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kim hyunwoo.nineteen.main vocal of SECOND ★ STAR former classical musician

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          teddy find himself getting defensive. getting tense. getting a little bit teary. a little bit angry. a little bit happy. a little bit confused about everything. he is loved. he is loved by his band mates. he is not forgotten – yet. and so teddy find himself frowning on hyunwoo’s embrace.

          a part of him want to push him but another big part of him want to cry in his hug because – damn, he missed him so bad that it hurt his heart and soul.

         teddy is actually doesn’t know to react because he is battling with himself in his mind. he can’t think straight right after what the managements staff talking about his contract.

         “i don’t have appetite. i lost the point of eating.”  i lost the point of living without you guys  “ – a while. been attending classes for a month right now” he just can’t say lies in front of hyunwoo. he just can’t. he blurbs out everything because it feels right to say that in front of hyunwoo. because he will take a good care of him – or he used to be. “i’m sorry” is all he can say right now. “i’m sorry” he repeats. “i’m sorry–”  i’m sorry i don’t know what to answer; should i stay or should i not. they gives me a week before i decided. i’m scared. i’m terrified, hyunwoo –

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Hyunwoo merely sighed - not having the energy to scold the younger boy - he merely allowed his  nimble fingers to run through Teddy’s hair,  Wanting to comfort the younger boy. “ Let Hyung make you something when you go back to the dorm okay ? You’re so thin, just because you’re busy doesn’t mean you should skip meals.”

That was tough - coming from himself. Hyunwoo rarely ate when he was busy shooting. But Teddy didn’t need to know that.

In Teddy’s eyes he needed to be a stable hyung. He couldn’t show weakness to anyone.  

“ Oh baby, why are you saying sorry ?”  The vocalist muttered, as he pulled away from the hug and rubbed the younger’s shoulders. “ you don’t need to say sorry to me at all, just take care of yourself that’s all  I want.”

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@0419kh ; wait for me to come home.

     in and out and in and out and on and on – like a cycle that will never end.

     he has been trying to calm himself down a bit. facing the company staffs sure is scary after a long while. he never know he could be that nervous in front of them ( nor knowing that they’re actually scary shit ). so he closes the door behind him, even closing the door won’t make his nervousness gone. and now it is up to the management team then, he thinks. he already told them every fucking words that had been clawing inside his heart, soul and mind. it hurt to not let it out.

     it hurt even more when he let it out. but he has no choice to do it so. closing his eyes, trying to find his pace again before he take a first step away from the office.

     then two.

     then three.

     then four and five and on and on and on —

          and he stops ( his feet, his breath, his heart – it stops for a second ) “h-hyunwoo –”

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There were rumors. 

He heard them as the stylist nonnas did his make up earlier.  That Teddy was back.

Hyunwoo didn’t want to believe them. He didn’t want to have his hopes up - so the vocalist pretended that his script was way more interesting.

The young man peeked towards the end of the script in hopes that his character didn’t die in the end.

The results of course could be changed depending on the script writer’s fickle mind.

But back to the main point. The actor - after finishing up filming was dropped off at the company - needing to pick up something from a manager when he noticed a familiar figure appear not to far from him.  

Hyunwoo felt a lump grow in his throat - as he realized that this wasn’t some sick joke - that was Teddy - that was his baby standing outside the main office. And without much thought - the older male dropped the script that he was holding onto.

The booklet falling onto the ground with a soft thump as he walked over to the younger male. A relived smile on his face as the vocalist as soon as he was close enough - rung his arms around the younger and pulling him into a tight hug. “ Teddy darling - when did you get back ? You’re so thin now...have you been skipping meals.” 

Not that he wanted to admit it but his voice was quite watery. Even when he nagged.

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fckxillusion:

      Yeo wasn’t sure if the umbrella would be in the store or not, but he was willing to look around. Hearing as the male trailed off he nodded “That can’t be that hard to find. It’s not like this place is even that big.” He comments stepping around the counter to look around the store. His brown eyes scanning places it could have fallen. “If it’s in the store I can promise it will pop up.” Yeo tells him as he looked over his shoulders at him. 

Hyunwoo was grateful that the worker was nice enough to help him -  he didn’t need to use his own time like that. “ Ah thanks - uh did you just start  your shift or something - there was another worker here like twenty minutes ago.” The vocalist said casually as he began to scan through the store.

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ssavatarwan:

The silence was awkward – not just because they were receiving a new band mate, but also because they somehow managed to lose another one despite the precautions they took. Did they really deserve to be a band after losing three members within the first year? Even if Teddy is just taking a hiatus, how long will it be before he decides he wants to leave too? The three of them knew how hard Takuya’s and Kyuyoung’s departure affected Teddy and the three of them tried to be there for the drummer over the course of the past month or so, but if Teddy actually chooses to leave, does that mean they still haven’t learned their lesson?

