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just realized how many dead people i still follow on tumblr

a train to sun and moon mars still lonely as the earth

really don't have the energy to play this human game sometimes.

moved out for the first time here in baltimore for school i got bob dylan howling at me: how does it feel to be on your own? like a complete unknown?

#bob dylan #baltimore

you can't fly with four legs

true solitude in the presence of watkins heart wrenching brain dwelling rumi’s roaming traveller my doors are huxley’d orwell blinded unwinding spider satin in air cold heir ares by and by my eyes took too much now my vein explodes in french revolution glass. too vast

the steps unravel words do not mean do not repeat engine of motor in the distant distant electronic fingers stutter too in the alienic slurping of grokkean whoopings my belly turns to heart eyeballs on stilts muscular atrophy morphing into lovecraft’s grey wisps of hair illusion yet gravity of choice an airplane in every self-juke frogs and logs jack’s giant toes stepping on millennia roads and highways the flight of hope

bob dylan’s 666th dream he never lived on the trees nor shakespeare too human. be leaf. her caress more palmed the destruction of the robot the cash the gold standard no no no dont get it twisted the t moved to the equator the The theravada sounds wounding winding wow lips and tongue –why not? can you/i sense time? see time dancing the hula hoo no hesitations please would the wolf show her self? galactic tongue, cthulu’s pinkie

it’s getting dark a flicker from the children’s fire guiding through descent into wood endless abandon the poet where this leads, the shoe sprains do not betray the line on the way to plato’s heaven “silver stallion” he said jokes the thief stole “not yet” said the king sauidi’s sun too pale to impale hidden around the ears ten hands hundred fingers so long to the passing

quiet intermission beat of india pulses to the pulse droplets on the skin let the beard rebuke you skull on the tastebuds ancient syllables non-language cavemen threw verbs clouds are good to me even the punk rock pranksters wagging a finger at me, zeus at the tip pillars of wild flowers rising like babel’s orphans there is a prayer dim but hopeful one i am saved by the fall the author’s graveyard ice and wired with floating bird balloons paranoia is boring, the missing kiss is enough no end in sight, a true odysseus journey through electricity lightning won’t kill you you will kill you satan escaped naked again my knuckles feel like hot coals eyes gazing and gazed upon by the mountains of madness an obsession of time is death let them fly off with dali indian guidance, perpetual grateful for the hands, they catch ultimately the supernovae an encircling learn to accept cry now and then ufo lights are tesla’s wandering dreams the trees are true be true too. roots cling on truth cling on truth too. buddha left the wheel jesus? guide me then hammer in my own arm

do not shy away from the reaper cloud reeling behind the phantom hill there is a treasure he keeps. whistle the secret code you know it too well suspension of authority disband your limbs you can’t fly with four legs

#writing #poetry #altered state #bob dylan #lovecraft

mk ultra in zion

mk ultra in zion surveillance of self guantanamo warmth heat in the leaves the water creek feels juggling automatic balls of supreme fingerlips the futile catching after train of mistreated adolescent wide eyed tweed jacket elongating arms trees underground controlling by the gnomes with pyramid hats society as one, rainbowglued the purple and blue on lowkey red standing is a stick of consciousness bending and picking upping wind blow(s)hard sharding love and quiety, quietude, wisdom rains false dictatorship, a 'haha' wow a shot in the brain, apostrophe hess wessess west lymphoma lizarding in camouflage eyes red judgment petties and flees a duality uncovered hi-hi-high why rhyme? a magnificence, a sublimity a misunderstanding this is a revelation bequeathed from the on high by the on high they extend their arms with hidden faces (yet a smile) a gap opens between two tao forces embrace them both, inhale them both - universe wheels while the human cell scripts he shall find shakespeare in his mind-eye leaves there is no end no beginning beginning now - 3 2 1 go i may sleep, i may di(e)ye while i while i feel the wolf in the wind red and blue claw prints, ensmoken glittering fur - majestic in headturn he points at the canyon the mouth of a mother wolf a circling, galactic tongue cradles a pup

#mk ultra #zion #altered state #writing #poetry

go outside.

#nature #silence #solitude #god #poetry

stay awhile in the presence of nature, outside the tremblings of human affairs. your thoughts will cease to be thoughts. words and syntax, structures evaporate. no mind - only mind. no body - only body. swallowed whole by sounds, visions, sensations. lay flat against the rocks long enough and you will be a rock for spiders to crawl on.

#text #nature

be grateful to have people to suffer for.

#text #suffering

some meanings are more meaningful than others

#text #meaning

seems we all have to suffer. just a matter of finding meaning in the suffering.

#text #suffering

now what? now what? what now what? what now? now now.

#text #now #what

waterfall water below is water above everything flows everywhere love

#text #water

wander on wander on wander on