Circle VII: Violence

If I could just be all that I can be for her, that's when I'd be the man I want to be. I hate this cycle; it's a never ending story of infinite last chances. And now it all comes down to, am I treating her right? Moved: n1rvash

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pst shameless plug i moved on w my life and i wanna play video games plz come watch me play overwatch today and prolly some shitty jrpg on friday https://www.twitch.tv/ratatwoille

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hey look das me now! look at how long my hair is! :3

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yo, havent been here in like ages. whats up?

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hey guys, whats up? im still a person, still pretty cute, and i still dont use this blog. but its still nice to have around c: follow me @n1rvash

[inritum]

reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

[ghostdog07]

OH MY FUCKING GOD, IT’S BACK ON MY DASH.

THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.

The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.

AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.

THIS SHIT WORKS, TRY IT.

[deathklaue]

YOOOOOOO

I SAW THIS ON MY DASH THE OTHER DAY AND THOUGHT “ITS WORTH A TRY” SO I WISHED I COULD GET A 3DS

LITERALLY LIKE 4 DAYS LATER MY DAD SENT ME A PICTURE OF THE 3DS XL HE BOUGHT FOR ME WHILE I WAS AT SCHOOL

IM STILL FREAKING OUT ABOUT THIS

[doryishness]

holy fuck, I didn’t expect this to work, I was like psh, whatever it’s just a quick reblog, but I wished my Dad would actually respond back to me AND HE FUCKING DID A FEW DAYS LATER, I GOT A FUCKING TEXT FROM MY DAD TODAY WHO HASN’T SPOKEN OR RESPONDED TO ME IN MONTHS HOLY FUCK WHAT IS THIS MAGIC IT WORKS. 

[victoriaringsinyourears]

I WANTED TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND AND I DIDN’T THINK I’D GET DAYS OFF BUT THIS WEEKEND I’M HEADING UP THERE??? THIS IS CRAZY SHIT 

[lenshade]

SO LIKE I JOKINGLY WISHED FOR MY OWN LEN KAGAMINE AND THEN LIKE A WEEK LATER I GOT A LEN NENDOROID??? H ELP

[themixedbagofwhat]

WTF OKAY SO THIS SHOT ACTUALLY WORKS BECAUSE WHEN I WISHED, I HAD WISHED MY CRUSH WOULD LIKE ME BACK AND GUESS WHAT? I HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOW. WHAT THE HELLLLL?????

[wodkat]

ok I’ve said this before but IM DOING IT AGAIN THE FIRST TIME I SAW THIS, MY WISH DID COME TRUE SO I REBLOGED AGAIN AND SAID IT IN THE TAGS BUT THEN I WISHED FOR SMTH ELSE AND IT LITERALLY LITERALLY HAPPENED LIKE A COUPLE DAYS LATER WHAT THE HELL SO NOW IM WRITING THIS HERE FOR YOU BC I DONT BELIEVE IN THIS CRAP BUT STILL IT’S AN AWFULLY BIG COINCIDENCE

[limit]

im trying hopefully it works

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I honestly just want the pain to leave is all that's all

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Shoot me shoot me shoot me please

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FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU JOSH FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING IDIOT GOD DAMNIT FUCKING FUCK ITS YOUR FAULT MOM AND DAD ARE STILL TOGETHER AND ITS YOUR FAULT YOUR GIRLFRIEND IS BACK TO SQUARE ONE ITS YOUR FAULT FOR EVERYTHING GOING ON I FUCKING HATE FUCKING EVERYTHING FUCK ME AND FUCK EVERYTHING I FUCKING HATE ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING

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just a reminder, i have a new account but I post nothing but anime and video games. if you're interested, it's draco--meteor

[firstgaydog]

in pokemon you can battle a cop

[zsnes]

you can battle a cop in real life if you arent a weenie

[killmequicklyx-deactivated20180]

Thy Art is Murder - Infinite Death on We Heart It - http://weheartit.com/entry/104497404

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i hate myself lol

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[sanxyra]

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Just bought some stuff for my nigga cause I love him and I drink all his Dr. Pepper <3 :3

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alright im ranting on this account because i keep ranting too much on my other one and I don’t wanna clutter it up with negativity but this one I have no problem with. I’m just kinda hoping nobody’s up to read this because ugh. Okay, so I had no problem dropping it all and not fighting you. I was...

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Also just a side note, masturbating barely does anything anymore and I'm extremely sexually frustrated and I'm dying and I miss her a lot and I'm crying again. Oops.

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alright im ranting on this account because i keep ranting too much on my other one and I don't wanna clutter it up with negativity but this one I have no problem with. I'm just kinda hoping nobody's up to read this because ugh. Okay, so I had no problem dropping it all and not fighting you. I was being polite. All I did was ask if you wanted to fight but no you took it too far and started insulting me. I don't want to fight you at this point but your desire for sympathy and your craving for attention made you tell everyone so now everyone knows that I said I'm gonna fight you so now I don't really have a choice unless I wanna look like a pussy. I don't really care about my title but I do have some sort of pride. You're talking about how you're the bigger man but you're not, you're a fucking coward. You weren't being the bigger man behind the screen but all the sudden when I'm in your face you wanna be the bigger man? No. It's cause you're a pussy. And here you are I said I don't want anyone to know but you're like "everyone protect me he's gonna hurt me!" Well fuck you I'll fucking kill you kid. And on top of that I keep getting these really bad anxiety attacks when I'm not talking to Kristin. I woke up from a nap tonight sweating and screaming for her. I was so scared. I miss her so much. I don't wanna fight him because I know she'd be upset with me but I don't know I just wanna fucking make him bleed so bad. Ugh. Can life just be easier? Like can we have Pokemon battles instead? Can I shock him with my Ampharos' thunder bolt? Or crush him with my Aggron's heavy slam? Cause like that'd be easier. I'm not a fighter. I'm a coward and a lover, but no fighter. But you're making me. I seriously can't stop my thoughts from alternating between how much I miss Kristin, how much I hate NJ and almost everyone in it, and how bad I wanna fight this kid for being an asshole. I just wanna not go back in time but go forward, where I don't have to feel this petty rage anymore and I can live with my girlfriend and hopefully my close friends and there future lovers and just make a good reputation for myself. I wanna be permanently happy again. I fucked up the other night. I snapped at Kristin. I didn't want to. I wasn't thinking. I was so scared and upset. I snapped at her and idk why and I upset her really bad and I said something I swore I'd never say and I hate myself for that so much. It's so annoying. I wanna smoke. I'm supposed to be going over my brothers though to make omelets tomorrow though! And that'll be fun! It'll be much needed. I'm gonna be hanging out with a few different people over spring break and I'm kinda excited for it, I'm just tired this week. Don't worry, Josh. 4 more days and you don't have to worry about a thing.