Siwan broke out of his thoughts when he heard the recording room’s door suddenly open, the oldest member raising his eyebrows in surprise at the sight of Kyung. Although Siwan wasn’t personally close with the younger male, he did see him around from time to time, the other being a trainee under BB for quite some time. If the guitarist recalled right, he also remembers that the boy in front of them also dated Jae briefly when Second Star were still trainees – Well, this is certainly going to get interesting.

Although there was still a bit of tension within the room due to the situation, it didn’t mean that they couldn’t warmly welcome their newest member, even if he was just a temp. Following Jae’s (surprising) lead, Siwan too also stood up to pay his greetings towards the younger male.

“Nice of you to join us.” Siwan spoke with his usual smile, also extending his hand out to Kyung. “We look forward to having you drum for us.”

Hyunwoo was tired - mentally and physically. The company had signed him up for two new cfs and his new drama had just wrapped up the last few shoots in the week. Of course - the lost of the third band member gave him much grief.  That he would have to hide again - with his various schedules Hyunwoo he didn’t have time to wallow in self pity nor freak out over his band situation - more so they couldn’t afford that.

He was the one with everything put together. Regardless if he was at a drama shooting since midnight and was shuffled into the recording room instead of the dorm. The vocalist was quickly going over his new script when the door to the room finally opened.

Well here goes nothing.

Hyunwoo placed down his script - a smile appearing on his face hoping this new face felt comfortable in the room and forever how long they would be with the band. And apparently in their track record it wouldn’t be that long.

“ Ah. I’ve seen you around the practice rooms before. It’s a pleasure to have you come and help us so quickly. “ The vocalist said in a warm tone, bowing his head slightly.

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fckxillusion:

    Yeo was still wondering how he got roped into watching his friend’s store for him. While he left to do something hearing someone enter he looked up. “Uh I don’t know I’m just watching this place for my friend. But I can help you look around if you want? What does the umbrella look like?”

       It was just Hyunwoo’s luck though - to leave his umbrella at some random store he was browsing through and for it to only start raining.  “ Oh..” he trailed off - god why was he such a magnet for bad luck. “ It was purple with white stars so.”  The vocalist explained as he scanned the store for the said object. “ I was looking through here earlier and I must of left it.”

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                                “ uh- excuse me.” the vocalist uttered rather awkwardly as he stumbled into the shop - his clothes slightly wet from the rain outside. “ did i happen to leave an umbrella here?”

                                     god, he hoped someone didn’t take it.

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     But pretty isn’t everything, right.    

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    BB Entertainment dropped the teaser for Second Star’s latest comeback with an unknown title for the Title Track. However the teaser is quite active and has gathered quite a few comments for it’s supposed sexual exploitation of the model in the video. However, many netizens have commented that there have been far worse videos coming out lately and that Second Star’s comeback seems very tame in comparison and to let “boys just be boys”. The teaser confirms the album and video drop on September 5th and we’ll just have to wait and see until then how the boys do with the comeback. However the song itself, seems fun and light hearted enough. Let’s just see how this goes! 

( Song Credit )

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SECOND ★ STAR.

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ssavatarwan:

“Don’t worry. This is my last one for the summer commissions.” Siwan reassured the younger male, placing his hands behind him to balance himself before leaning back. “CEO-nim made it clear that he wasn’t going to accept any other commissions for me until after promotions are over.”

Siwan snorted at the visual’s answer and leaned over and patted the other’s cheek affectionately with a grin of his own.

“Aigoo, our princely Hyunwoo-yah is getting so much love~” He teased though his words were sincere. He was glad that the other was being recognized as both an artist and an actor though Siwan had to admit that he missed having Hyunwoo around seeing as the younger male had been constantly working over the past few months.

"At least you have your song writing to fall back on since your looks aren't that great." Hyunwoo teased as he stuck his tonuge out at the older male  but quickly moved away from him in fear the older would throw something at him. "I'm kidding hyung - you're not that bad looking.

The vocalist srunched his nose upon having his cheeked patted - the action which he did often to the younger memebers of the band was odd to experince on his own.

" Of course I am - one look at my face and you know I'm royality." He bragged - though honestly he was a bit worried about the fact he was getting so popular so quickly - the threat of blacklash hanging over his head wasn't a pleasent feeling. " CEO-nim is thinking about me to drop the radio show while we're promoting and since I got casted for that new movie coming out."

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qisenshi:

             Hyunwoo never liked talking about Wooseok for some reason.              Which is why they usually resulted in talking about Second Star              since they both knew them and got along with them. Wooseok              seemed to be a touchy topic. Jiro had always wondered if his duo             partner had pissed off Hyunwoo one day at the company or something.               But who knew. 

“They’re really dope this time around you’ll like one of the old one’s im sure of it.” he smiled a little thinking more. “But yes I’ll be working with them, I’m not too sure about it since they’re music is more popish but yeah it’ll be interesting.”

