recorder.

knowledge is useless in the hands of those who choose to hide & refuse to act upon what they have.

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Wrench My Soul;    Destroy My Heart;       Break My Mind;

        but don’t touch those that are mine. 

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            and like bourbon,        he burned the whole way down. 

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              and over the years,                               i have watched myself disappear. 

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                                 i survive   ;   not live.

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                and if the world gets too heavy                  then i’ll take the weight off your shoulders. 

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i am filled     with stories          of survival. 

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the scars that cannot be  visibly seen hurt the most

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• hc about the bookmen clan. •

there are so many rules about not becoming attached to outsiders, not sharing information the clan has collected with outsiders, & especially  not taking / choosing sides or forming lasting bonds for ANY faction of ANYthing. to break these is to betray the life you live as a Bookman & it’s something to be punished / ridiculed for. 

while you are not allowed to create bonds OUTSIDE of your clan, you are very much within rights to make them inside. so far, canon only has us aware of two Bookmen at a time ( master & apprentice ), BUT i assume there are far more than that — a lot of prompting which comes from the fact that it’s a clan & referred to as such. 

romantic intent is probably highly frowned upon, but not parental / sibling attachment, as in you can treat your apprentice as a child & you can treat your mentor as a parent.

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@ofdarkboots | liked for a starter !

     ❝ Miss Lenalee, your brother is at his shenanigans yet again, ❞ he informs the younger Exorcist. he seems almost tired, the tone of his voice giving such away. ❝ is there a particular procedure done to CALM him down when he begins to behave this way? i thought to ask you, since you are his sister. ❞

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     the man is obviously agitated, wrapping Lavi’s wrist carefully in a bandage, shaking his head, disapproving. 

     ❝ Lavi, you fool, ❞ he mutters, giving the ends a quick pull to secure them. ❝ when will you learn to watch what you’re DOING, boy? you’ll wind up dead before i do at this rate. ❞

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     ❝ good to see you back in one piece, Allen, ❞ the old man greets, nodding his head before inspecting the boy, searching for any obvious injuries that may have been sustained while he was out. ❝ how did the mission go? ❞

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    calling your name in the midnight hour     reaching for you from the endless dream     so many miles between us now     but you are always here with me

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                      ᶤ ᵈᵒᶰ'ᵗ ᵇᵉˡᶤᵉᵛᵉ ᶤᶰ ʰᵉᵃᵛᵉᶰ ᵇᵉᶜᵃᵘˢᵉ ᶤᵗ ʷᵃˢ ᵇᵘʳᶤᵉᵈ ʷᶤᵗʰ ʸᵒᵘ.

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hc + food!

Bookman’s favorite food is pudding — chocolate to be exact. mostly, his likes & dislikes for food come from a couple different things: the texture of the food, the smell, & of course, the taste ! however, in most cases, it has to be good on ALL three accounts, or he won’t have it. 

he is a bit of a picky eater, but he’s not unreasonable – sometimes it’s more for his own health than simply desire. some foods can very easily upset his stomach or make him pretty ill, so he has to be super careful about what he consumes most of the time.

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Basic Angst Starters

because sometimes what’s left to the imagination is much more terrifying.

“Are you feeling alright? You don’t look it.” “I just heard something… Something bad…” “Why didn’t you tell me about this?!” “What’s all this blood?!” “Will you tell me what the fuck is going on?” “Don’t give me that look! It wasn’t my fault!” “You should probably sit down for this.” “Please tell me you forgive me!” “I can’t live without you!” “Oh god, It was a mistake coming here… I’m sure of it.” “What the hell happened to you?!” “Where have you been?! I’ve been waiting for hours!” “You promised you wouldn’t do this anymore!” “I knew not to trust you!” “What’s that in your bag…? Is that–? Tell me it’s not!” “Is this what a dislocated shoulder feels like?!” “How could you do this to me?!” “Wake up! Wake up!!! You’re having a nightmare!” “I feel weird… what was in that drink…?” “I don’t want to leave you, but you’re not really giving me another option.” “Please… you’re scaring me…” “Ssh, I heard something again. How aren’t you hearing it? It was loud… and getting closer.” “Are you okay in there? You’ve been so quiet.” “I came as soon as I could! Did he/she get to you already?” “I don’t know whether I want to do this. I don’t know whether I CAN do this.” “Do you remember anything?” “You have to tell me who did this to you!” “No, no, I’m not alright. I’m definitely not alright.” “What’s your fucking problem?!” “Are you crying?” “You’re freaking me out! Please calm down!” “I’m leaving. And I’m not intending to come back.” “You… are dying?” “Did you drink the whole bottle while tripping? Seriously?” “Do you have a deathwish or something? Jesus!” “Ever been held at gunpoint? Want to know what it feels like?” “Stop screaming! Shh, calm down! You have to keep quiet!” “When’s the last time you slept?”.