A mess

Adult || NSFW ahead. Minors DNI Local diva who loves to cry on a beautiful zebra couch (and does it with style). 👁️👄👁️✨ Incompetent at using Tumblr. Pro at obliterate 'em bitches. Behave or be blocked. My interests shift from one another. Don't expect any coherence here. My ask are OPEN

[zierzim]

The guide thing

Because I'm the one losing myself on my own blog.

The fandom(s) I'm currently into :

The Amazing Digital Circus (mainly Caine)

Hellsing

Gorillaz

My asks are open. I'll be glad to chat about my current obsessions!

My works

The Amazing Digital Circus

OC : "The Wolf" (questions appreciated)

Art and stuff

When wolf holds her breath "fankids" (SolitaryRegiment) "Hey, good lookin'!" (SolitaryRegiment) "You're fallin' asleep, again!" (AllTeeth) "Bury your firends" (wip) The wolf vs Ragatha 2 : The duel (wip) Wolf and Jax's die-namic Sketches and ref of Wolf (OC) Ragatha vs Wolf (wip) "You're fallin' asleep, again (AllTheeth/non-canon) (wip)

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Star Trek

"The NoNameYet Fic"

Fandom : Star Trek Prodigy

Characters : Tysess, Dr Noum, "Haza" (OC), Admiral Janeway, Bax (OFC)

Resume : Following the arrestation of a poacher ship, the Dauntless have to deal with a species they never knew before.

Damn Brat

A normal day aboard the Dauntless, Noum being on his last nerve and Tysess discovering the joys of Shigwaï ownership.

Opportunity plus Instinct Equals Problems

If Haza’s planet is a mystery for the Dauntless, who else than an arrogant and unlucky Ferengi to bring you informations ? 

Make That Step

After the unfortunate events inside the Holodeck, Tysess is now ready to take a important decision.

S.P.D (Sleep Paralysis Demon)

On progress...

Damn Rat

On progress....

Headcanons

Star Trek Pro -

Tysess headcanons Noum relationship headcanons (platonic) Why is Tysess unable to understand/talk english without the traslator ?

Deep Space Nine -

Senator Vreenak headcanons

Voyager -

Commander Rekar headcanons Commander Rekar imagines : What happened after his arrest ? Would Rekar fall for a human/Romulan hybrid ? Rekar and Parem relationship headcanons (few NSFW)

Other -

Stalking in Romulan culture

Memes and stoops

"I'm going to kill you" - Prodigy edition "Sense of humor" - With the Romulan men "Why would they murder you ?" - With the Romulan men

Haza/Tysess vs Haza/Noum dynamic in one picture

Art and stuff

Haza (OC - own species)

Realistic Haza/young Shigwaï study Sketch of young Haza (WIP) Sketch of Haza's polar gear (WIP) Research for Haza's outfit (WIP) Haza's Starfleet student uniform/colors and markings (WIP) Haza headshot reference (teen/adult) (outdated colors) Young Haza (Outdated/rejected)

About Shigwaïs and Draconian

Effect of Shigwaï venom on Andorians - by @indignantlemur

[mythshire]

The Problem With AI Vigilantism in Fandom

I want to talk about the harm caused by trying to police AI in creative communities, because things are getting really toxic. For the record, I dislike generative AI too. I think it’s built on theft and goes against the point of human expression. But turning online spaces into places where everyone is watched just to catch 'AI users' is hurting marginalized creators. Before you accuse someone based on a gut feeling or an unreliable detector, remember this: What people call AI 'tells' often look a lot like standard ESL writing. Non-native English speakers usually use structured, precise grammar or stick to common transitions because that’s how they learn the language. Accusing someone of using AI just because their writing sounds 'too clean' or 'formulaic' is often just xenophobia. This also hurts neurodivergent or hyper-focused writers. Many writers on the spectrum have their own structured styles, or they can write a lot in a short time. Calling high productivity or a different writing style 'robotic' pushes away the very people who make fan spaces interesting. The 'witch hunt' mindset does real damage. A community can handle a few cases of bad, AI-generated text getting through. What it can’t handle is a place where creators are too scared to post because a few loud voices are ready to attack them over a simple sentence.

AI models are trained on very structured, perfect grammar. So when a real person uses precise words, common transitions like 'Furthermore' or 'It is important to note,' or textbook grammar, detectors often say it’s AI. There’s a real ESL bias: studies show non-native English speakers get falsely accused much more often. Because ESL writers use standard words and sentence structures, detectors often flag their real work as robotic. One Stanford study found that 61% of essays written by international students were wrongly flagged as AI by at least one detector.

I want to end with one last message: stop trying to act like a digital cop. If you don’t like something, just move on. Unless someone openly says they used Gen AI, forcing people to defend themselves in public is ruining the spaces we’re trying to protect.

