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Zikomo Jones ♎⚖️ Holistic, Snapchat- Zikomoj Instagram -Zikomo Jones.. Pretty friendly.. I like to speak positive while showing my dark side!

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Tears flow from my eyes every day because I'm so torn or what is telling me the truth! I love you with all of my heart however my mind tells me that I'm wasting my time loving someone who does not want to be loved! This battle of war is a non stop thing, there is truly no winner from this! What do you go with from this point? Your mind, protecting you from making another mistake, keeping you out of harms way so that you won't hurt like you've been hurt before. The heart, wants you to try and choose love, wants you to feel what being loved is about, to create memories with and cherish that person who you feel connected too! My eyes drop tears of sadness so my heart can express what it's feeling at the moment! The inside of wanting to hold on and have a moment of what if between us. You have to get mad at the universe sometimes because you didn't ask for this, it came to you unexpectedly and made you feel alive again. I've learned the lesson however it seems the consequences of loving a person I know I can not be with hurts. I wish it would have never happened.. I have to make the hardest decision of my life!

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When you came into my life, I felt something in my heart. I knew you had been hurt and have gone through so much.. We were connected by our souls. We grew a strong bond and felt a love that we've never seen or felt before! I felt like I hit the lottery when I would get to see you, to hold you, kiss you. My day would be filled with sunshine when you would text me good morning! As memories have been recorded in our minds and roots growing in our hearts, I can't express how much you've meant to me and what you've shown me! I can love unconditionally, I can be a provider, I can be a good man, maybe one day be husband with the possibility of being a father! I'll never forget this!

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When I met you, you were going through so much in life. You shared your life story with me on how much you've survived the trails and storms. After hearing this, I didn't hear any sadness or discouraging thoughts. I heard a relentless, you never gave up. You still smiled, you still showed joy, you still kept your heart and love for the world!

I saw your light, I saw your soul! I was amazed and that feeling in my heart felt your energy! Through the millions of people in the world you could have talked too, God made it a way for us to cross paths!

As time passed, that simple have a good day turned into more. Here we were checking on each other during the day, sometimes it was just hear each other's voice. You started to be persistent on your feelings. As much I wanted to dive in first, I was scared and feared that you weren't real! My heart would ache because it was growing feelings for you. I remember telling you that I need to bottle this up and I couldn't go further than what was present.

I was ready to love! I was bound by my own insecurities. I never was a choice in life to be loved! You continues to show me that I have value and I am worthy of a heart. We shared the same in heartache however we wanted to try again! As each day continues to go by, I begin to let my guard down and place my heart in your hand! It feels like you're holding it so delicate and with care as I am with yours!

Now we are here, 2 souls that crossed journeys at this present time. To be there for one another and to support each other's well-being. We created a safe space so that if anything would go wrong, we could count on each other.

I don't feel this normal. You appeared out of nowhere and now we create memories for the better!

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I'm my best

I'm myself whenever you're around

You're my favorite sound

Favorite sound

I felt my pain drift away with November rain

Cleared my soul and my mind

And you're the reason why

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Some say that when you fall in love with someone's soul, you feel connected to them through meaningful interactions, spending time together, and understanding their needs. You might feel energized or inspired after spending time with them, and feel comfortable and secure in their presence. You might also be able to express yourself openly without fear of judgment, and feel mutual respect and admiration for each othe

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The Primal Need for Connection

I crave you!

Your touch as a fundamental aspect of bonding, Physical contact, missing your comforting hug, your soft kiss and the reassuring of your soul! As we grow together and stronger, I feel that's it shaping our emotional landscape. When you are not are. I am missing the feeling of your touch, I tend to experience the feelings of isolation and loneliness.

I crave you

We've never been sexual and it's beyond measure how so in tune we have become! Feeling of empath, I know when you're sad, know when you're hurting, know when you miss me!

I crave you

The desires of my heart yearn for you! I wake up thinking about you, I go to sleep thinking about you. This telepathy has engulfed my being wanting to be with you all of the time! 

I crave you

You came out of nowhere, surprised and having no idea of how much you'd make an impact in my life! My heart beats for you! I don't know what to do if this is just for a season or for a lifetime! I can't breathe without you! I don't ever want this feeling to go away!

I crave you

I absolutely am in love with you and every being of you! I'm more than thankful for the journey that is only the beginning. I tend to make more memories with you till the ends of the earth!

I crave you.

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Omg.. This speaks to me in my current situation! Just sucks

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You've been something that's I never felt before. I want to take you away from all of the pain and hurt that you've dealt with during the past and begin to heal your heart with great and new memories! I see you as a beautiful treasure, so valuable and precious. You deserve smiles, laughter, a sense of happiness. Kisses, security, and peace! I can't stop thinking about you! I cherish you and I adore with admiration!

One day I'll be able to share with you. Where ever you are in life, I hope you are ok and nothing is bothering your spirit! I absolutely love you to the end of the earth with all of my being..

Love you

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Why is this song hitting me so hard this morning?

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When I tell you that I love you infinity and to the ends of the earth I mean that.. I wish you could see how magnificent and great you really are! Your soul is what captured my attention to you! My connection with you is like no other. I want you to see the beauty, the power, strong willed., humbleness and so much more. I get caught up because I want to use other words to describe you but they are not created.. You're so precious to me. A treasure! This is why I love you!

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On EVERYTHING. You watched the checker check out my shit lmao

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Looking into your beautiful brown eyes I saw what you've been through.. Hurt, pain, suffering in silence! When I looked at your soul, I saw something special, a person who fought her way from nothing, who rose to the occasion when faced with turmoil, a survivor, a Queen that needed to be acknowledged. Loving you would be easy because you don't ask for much! You soul shot me with wanting to take care of you!

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None.. I don't like to argue at all

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I think I found her! Beautiful brown eyes and soul. I'm giving it time..

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Hard shit to learn! I love helping people and trying to do my best however sometimes people want to live in the lifestyle they want and that's okay! Some people like misery

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If you didn't call, I'm looking at you like this