teddy find himself getting defensive. getting tense. getting a little bit teary. a little bit angry. a little bit happy. a little bit confused about everything. he is loved. he is loved by his band mates. he is not forgotten – yet. and so teddy find himself frowning on hyunwoo’s embrace.
a part of him want to push him but another big part of him want to cry in his hug because – damn, he missed him so bad that it hurt his heart and soul.
teddy is actually doesn’t know to react because he is battling with himself in his mind. he can’t think straight right after what the managements staff talking about his contract.
“i don’t have appetite. i lost the point of eating.” i lost the point of living without you guys “ – a while. been attending classes for a month right now” he just can’t say lies in front of hyunwoo. he just can’t. he blurbs out everything because it feels right to say that in front of hyunwoo. because he will take a good care of him – or he used to be. “i’m sorry” is all he can say right now. “i’m sorry” he repeats. “i’m sorry–” i’m sorry i don’t know what to answer; should i stay or should i not. they gives me a week before i decided. i’m scared. i’m terrified, hyunwoo –
Hyunwoo merely sighed - not having the energy to scold the younger boy - he merely allowed his nimble fingers to run through Teddy’s hair, Wanting to comfort the younger boy. “ Let Hyung make you something when you go back to the dorm okay ? You’re so thin, just because you’re busy doesn’t mean you should skip meals.”
That was tough - coming from himself. Hyunwoo rarely ate when he was busy shooting. But Teddy didn’t need to know that.
In Teddy’s eyes he needed to be a stable hyung. He couldn’t show weakness to anyone.
“ Oh baby, why are you saying sorry ?” The vocalist muttered, as he pulled away from the hug and rubbed the younger’s shoulders. “ you don’t need to say sorry to me at all, just take care of yourself that’s all I want.”