[zierzim]

So huuuh...I saw there was still cool active Hellsing OC's and wanted to share what I crafted for my own so far.

My capacity to draw manga nears the abyssal sub-zero but heh ! I'm healing !

Everything still in progress here. But I really wanted to bring my own contribution to the fandom.

"It is the responsibility of all immortals to care and protect those who are not." — Irina

Name

Irina Ovcharenko (Ірина Овчаренко)

Nationality

Ukrainian

Ethnicity

🇺🇦 Ukrainian

🇷🇺 Russian

Species

Dhampyr

Age

12 (1932) Holodomor

21 (1941) Deportation

79 (1999) OVA events

110 (2030) ante-Ultimate

Height

167cm (5.5 ft)

Weigh

65 kg

Relationships

Unknown father

Sofia Ovcharenko (mother) ✝

Ivan (friend) ✝

Helena (friend and mentor) ✝

Others

Integra Hellsing (patient)

Seras Victoria (ally/bodyguard)

Aliases

"Mongrel"

"Ukrainische freak" (by German soldiers)

"Sweet friend" (by Helena)

"Professor Ovcharenko" (by her students)

"Fool of no-race no-land" (by The Professor)(AU)

"Doc" (Seras)

"Halfbreed" (by Alucard)

"Mother bird" (by Integra)

Occupation(s)

Doctor

Professor at Imperial College London

Sir Integra's private doctor (since 2020)

Status :

Alive (main arc)

Deceased (AU, killed by the Professor)

Personnality :

Once revolted by her vampiric blood, Irina found confort in Helena to guide her through acceptance of her nightbreed half, which she now considers a divine responsibility to be used for common welfare. Her pacifist standpoints often earns contempt from vampires. The Professor, for instance, saw in her a "wasted potential".

Despite her front of calm and composed woman, the many perils she's been through seems deeply concealed in a veil of sorrow and nostalgia. She seem eager to turn her past sufferings into something constructive for the future.

Relationship

I wanted to bring a bit of contrast with what we've been used to with the Hellsingverse : Loneliness and characters who can't let go off their past, which makes them either depressed or let them sink in monstrosity. Irina is kind of an "in between" with the normal world and the terrific secrets of Hellsing. She's human AND midian, which allow her to understand most characters in the lore. Moreover, she's not a loner; she's sociable, has friends and students which she truly appreciate.

Few notes from my drafts :

Seras says Irina sometimes acts "like a grandma". Opinion shared by Irina's students.

Irina is sociable. She indeed spend most of her time with old ladies she likes to share gossips with.

Irina seem to act according communist values.

She's fluent in Ukrainian, Russian and english despite a persistent slavic accent. Basic in German and French too.

She's been in contact with Hellsing Foundation's for quite a while, providing blood bags and coordinating the team that carried Integra's surgery in Gonzo's show. She occasionally crossed the mansion's threshold between 1990-1999 and eventually became a recurent visitor after the Ultimate series.

The Grand Professor is the only person Irina truly hated for using science for destruction. Her resentment also stemmed from him seeing her like a monster whose "potential" had to be exploited, referring to what she committed under the influence of her vampiric blood (aka : Rampaging the soldiers who held her captive in an extermination camp and drive other prisoners to take advantage of the situation to riot).

Irina wanted to be a mother. However, I see her biological infertile, whether due to her hybridization or other physiological factors. Even if she could she wouldn't take the risk to pass her midian genes considering how unstable it might be. The fear of seeing her child perceived as an outcast and Hellsing itself are more reasons she'd refrain her motherhood dreams. What about adoption ? Maybe, someday...Although the dread of losing control and hurt the kid is persistent.

People say Irina has a strangely soothing presence. No one knows if this aura come from her vampiric abilities or her true nature.

Integra is aware of what she is, so as Alucard. In Hellsing files, Irina is known as the "Ukrainian Monster". Her case has been reported to the foundation shortly after the camp "incident". Alucard would have search to destroy her and fail doing so by looking for a "powerful real undead instead of an educated level headed little halfbreed". He think it's amusing.

I wanted her to be the polar opposite of Alucard. Thought the two of them rarely interact.

Irina still mourns the death of Ivan and Helena.

Her students introduced her to internet culture.

Irina is not immortal per say; she's aging. But quite slowly. Regarding her blood feeding habits: She doesn't need/want to rely on blood as much as a common vampire...But blood collection tubes makes better shots than B52's !

There's a lot more to say about her ! But I feel like it's already dead-ass too long for a character whose ref is still unfinished. I'm not against links if you guys are interested (except for romantic relationship. The gal doesn't need that).

[zierzim]

Never been so glad to see the rain !

