Everyone, Iâm gonna have to say goodbye. Iâve had this tumblr for so long I couldnât even guess. This is totally the age that I thought this would happen. Iâm so old. I wish I had boobs like I had imagined I would by now but thatâs ok. Iâm perky.
Iâm also extremely...disappointed. I donât trust any fucking body anymore. I know Iâve been saying that for years, but I mean it in so much more of a strict way this time. You see, my best friend of 13 years--almost as long as Iâve had this blog--has fucking dropped me for no reason. Well, the only reason is because her fiancee asked her to block me on everything because I disagreed with him on one single comment on a status about white male privilege. He literally didnât even say anything back to me. He just told her to delete me out of her life and she did.Â
I met her in 5th grade. Iâm 24 years old. We were inseparable. We had our biggest stoner phase together, me her and her sister, we were all inseparable. We lived less than one block away from each other. We hung out every day. I went through some shit and went from house to house in terms of family living situations, but I could always always go to their house. And weâd go to the drive in together--we even passed so many notes to each other that our backpacks were filled (this was in middle school) so we decided to pass back a whole 5-star 4 subject notebook. It was also less suspicious. We did this until high school ended. I even went and visited her less than 2 years ago, I spent my own broke assâs money to fly out to Salt Lake City and then take a 5 hour van into Wyoming which for all I couldâve known is a fucking made up state because who even moves there itâs a red state but then again your fiancee is racist I guess. Did I mention that she asked me to ordain them at their wedding before I discovered he was cheating, told her, and then she told him and he blocked me? That was last year. But him telling her to delete me was manipulative and uncalled for and totally proved a point about shitty white men like that. And sheâs shitty for being with his ass and for GOING ALONG WITH IT, sending photos of her flipping me off straight up BULLYING ME FOR NO REASON while her fiancee makes fun of my art. Her fiancee who wears a vest and fedoras and smokes cigarettes in the house and says #malemodel on his ig and #frenchguys but heâs literally neither heâs just a fucking hoe and I warned her but whatever *she is monogamous and he also is supposed to be.
And the other sister you ask? She knows about this. She is neutral she says. Thatâs frankly impossible.
So, you know, I just like, after my mom and my dad and my sister and my brother and my step dad and I guess my step mom and melissa and roberto and inakie and benjamin and LITERALLY EVERY PERSON I HAVE EVER TRUSTED ABANDONED/BETRAYED ME, yeah I think Iâm gonna get rid of the whole blog now. Itâs been...awful. I mean, I came in here super depressed and thatâs gotten better, but now I have other issues. Iâm definitely stronger. And definitely like FUck all these fucking assholes who proved themselves to be shitty people and thatâs on them living their shitty people lives but like, yeah. Fuck yall. Thanks to everyone whoâs been nice, find me on ig email me whatever @thejulianna is my ig andd yeah on there youâll find my website itâs my first and last name if you know me find me river city extension guy and other people I havenât talked to in a while feel free to reach out eyah bye




















