993, 986, 979...900..and 70...2

SLYTHERIN well, whatever. Nevermind.

[0928soubi]

Happy New year

[0928soubi]

[archangelzs]

Me, falling back into a fandom/ship I thought I was over for .5 seconds

[0928soubi]

It's started

I'm weirding out my co-workers by being too quiet. >>

[0928soubi]

I need a joint and the energy to go to the beach.

[0928soubi]

I can't even read through this blog.

It's way too upsetting to remember how sick my thought patterns get when I'm sick.

[0928soubi]

2017

Stopped doing drugs/drinking

Lost 80lbs...

Working

Pain and PTSD completely managed with MM

I'm happy. More frequently than sad.

Partially own a house

Bought a prius

Life is good and it took me years of wandering in the dark forest that is my schizophrenic mind without proper medication. But bitch I'm back, with a vengeance.

[0928soubi]

<3

[alternativepurple-deactivated20]

[0928soubi]

I need to start taking pics and hiding them here so that periodically I can sit down and go "you have lost weight. See. You lost weight. Now it's time to stop."

[0928soubi]

You upset me so much I had to take my first sedative in almost 6 months. And it wasn't even that serious like...

[0928soubi]

Waiting for work to open

[ari-kanon]

[0928soubi]

so I rock when I think abt things that make me unhappy. so if I'm happy, I don't have tics. which explains why being around certain ppl has calmed down the tics. it's nothing super amazing. There's no magical reason. it's just anxiety.

[0928soubi]

I've gone through every blog I've had for the years 2014 and 2015 and I've realized I literally don't remember 90% of the time period I was taking seroquel. wtf.

[onlinempress]

Quick selfie for your hot dad 🍒

[67850-deactivated20161229]

omg

[miso-so]

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