dont reblog my personal posts

danny // main: @v****rk read this.

[imwritingpoems-deactivated20200]

ill spend the rest of my life trying to forget

[monokoh]

[citree]

:-)

[screenshotsofdespair]

[traintracks-moved-deactivated20]

[traumartist]

i wasn’t strong enough to survive.

[beeorchids-moved-deactivated201]

no offense but why cant yall handle people rejecting your apologies with dignity

[beeorchids-moved-deactivated201]

i cant believe i had to deal with this for the second time now, but you cant expect people to be nicer to you and forgive you just because you apologized.

if you stepped out of line and hurt them, why the fuck would you assume that they would be nice to you about it.

expecting them to immediately forgive you and suppress their anger because you felt bad is just a show of self entitlement and a lack of humility. you can’t handle being confronted for the shit you did and actually being reprimanded for your disgusting behavior makes you uncomfortable.

[clownhaggard]

If you apologize for the sake of forgiveness rather than for the sake of the person you have hurt, then you ae not apologizing. That is not being sorry and you are not being reorseful, you are trying to rid yourself of your own guilt and trying to force the person who you hurt to wipe he slate clean for you, and it makes you an asshole.

[pkaykim]

[yoonmilktea]

[babyboy-dre]

Longs term effects of emotional abuse:

• a distrust in your perceptions

• a tendency to be fearful or on guard

• self-consciousness or fear of how you are coming across

• an inability to be spontaneous

• a distrust of people and in future relationships

• anger that bursts out unexpectedly

• sensitivity to anyone trying to control you

• the feeling of anxiety when someone lets you decide

• withdrawal from social interactions

• unexplainable feelings of shame/guilt

• unusual weight gain/loss

• changes in appetite

• unexplained anxiety or depression states

• self destructive behavior

• isolation from friends/family

• substance abuse

[palmpetals]

bubble head

[factsmyguy-deactivated20180214]

i deadass lost interest in everything. im just cruising on autopilot rn

[tachylyte]

hello operator? how do I stop feeling sad and dysfunctional every time I see someone do something better than I do it

[traumasuggestion]

I feel like no one wants to be around me anymore because now my trauma is effecting my everyday life. Why do you always have to take everything away from me? Why can’t I have my own fucking life back? Why did you have to ruin me?

[coldafternoon-deactivated202102]

have i mentioned recently how much i absolutely hate myself? i feel like i haven’t been clear enough about that lately but i’d just like to remind everyone that i really am the scum of the earth

[jennyyuu]

[bpdbeforehoes]

Me: why are all my conversations so boring/awkward/forced?

My brain: because ur in them

Me: true