[ozcreator]

I will eat all of your art and there's nothing you can do stop me ! *Evil french laugh*

Yes. There is something to stop you. A nuclear bomb.

That way, I save you from a severe case of indigestion ☝🏻

[zierzim]

DARE. I have betaine citrate and an umbrella !

[bebx]

“if you love this character then you must make him happy in your fics, right?” wrong. the horror. suffering. internal hemorrhage. hospital. immediately

[zierzim]

Hospital? Too vanilla. Let them bleed dry !

[zierzim]

Ok so...Wolf now lives in a ranch near the Circus with her lovely boyfriend Dictatorer.

They argue all day and live a happy life.

[zierzim]

But...what's up with Jax obsessing over Gangle tho ?

That guy's a freak.

[zierzim]

Huh wait WAIT!

Abstragedy is canon !?

ABSTRAGEDY IS CANON !

[amneshionthings]

I'm so grateful for this project, especially for Caine. As a neurodivergent person, I deeply relate to him. This hyperfixation helped me through my hardest times and still does. The finale wasn't my favorite, but Caine getting a happy ending means everything–I cry every time I see him happy and finally part of a family. Thank you to the whole team, I love this show, this cast, and above all, Caine.

I even started to selfship for the first time in my life. This character means the world to me

To see each drawing property

[zierzim]

YESYESYESYES <3

[zierzim]

DUDE THIS WAS THE BEST ENDING EVER ;U;

[whitepeopletwitter]

[blanketfortarchitect]

[rebloggingistheenemy]

[inviernodel95]

Thank you. I hope everybody thinks this

[zierzim]

May I wish you all a good "don't get fucking spoil" next two weeks.

[zierzim]

Because I saw @amneshionthings lovely Vampirebite ship and BURNED to do my own !

So have a messy SolitaryRegiment meme.

Finding something accurate for the "Relationship as…" was kind of tricky cuz' man, it's difficult to find a duo that trully match their energy ! So Dictatorer/Wolf is a mix of all of these, basically.

Relationship's progression in music

Bad Things - Jace Everett

I Try - Macy Gray

The Happy Dictator - Gorillaz

Eagle Birds - The Black Keys

Few notes

Confession : There never been official confession. The relationship established naturally until they realised they were together.

Poetry and love letters : All warrior he is, Dictatorer is also a politician, means keen with words. Despite his surly demeanor, he's good at laying his feelings on paper when the inspiration come from his muse (if we can even consider Wolf a muse…). He'll read them again, eyes narrowed, wondering in denial if he's trully the mind behind this "stupid mawkishness".

These letters will eventually pile up in the darkest corner of his bunker, locked in a chest or stored somewhere in his memory.

Horny : One feels above the law, the other is making his own. Thus no filter can stop them from experimenting, especially with pleasure. They learned there's many ways to get it in a world deprived of parts; theirs lays in domination and submission.

Both of them enjoy a good fight. Whenever they can battle each other during adventures, they'll go for it without the slightest mercy.

Recreative arguing is their favorite activity! Dictatorer is a bawler while Wolf revels in ragebaiting him with sarcastic remarks.

They sometimes team up during adventures as antagonists to both Evil big tops and actual cast.

As paradoxical as it might be, they're each other's guardrail. Which prevent any of them to get too rough on their comrades.

Wolf loves to chew on Dictatorer because the man is made of camel bone.

[squishy-lombax]

A while ago I hosted a poll of various TADC related things I wanted to draw, and what you guys wanted to see next. I did not expect a short infographic involving Theater Etiquette to come in 2nd place. So here it is!!

This was meant to be simple, but, as expected, I went waaaay overboard lol. I'm actually super happy with how it turned out! This is one of the few pieces I am actually okay with you reposting to other sites WITH CREDIT. So go ham! Spread the word!

Edit: I've gotten a lot of comments about it, so i want to clarify that I also don't mind you printing this out and hanging it up if you have permission from a location to do so. I'm just not sure if I made the file large enough to do so, but good luck 👍

I got tickets for June 4th! Can't wait to see ya'll there!

Close-ups below:

[squishy-lombax]

It's exactly one week until TADC The Last Act hits theaters! Please be good boys and girls!

[erabut4xcrazy]

SAFE ANTI SPOILER SPACE TADC

Repost if your account is a safe anti spoiler place of Tadc, We shall NOT spread spoilers of EP 9 till it comes out on YouTube. Lets make This last experience enjoyable for everyone!

[mushroombea]

gotten spoiled some major twists by some asshole on tiktok because they only placed a warning in the tiny little title space below. I fucking can't. just know that I'll be yapping about Tadc only past june 19th once it's uploaded to youtube

[zierzim]

Keep everyone's experience safe and great guys! Don't be a dick. It's not because you're the first in line that you should shred the sits for those to come.

[zierzim]

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