So damn tired of my self esteem being lowered by people who don't matter. Sick of feeling like I'm not good enough. Like I'm insignificant. I'm done with being compared. I look in the mirror and all I see is hate for myself and wanting to be in a different body and have a different life. Tired of the first thing people noticing about me is how big I am. I hate that people don't think I can do this. I feel like no one believes in me and it gets me so mad. I feel like they don't care to support me and motivate me. I don't want anymore excuses to not love myself. I don't want to feel like I can't ever get in first place. I'm angry. At myself, at everyone who thinks I can't make myself better. Well, fuck you. I want better and I will do better. There is nothing you could say to stop me. Who says anger isn't a good motivator?
