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[tffni]

I need more close friends that I can talk to and not get annoyed of… do you know the feeling? Some friends are nice and sweet but it’s exhausting to talk to them all the time?? I want to find more friends where if there’s a silence it’s okay. I want someone where I can feel comfortable and chill.

[07-22pm-blog]

How's everyone and what's your new year resolution?

[07-22pm-blog]

Faith.

He looked past what she showed the world, to see a soul so pure. He fell in love but to find that there was no room in her full heart. So he kept by to keep her safe to only realize his heart was about to break.

[cherieenchantee]

climbing uphill

i chose to name this post after a song from a musical that i particularly enjoy and relate to, mostly because it is how i have been feeling as of late. 

i am trying, and i am trying so very hard to do things the right way, when all i want to do is sleep. my depression is pressing, and it is pressing harder on than it ever has before. the only thing i can do is sleep because i am in a city with no culture and no money. i’ve learned in my recent move that depression is not where you are, it is not who you are with, it is not even who you want to be, it is you. depression lives inside of you, poking, prodding, nudging at you until all you have left is a void that nothing or nobody can ever seem to fill. it is a vicious circle of hatred and self-doubt and silence that sometimes is all too hard to bare. all i want to do is cry but all i have been taught is silence. and i don’t know if and how much longer i can take it anymore. i am proud of my accomplishments but i feel judged for my depression because there is no way to describe these thoughts that run through my mind daily. 

i dream of death, i dream of falling into oceans and oceans of water and drowning until i don’t know where i am anymore. i ask for help in my own small ways and get ignored, consistently ignored, possibly because i don’t speak loudly enough. 

i want to go to a museum, i want to go to venice beach, i want to see the world and its creativity and beauty and life around me instead of seeing brown, dead, desolate creatures withering like the life that used to live inside of my soul. i see nothing but black, i see nothing of freedom. i see complacency, i see pain, and most of all i see death. death of the life that used to live inside of me, death of all of that i used to see beauty in. i want to go to the aquarium, i want to go to the zoo, i want to be surrounded by life but all that surrounds me is mundane. and for that, all i can truly do is sleep.

[07-22pm-blog]

I couldn't help to say this is irrefutably beautiful. To know there's someone out there with a mind so chaotic yet so opulent.

[kushandwizdom]

Advice: You’re not in love, you’re just lonely. You’re just looking for a reason to exist for the time being and the fact that someone right now desires you, makes it easier to get through most of the day. You deny your love for them to others but with them you mumble those empty words with no feelings attached “I love you too”.. Slightly feeling guilty that the love isn’t mutual but needing to hold onto it for as long as possible for survival. My question is, when you recover will you still consider them as “love” or just something you held onto during the process? Let me tell you, this won’t help and this won’t work. Whatever you’re going through you need to do it alone, the demons need to be faced alone, otherwise you will never heal and instead you’ll bring others down with you.

(via kushandwizdom)

[tblaberge]

I hope you find a man who doesn’t just give you flowers and calls you beautiful, I hope you find a man who visits your family when you’re homesick. I hope he goes with you to see your sick grandma in the hospital, I hope he gives you space when you need to be alone and grace when you are not patient with him. I hope you find a good man, one who will love you for who you are and not what you can give. I hope that you find someone who will cherish and respect you, opening your heart to new and good things. I hope you find a man who makes you forget all the other men, who gives you hope in something more. I hope you find the courage to be willing to wait for something solid instead of something flashy, because when you’ve found that one good man, I know he’ll light up the stars to see you smile.

T.B. LaBerge // A Good Man  (via khadlja)

[07-22pm-blog]

Dear future.

Smile because you’re never going to be lonely. I’m coming for you. 

[build-a-diy]

[sublimequotesilove]

Great spirits have always found violent opposition from mediocrities. The latter cannot understand it when a man does not thoughtlessly submit to hereditary prejudices but honestly and courageously uses his intelligence.

Albert Einstein. (via sublimequotesilove)

[kushandwizdom]

[kushandwizdom]

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[extramadness]

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[maya47000]

[ik-zie-je-graag]

I WAITED THE WHOLE YEAR TO POST THIS!!!!

[rpgdennis]

I JUST WANT CUDDLING THAT INCLUDES SLEEPY KISSES AND WATCHING MOVIES AND FALLING ASLEEP ALL TANGLED UP TOGETHER ON THE COUCH OKAY I DON’T SEE WHY THAT’S TOO MUCH TO ASK

[07-22pm-blog]

Believe me when I remind you, You are beautiful.