If he was being totally honest - Jiro was too sweet to be in a duo with Woo Seok. But he understood why BB liked them together and put them in the duo in the first place - so he didn't say anything plus Jiro seemed to like him. Maybe he's changed but regardless it still worried the vocalist.

" Hm, that'd be nice to get one for my dad his birthday is coming up." Hyunwoo trailed off - it had been awhile since he had gotten a gift for his dad. " Should we grab something to eat first ?" He questioned before smiling at the younger. " The Ta-Ro boys are cute and you're cute so I don't doubt your collabs will be pretty awesome."

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ssavatarwan:

“Well… that’s because some songs are a bit too personal.” Siwan spoke carefully though he tried to pass it off as nonchalance. “Besides, I kind of like personalizing songs for clients. It builds good relationships for work later on.”

Siwan eyes Hyunwoo for a brief moment, a chuckle escaping his lips at the other’s childishness. It wasn’t a rare sight, but it wasn’t exactly common either. At least not outside their room. Siwan had grown rather fond of it seeing as Hyunwoo mainly acts this way towards him rather that Jae or Teddy.

“I’ll take a break though.” He offered while stepping away from his work and walking over to sit besides Hyunwoo. “You know how I can’t say no to you.”

"Oh." He muttered blankly - he hadn't realized how busy Siwan had been even before their comeback too caught up with his own solo work for the time being, which made him feel a bit regretful. " How many clients have orders for you right now ? You should take a break while we're promoting."

A grin broke out on his lips as Hyunwoo saw the older male come towards him. He enjoyed the fact the older gave him as much attention as he wanted throughout the day.

But he had to admit it spoiled him when it came to Siwan most of the time. " Don't you know hyung - I'm the nation's angel - no one can say no to me." He joked, giving the older one of his "CF" smiles he was getting famous for.

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please don’t take my sunshine away.

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ssavatarwan:

ssavatarwan

Even though they had just finished recording their new album, Siwan was still cooped up in the dorm songwriting, having received a commission a few days ago.

An up and coming romance drama was going to air in a few weeks and they had requested that Siwan write and sing one of the OST for it.

Siwan had just finished finalizing a verse when he heard his roommate whine for his attention. Casting his attention aside from his song for a moment, the guitarist looked over towards the vocalist with a half-hidden, yet amused smile.

                     “Bored, are we? What do you want to do?”

Still pouting as his roommate spared a glance towards him - Hyunwoo let out another whine. " I don't know - I'm just bored."

Okay - maybe he was overdoing the whole pouting thing but as the second oldest he never really got to act a bit childish every now and again.

"Hyung - you have like a dozen songs already written why do you need to write a new one ?" Hyunwoo asked stubbornly - a bit annoyed that the older's attention had been towards writing for the last day or so. " Most dramas are the same - I'm sure any of the songs can work."

[fy-secondstar]

      Another photograph has been released for BB Entertainment’s youngest act Second Star’s new comeback. Vocalist Kim Hyunwoo is pictured squatting in some basketball gear following the same concept of fun as his fellow bandmates photos. Unless you live under a rock you probably have been hearing about the trouble makers return to the music scene that should be coming up in September, it seems that not even loosing two membrs of the band will stop these teenagers from coming out with more music to share. Though the quick release of song tracks after loosing a few members in late June has caused many to speculate that these songs have been prepared for a while now and that the comeback was pushed back to give the members more room. 

      BB Entertainment has also recently confirmed that Hyunwoo will be doubling up and playing the keyboard for the band as well as being a vocalist. Whether or not he will be sharing those vocals with some of his other bandmates has neither been confirmed or denied but many fans are just pleased to see Hyunwoo again. Kim Hyunwoo is the most popular member of the pop-rock band, as he has also starred in a drama, quite a few CFs and models on the side as well. He gives off a very sencier and mature vibe, and is classically trained in instruments as well as being seen as kind by most of the country. He’s said to have almost as many adjuma fans as young fans.

▲ [ 455879 ] OMG OPPA! I’VE BEEN TRYING TO FIND HIM SINCE THAT DRAMA BUT I COULD NEVER REMEMBER HIS NAME, KIM HYUNWOO I WILL HAVE TO REMEMBER THAT I DIDN’T KNOW HE WAS IN A BAND! SECOND STAR HAS GAINED A NEW FAN!

▲ [ 889954 ] ARE THEY REALLY GOING TO TAKE AWAY THE VOCALS FROM OPPA!?! NO THEY CAN’T DO THAT HYUNWOOIE HAS THE BEST VOICE OUT OF EVERYONE!

▼ [ 697853 ] I LOVE HYUNWOO’S VOICE BUT I’M EXCITED TO SEE IF THOSE RUMORS ABOUT JAE, WAN AND TEDDY HAVING VOCALS TOO IS TRUE THAT’LL BE INTERESTING~

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