Zombie

Young writer (Poetry for fun sometimes) Blogging my teen life

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Salad

I was hungry

So I got a salad

I mean I am pudgy

Apparently it was contravalid

I thought you’d be happy

Happy I chose to eat healthy

But that decision ended up crappy

It quickly turned messy

Eating a salad led me to be

Called selfish & self centered

Hours past & I still thought of what that can mean for me

But oh were you heard

You left me for hours

I sat and worked

My eyes glossed like sucking on sours

Your words lurked

Was I a bad person?

I questioned my self worth

I felt my will to live worsen

Wanting a new birth

When you came back you acted all buddy-buddy

Like nothing happened

It was like 2017 IT, I saw it as bloody

But in reality

You could see it as clean

I felt muddy

Bloody

Now it doesn’t bother me

We’re better, a day later

Like it’s dusted under the rug but I want to leave it be

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I love Panic! At the disco

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A.L.I.C.E.

School drills are like steak

We stay put

They don't feel so fake

Or we go on foot

They are like steak because I do not like it

they make my stomach feel like a pit

I do not want to be shot

What if someone has a plot?

they make me afraid of a public event

Because I do not want to be spent

Why show if we need to train for tragedies?

Is this really apart of the worldly realities?

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New Melanie Martinez album just dropped!! Hades!! ITS SO GOOD

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Life of a 13 year old

I lie

I stress

I don’t know why.

It’s considered action-less.

My mom says it’s inexcusable

I’m tired

My mind is unavailable

I am deterred

When my mom cries

She is told to shed

All heads turn to her to dry her eyes

My eyes are red

I want to cry

There is endless work

Due dates come by

Missing assignments lurk

What makes my stress so invalid?

I am a child

I am told to eat a salad

It is piled

My sister is the winner

While I am told to get thinner

My sister is athletic

Well I might as well be diabetic

I get called lazy to my face

While I try my best to ace

I want to cry

I try try try

I lose

I snooze

Why do you yell?

I don’t feel so swell

I listen to Deftones

While you two raise and anger your tones

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Second - Acrostic

Why are you so cute?

You are studious and kind

And you never dispute

To me, I think you’d mind.

To be true I think you’d mind that I pine.

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first Sonnet

His eyes are a green-blue

His gaze lets your soul inside

He holds virtue

He never lies or sets you aside

He carries his head with benign

His smile is those of a light

His teeth crooked but perfectly align

When he sees you look your eyes take flight

He's socially relevant but kind

His voice is fast

He makes me unwind

I could listen for hours past

I would want this to last

I pine

He stays supine

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I Awoke as I Always did (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/story/409412002-i-awoke-as-i-always-did?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_myworks&wp_uname=Jars184 Girl with no flavor in her life meets a new kid, her first friend. Read as her life goes downhill, Not just as always.