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{non•binary•demi•sapio•aro•ace} 💎a r o •a c e💎 IG: _.isiah__ SC: zayjjones

[zeyjonzey]

Sometimes I can be so magical ✨✨

[zeyjonzey]

I am exactly who I think I am .

[thoughtkick]

“I forgive people but that doesn’t mean I accept their behavior or trust them again. I forgive them for me, so I can let go and move on with my life.”

— Unknown

[marandsviet]

"Not every emotion needs expression. Some feelings are better kept as private art."

[achillesinhighheels]

[vexheart]

[knowinme]

Hi Tumblr. I think im back. You know what….hell yeah.

[zeyjonzey]

Welcome back ☺️

[jontedrew]

Just had my first art show opening.

“Take a Breath”

IG :JonteDrew

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[justspazzedout]

I'll Explain when we find the right melody🖖🏾🤯

Insta: Thatguydom_

[zeyjonzey]

I jisy came to the realization as a 32 yr old asexual, that I lack sexual maturity in the social sense and it’s really effected my social life. I constantly sit around and wonder why no one is ever available to hang out or I’m always finding myself in situations where I’m asking friends to hang out or get told plans that never really come true etc etc, and I’ll watch my same friends have active relationships and relationships… and I’m just on the sideline waiting. So I’m at a crossroad, do I have the same exhausting conversation where I tell my closest friends that I’m struggling with depression and loneliness and I how much I miss them just to be faced with the same “I’m here for you if you ever need to talk “ , “if you need anything let me know” …. I need my friends to be the same with me like that are with everyone else but…. Again I lack sexual maturity so I could be blowing this out of proportion , I’m 32… this is childish, this would make more sense if I was 13… so now it’s no point in even brining any of this up to them cuz now I see, it’s nothing they can really do, this is a personal problem and not their problem and I think for so long I didn’t even realize my sexuality plays a huge part in how I interact with people, to me my friends and friendships are the closest thing that I would ever have to a relationship… while they have actual relationships. I’m asking them to make me a priority in their life like I’ve made them one in my life and that’s just not fair at all.

[tangxincaimocha]

Some Jasper

I love her🌹

[thewindowofthesummerhouse]

leo sawaki

[screwpinecaprice]

@glowweek Day 5 FAMILY | FRIENDS

Peridot and specially Lapis do not trust the racoons.

Specifically chose this angle so I don't draw feet. _(:,3」∠)_

Mi own connverse kids Ebony and Rohini are there! And technically Sakura and Zachary. (Please until now I don't know what else to name them. 😭)

And sorry the older Maheswarans aren't there. I don't know where to put them and I already had character overload. 😞

Hibiscus print on Bismuth's shirt is from ManMadeOfGold!

Speaking of shirt, another thing I avoided was thinking of their outfit designs. 😅 It's somewhere a little over a decade of timeskip since SU:Future and I'm sure at least one or two would've reformed during the time. So I'm gonna say they wanted to keep the vibe of a casual outdoors picnic-type event so they wore the casual themes.

[maruti-bitamin]

canopy

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[zeyjonzey]

Solo is the loneliest number

Coming to terms with being a solo sexual person has taken a huge toll on my mental… it has me feeling like a cold robot an abnormal human being if you will… at first I thought I was just really nervous and couldn’t get out of my head, and told myself that a random encounter doesn’t do it for me, but then after trying with a person who I thought I was totally in sync with but I just couldn’t get to a point of climax, and the other person just tells me it’s ok… but it’s not ok, I don’t get why I don’t feel pleasure from sex but I wish I did… I feel so numb and empty thinking that the next encounter will be the one, but sadly no… how will anyone take me seriously if I can even share an orgasm? A simple moment shared between two ppl is one and will always be one sided , no matter how hard I try I just can’t get my body to be on the same page with my mind.

[zeyjonzey]

I put the Ace in DisgrAce

Why do asexuals act like all they need is cake, dragons, and cuddles? Why aren’t asexuals more upset at how the world leaves us out the loop of finding love and romance ? Why do we have to travel to Ace Meetups? Why are all the Ace dating spaces empty and or cost to join? Why are they’re so many Asexuals over the world but I can’t even find one in my own city or state that’s not 100+ miles away…. I hate that I feel like I have to work 10 times harder just to be taken seriously? I get so close but since I don’t have sex I’m not looked at as worry person, taking a chance on happiness means to be with a person just for them to tell me “ you’re such a great person anyone would lucky to have you” , and by that they mean anyone but them would lucky…. It get painful trying to survive this world, I’m lonely, single and depressed and sleep alone every night, watching my friends have love life’s full of passion and I’m home on a Friday night eating pizza and watching anime…

[zeyjonzey]

Oh Brother this guy stinks

•don’t know how to kiss

•don’t like being touched

•never had an orgasm with another person

•never been in a relationship

•never dated before

•don’t have any desires to have sex

•don’t get sexual urges

•never desire sex from people

32 yr old nonbinary non gender conforming person who has little to no experience in the matters of sex/dating. I’ve officially come to the conclusion that I’m definitely a solo sexual who also wants companionship… why does sex have to so important to everyone and everything all the time?! I can’t hold the attention of anyone longer than 15-20 minutes , so I lie about myself to seem interesting just to come clean later on and admit that whatever I said was greatly exaggerated so they would like me more but of course that makes me a manipulator and them uninterested, one for lying and two for lying about sex. No matter how amazing my personality, how funny, smart, artistic etc etc, it only makes ppl sexually attracted to me… and no one wants to be with a person they find sexy and can’t have that with them. DONT believe what they say, it’s always about sex.