GOD. Goodbye! O4.O8.11 - 1O.O6.14















