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anotherdayinparadise291

I’ve gotten fat, that’s it.

how old are you?

24

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#fishnet #tights #fat

tiniestbabies

Just imagine being able to wear whatever and always look adorable and tiny, looking completely lost in a boy’s sweater, your friends complaining because they can never borrow anything from you cause it’s always way too small for them Imagine being able to roll around on your bed in nothing but underwear and to look good in any position because there’s no fat hanging anywhere Just imagine never having to cover up your belly when sitting down because there are no rolls you have to be ashamed of anymore Imagine sitting down in shorts in summer without being ashamed of your thighs Just imagine this feeling of ultimate freedom because you always look good no matter what

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#catlady #tubefeeding #kittenlove #nutricia

slept-alone

You didn’t suffer all day long to binge at night. You don’t want this.

(via slept-alone)

Almost gave up

(via rossijskaja)

I can’t ..

#food #resource #supplements

brittneyy-00

Self harm

Self harm doesn’t always happen when a blade touches skin. It’s skipping meals because you don’t feel like you deserve to eat today. It’s having sex because you want to be used or abused or defiled. It’s drinking recklessly because you might have the ‘courage’ do something stupid. It’s smoking - not because you need the nicotine - because you know it’s bad for you. It’s banging your head against a wall when you’re angry. It’s crossing the road without looking because you lowkey hope a car might hit you. It’s thinking about all the ways you could break a bone and make it look like an accident. It’s not taking painkillers because you want to suffer. It’s taking painkillers in excess because you know it’s dangerous. It’s walking home the more dangerous way because you’re kind of half hoping you’ll get attacked or raped or stabbed. It’s going for long walks at night and getting chilled to the bone and hoping that you get lost so that you can’t find your way back. It’s seeking out triggering material. It’s all the stupid little ways you punish yourself for existing. Sometimes self harm happens when you put effort into depriving yourself of things you like or need, and sometimes it happens when you don’t put any effort into doing the things you like or need. It’s a pattern of self-destructive behaviour, and it doesn’t only happen in one way.

Hey..I know this is strange and we don’t know each other, but I really hope you can have a good day today. Coming from someone who’s had a bad day (currently), I hope you can have one better than mine. Much love 💕

Thank you so much darling xx