5 months together, 6+ months knowing you.
Today crept up on us like the rest of the months. The past 6 months of this year have flown so fast, I'm still in disbelief. Yet we have done so much, and come so far from who we each where when we were dating.
We went to the movies (Startrek: Into Darkness), and had lunch. We met in Redwood City around noon. Walked around because our Chinese food restaurant was packed. Ran across a Turkish place where the owner wouldn't let us walk by. Even gave us the offer that if we didn't like it, the food was free. He tried to sell us on something a bit to spicy for our stomachs at that hour. We had an enjoyable time.
After the movie we sat outside and enjoyed grilled cheese from "The Melt". We talked about how you scoped out a great place in the mens room for us. We talked about music that either played or from our past conversation of Ice Cube vs. Tupac. Then for me it was frozen yogurt time. We moved into the shade and continued our discussion which then turned into celebrities we'd do, or ones we wouldn't. The only one we can for sure agree upon doing even together is Emma Stone.
Having said all of the above, I wouldn't even believe that we had come this far. We talk about random nothingness, and we talk about real life problems and occurrences. We talk about the future and our pasts. Nothing is off limits with us, nothing but openness for our relationship. We are so different, and yet so similar. The pieces between us have fallen where they may, and now we've been weaving them together in that exact placement.
When I first made contact with you, it was on the dating site "okcupid". I hadn't run across anyone serious enough to meet, and my profile was up for I had nothing to lose. I had made profiles on the same site before, but it never struck right. I always deleted it and came back a year or so later. I was never seriously looking for a relationship because I doubted it could have even happened, for real this time.
Then you came along. On my end, I just got home from work, checking all my e-mails and messages. You then sent and instant message which then turned into 16+ paragraphs for over 20 exchanged messages. You really did have me hooked and reeled with interest in our brief instant messaging. So much that I told you I had to run, but to please keep messaging me so we would talk more.
In about a week we met in a Peete's coffee in San Jose, Ca. It was late November, and you just got home from Los Angeles. We talked about ourselves, but having messaged so much online we bypassed all your basic boring stuff. You showed me around SJSU after I beat you in 2 games of Uno.
We have dated for 10 dates, usually 2 dates in one week, every week until Jan. 5, 2013. On those dates we shared those uneasy gutsy feelings of first time holding hands, first kiss, and first real time you seen my cleavage.
You are and always had been special since that first message. I'm glad I didn't close my profile, I'm glad you did that search, I'm glad you took the chance and messaged me. I'm glad I had enough balls to give you my number and then meet you in person. You got my out of my shell, and I haven't regretted.
On January 5th 2013, we went to the movies in San Jose. The first time ever going to the movies in Downtown SJ. We were seeing "Life of Pi". It was right before the movie that you officially asked me out. We knew this day was coming on New Years Eve. We didn't want it to be cliche. On the 2nd wouldn't have worked due to drama and it being my bestfriend's birthday. So we waited mutually until there was a day that wasn't marked by something else. It was the "official" beginning of us.
With today being our 5 month anniversary and still going more and more strong every month, I wanted to start this blog in memory of us. So much has happened since that first message in November. In one more month it'll be our half year anniversary. For both of us, that's a record. And we both couldn't be any happier.
I love you so much, with all my heart, soul, and being. I wouldn't and will never change anything about you, us, or even dream of splitting. You are one of the biggest and best things to happen to me. And our timing is impeccable. I one day want to show you everything you mean to me. But nothing in this universe or our lifetime will ever sum up my feelings for you.
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