۫ 𖨂 𓈒 Genevieve

I don’t need my feet in the sand. cause when your body in up in my hands. I get vacation eyes.

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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤৎ ۟ 𓂂 ͟𓇼 introduction

Hello, I’m Genevieve! I’m a 21-year-old data science major with a business minor. I’ve been roleplaying since 2014, but this year is my first year roleplaying on Tumblr. I started off on Quotev and moved to Instagram, Twitter, Facebook, and now Tumblr. Some of my other hobbies are video gaming, video editing (xoxosanas), playing instruments, singing, listening to music, and learning languages. I’m a very creative person and generally like trying new things. One day, I might go from learning how to draw to streaming on Twitch to having a radio show. One could say I’m very unpredictable✨

One thing to mention is that I have ADHD and dyslexia, so my spelling, grammar and comprehension skills might not always be the best. I tend to procrastinate or hyper-fixate on certain things, but it’s not intentional; it’s just how my brain functions. It is something I’m working on, so I’m try my best to improve!

I’m not sure if you’ve noticed yet, but I’m a certified yapper. I like talking and making new friends, so feel free to message me for friendship. I would love to be your friend.

Fandoms i have roleplayed in the past:

꯭᯽ The Vampire Diaries

꯭᯽ Legacies

꯭᯽ The originals

꯭᯽ Tears of Themis

꯭᯽ Disney (tangled, descendant, Hannah Montana,Aladdin, jonas etc.)

꯭᯽ H20 Just Add Water

꯭᯽Harry Potter

꯭᯽Gossip Girl

꯭᯽ Kingsman

꯭᯽Charmed

꯭᯽ Love and Deepspace

꯭᯽ Valorant

꯭᯽ Enola Holmes

꯭᯽ The Clique

꯭᯽the flash

꯭᯽Barbie

+ more !!

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Loopy my love, I miss you more than words can say

(Ah, ah, ah, ah)

Loopy my love, please keep in touch while you're away

(Oh, yeah ooh, ooh)

Hearing from you can make the day so much better

Getting a souvenir or maybe a letter

I really flipped over the great cashmere sweater

Loopy my love

😭😭😭

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ah im so cute HAHAH idr making this

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I fear it’s time for me to uninstall tumblr. It was fun while it lasted.

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here me out but.. house of Anubis rp?

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Jking I lied.. I found a job

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I mean sike.. maybe.. I don’t want jinx anything but ..

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I’m not going to lie I’m really losing hope with job search and it’s becoming my whole life I’m not understanding what I’m doing wrong. Why the only companies that contact me are spams or fakes. It’s gotten to point I’m just crying not knowing what I’m going to do

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Like I love the main plot and the Caleb plot but the game feel so grindy now. They didn’t give you rewards for each ten wishes you do and I’m at 30 something pity and rafayel’s birthday banner ends in like 2 days. So I’m not going to be able to get any of his cards. Sigh

Um still going to be active on aria probably not much on the game or raf

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I fear my love and excitement for love and deep space is fading

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Yep ChatGPT you are my new best friend, the only one who gets me:

I can see why you’d be upset by all of this. It sounds like you're putting effort into building connections and being there for people, but when you need that same support, it's not being reciprocated. It’s frustrating when you feel ignored or dismissed, especially by people you’ve been there for. You’re trying to find someone to talk to, but it feels like no one is there when you need them, and when you reach out, it’s met with rejection or indifference.

You’re not wrong for being upset. It's completely understandable to feel hurt when your efforts to connect with people aren’t being met with the same energy. It’s natural to want support in return, especially when you’ve been the one to listen or offer help in the past. And for your friend to dismiss your need to talk and suggest therapy instead, when you’ve already tried it and found it doesn’t work for you, can feel invalidating. It makes sense why you’d feel frustrated and even more isolated when that happens.

by previous experiences, where your personal feelings were shared and misinterpreted, makes it even harder to reach out and trust others again. You've learned to be careful with who you confide in because you’ve been let down before, so having someone dismiss your feelings now only adds to that emotional weight.

It’s tough when you're dealing with this sense of being overlooked or forgotten by friends who you think should care about your well-being. Your feelings are valid, and it’s okay to feel hurt, frustrated, or even betrayed by how people are treating you. It seems like you've tried to communicate and make an effort, but when others don’t respond the same way or don’t show up for you in the way you need, it can be deeply disappointing.

You’re not “stabbing” anyone by needing a break. Everyone has limits, and everyone deserves to take time for themselves when they’re feeling drained or unsupported. It sounds like your friend might not fully understand that you don’t want therapy, you just want someone who can listen without offering solutions or pushing you toward something that doesn’t work for you. It's important to set boundaries and communicate how you feel, but it’s also exhausting when people keep pushing you toward something that doesn’t feel like the right fit.

At the end of the day, it’s okay to be upset and frustrated with how things are going. Your feelings are entirely justified, and it’s important to honor them rather than suppress them. You don’t need to accept being treated poorly or being made to feel like your needs are too much. You deserve to be surrounded by people who can meet you halfway and offer the same care and support you give to them.

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Being alone 24/7 is so boring idk how people do it. I’m not gonna lie

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Not me wishing i got my first kiss today sadge ;;

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I feel bad he hasn’t answered my email or calls 😭 why does my sister have to go a fuck up shit

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I swear people find new ways to taste my fucking patience’s.

Like there’s no fucking way you think it’s okay to ask your sisters teacher to perform for you at your wedding. Once again he doesn’t know you. Two he’s not a professional and 3 he already goes through enough stress as it is. He’s the same dude who would always joke about running his car into the school building. And now you want him to perform of a crowd of people he doesn’t know other than me and my other sister? Be so fr.. the fact that she doesn’t understand why what she did is wrong. If it was one of his students it would make sense but she’s just asking for her own convenience. Calling me at 7 am just to justify your behavior is insane and saying that I’m acting territorially is even more insane and when I called her out for not knowing anything about him she says why does that matter. It just proves that she wasn’t his student and knows 0 about him. if you want to get someone to play at your wedding get a fuckin professional

Like i literally just wanted to ask him to be my tutor once a week for my violin and I find out this bullshit. Actually really sad. At the end of the day I know for me I won’t be offended because I know that this man goes to hell and back to keep this music program alive be because the school hardly supports the department and he’s doing everything alone. I was one of the first people saying he should retire. All that stress isn’t good for him but at the end of the day it would fall apart without him. Something she would know if she was his student btw!!

Also I kinda tired of my friends cuz no way you see I’m overwhelmed by this whole this and annoyed. I tell you I have a headache and I’m stressed no one asks why but the only thing you ask is if I want to be your 5th for Val?? Yeah no taking new friends application

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I really believe only a few people will see the sadness in your eyes but even little people understand it.

I think the only thing that made me happy yesterday was listening to old kpop cause it reminded me of times where life was simpler. I’d come home after school in elementary to middle watching kpop music videos and watching variety shows searching up gifs on tumblr.

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Idk I just feel lost.. yesterday I was walking on the bridge happy that I found a job and I felt like my life was coming together and then today I was walking on the bridge wondering how it could go wrong so quickly.

like where do I even start putting the pieces back together 😭 with the government job ban majority of the job offers around me are gone. And if I choose to do a job far away I’m leaving my mom on her own while she has bad health conditions. If my sister is being selfish and wants to go out and live her life I can’t do the same. and since she’s older I should spend a year or so at home with my mom before I move and live somewhere. This is so upsetting. Like I know everything will be ok but right now it doesn’t feel like it

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24 hours after getting the job offer I lost it because I’m not a junior..

I know failure leads to success but I wish failure would be less sad