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Come Back Down || Zerrie

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“This is it, Zayn,” Perrie whispers as their eyes locked. “This is your last shot, because I can’t keep playing this game it’s just too much of a struggle.” She didn’t know what to do anymore, but all she knew was that she needed him. “Then you need to go rest and get yourself back to normal. I need you - they need you.”

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Zayn smiled softly at her. “I promise, everything will be different this time.” He pressed his lips lightly to her forehead. “Can I just spend a little while longer with you? I’ve haven’t seen you in so long. I just need a little more time with you right now.” His thumb brushed gently across her cheek. “I love you so much, Perrie.” He whispered, keeping his eyes on hers. 

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Come Back Down || Zerrie

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The closer he held her the more relaxed the blonde was, her arms snaked around his neck and she held him just as close. “I just want you back, I want you to go back on tour and be happy and have fun, because you haven’t been doing that anymore you’ve been going out and being reckless and it’s not like you. I want the Zayn I fell in love with back.”

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“I need time with you too, though.” His arms wrapped securely around her waist. “I’m just not myself when I’m not with you. I don’t like who I am without you.” Pulling back slightly, Zayn’s eyes locked with Perrie’s. “I’m right here, m’love. You have me back and I’m not going anywhere. Not anymore.”

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Come Back Down || Zerrie

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It wasn’t until Zayn was wiping her tears that Perrie was full aware that she was crying. She felt so stupid and used, but whenever he spoke it made her feel like everything was going to be okay - even if she didn’t know if that was true. “I can’t keep doing this, every time is the last time.You’re always going to try to get better, but you haven’t shown me anything that makes me believe you.”

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“I promise. You won’t have to keep doing this. I won’t go out anymore. I’ll stay back when the guys are out. I’ll do whatever it takes.” Zayn held her close, afraid that if he let go he could lose her at any second. “Perrie, please...give me one more chance. Everything will be different. I promise. I just want to make you happy, that’s it, and I’m not leaving here and I’m not going back on tour until you are.”

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Come Back Down || Zerrie

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"Sorry’s not good enough,” Perrie speaks quietly as she closes the magazine and stands up from the table. “I expected more from someone who says they love me and will do anything to make me happy.” She doesn’t say anymore as she can feel the tears start to swell in her eyes. “I’m sorry for whatever I did to you that made you this angry at me that this was how you needed to hurt me,” her voice was low and cracked as she looked away from him, a few tears falling down her cheeks. 

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“I will do anything to make you happy...I’ll do whatever it takes, Perrie.” Standing up, Zayn moved in closer to her, brushing away the tears rolling down her cheeks. “Perrie, please, listen to me. I’ve never, ever set out to intentionally hurt you and it honestly makes me furious with myself that I have.” He gently lifted her face up to look at him. “You’ve never done anything to make me mad. You’re absolutely perfect. I know I’ve been so shitty, but I’m trying to be better. I’m going to be better.” He let his forehead rest against hers. “I can’t lose you.”

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Come Back Down || Zerrie

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Perrie scoffed and shook her head as she listened to his response, she knew that if she looked up at him she’d lose it - she just wasn’t sure if it’d be out of anger or because of how broken her heart was. “Zayn, this has happened before and you say the same things.” She opens up to the page she was looking at before he came in and pointed to the picture of him and the mystery woman holding hands. “You want to make me believe in you? Don’t get drunk and act like a fool with random girls.” She snapped, her head turning so her eyes could look at him. “Or better yet, why don’t you try not waiting until the press hears about it to tell me what’s going on.”

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Zayn shrunk back in the chair. Her words hurt, but it hurt even more that everything she had was true. His eyes studied her features, not bothering to even glance at the picture she was referring to. “That’s why I came home. That’s why I’m taking this whole break. I want to just be with you and make everything right. You know I love you more than anything.” He shook his head, becoming more and more frustrated. “I’m sorry, okay? I fucked up, and I’m sorry.” His voice grew softer as he apologized. “I don’t know how many times I have to say it, but I’ll say it until you believe me.”

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Come Back Down || Zerrie

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The girl couldn’t help but act a little cold towards her fiance as he kissed her cheek, a reaction not coming out of the girl as she continued to flip through the magazine. It was tough being away from Zayn but nothing was worse than every interview, every fan and even her friends questioning her relationship until she began to worry herself. Her eyes didn’t lift from one of the articles as he spoke to her, questioning her acts. “Because,” Perrie snaps at him before turning the page of the magazine. “I’ve learned more about your side of our relationship through these than by you.”

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A bit stunned by her response, Zayn struggled to find the words to say. Sitting back in the chair, he didn’t let his eyes leave Perrie. “I’ve told you everything, Perrie. I don’t get why you believe some trash article over me.” He shook his head with a scoff. “How many times do I have to tell you that nothing happened between me and whoever they’re trying to say I was with. You know more than anyone how they manipulate pictures to make the whole situation appear different than it really is.” Leaning an elbow on the table, his head rested in his hand. “I don’t know how to make you believe me.”

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Come Back Down || Zerrie

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Perrie had been home for a few hours now, her mind racing with all of the things that has been going on. The cheating rumors, the pictures, and their lack of communication has caused a riff in their relationship so she hoped they could work it all out or else she didn’t know what else to do. As she sat at the kitchen table she couldn’t help but flip through the tabloids, it hurt all too much and she didn’t know what else to do. So when she heard Zayn call out to her she let out a shaky breath and called back to him. “I-In the kitchen!”

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Finding his way through their house, Zayn made the few short turns into their kitchen. He knew so much had been going on, putting a strain on their relationship, but Zayn knew the truth about it all. He knew that he didn’t cheat on his fiancee, and he was willing to do whatever it took to prove it to her and get their relationship back to the way it was. Seeing Perrie sitting there, a soft smile couldn’t help but take over his features. Walking over, he leaned down to press a gently kiss to her cheek. “I’ve missed you so much.” Zayn spoke in an accidental whisper. Taking a few steps, he sat down on the chair next to hers. “Why are you looking at all of that?” He questioned, his eyebrows knitting together.

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Come Back Down || Zerrie

After what felt like hours of sitting in silence on the plane, it finally touched down in the late evening. After Zayn gathered all of his luggage, he left the airport and headed home. He texted Perrie once he was in the cab. It was a short drive, but to Zayn it felt like a whole century as it was bittersweet to actually be back home. Once the cab pulled up in front of their house, Zayn paid the driver, got his bags out of the trunk and made his way up to the door. He left all of his bags at the door once he got inside, wanting to see Perrie. The house was quiet as he walked around looking from room to room. “Perrie?” He called out. “Pez, where are you?” 

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Can we forget about the things I said when I was drunk? I didn't mean to call you that.

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I know love as a fading thing, just as fickle as a feather in a stream

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High For This - Ellie Goulding (The Weeknd Cover)

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