My nemesis

"Nemesis believed that no one should ever have too much good, and she always cursed those who were blessed with countless gifts" I'm 25 years, young and naive..? I can't recall one time in my life where I didn't struggle with low self esteem. I was diagnosed with anorexia nervosa at the age of 12. I've spent my teens fighting ana, depression, social anxiety and bulimia :( I desperately want to recover

[scarletstripes]

[nothingnow-gone-deactivated2022]

“It always comes back to me crying on my bathroom floor.”

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[depressingmadness]

Always.

[scarletstripes]

[scarletstripes]

[0-even-angels-fall-0]

I don't wanna die alone

I don't wanna live forsaken

I refuse to let this go

Because my soul is breaking

I don't wanna let you know

That my heart is just so jaded

I refuse to let it show

I refuse to let it go

Wake me up when this is over

I'm tired of living life like it's a dream

Please wake me up when it's all over

I'm tired of living right here in between

I refuse

[0-even-angels-fall-0]

It's the demons I've created for myself.

The tragic truth.

It's hard for me to understand myself.

So it has to be hard as hell for you!

Are we born to be broken, sinners, and thieves?

Someone tell the heavens I'm ready to escape!

This is not what I wanted not what I need!

Take it all, tear it all, rip it all away!

[uwubbyx]

[emanuelee]

xx

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[emanuelee]

xx

[0-even-angels-fall-0]

My head don't work, the meds don't work

But I don't want to be dead, dead don't work

Sleep's the cousin of death, the bed don't work

Maybe I'd rather be dead; dead don't hurt

Realization of an inherent emptiness

Maybe that's another sin for the pessimist

Possibly I am a jinn with a exorcist

I've fallen because I've been on the precipice

Maybe it's my mama's possible regret

Maybe it's a neurological neglect

Maybe it's the reason why water's wet

[stars-bean]

Bambi (1942) dir. David Hand

[depresseddisneyprincess]

[societyisfxke-deactivated202102]

[freesuicidalmemes]

[ifeelfinedotexe]

[xbloody-thighs-hollow-eyesx]

we are all the things we said we never would become 

[positivelypresent]

… just something to consider.🎈 https://ift.tt/2L5qHj6