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just a glimpse into my dark and twisted mind…

[0wwiez]

went through my instagram account from when i was 11 and genuinely look the same it’s uncanny & honestly haven’t grown much mentally either if we’re being so honest i still post exactly like i used to. refreshing in a way #youthful

[0wwiez]

thinking about everything i’ve bought and will do for his birthday tho like im doing too much but at the same time thinking how fun is it for me to actually feel like it’s worthwhile

if not only to make me feel like the greatest person in the world but also. aw, you’re welcome .

[0wwiez]

love complaining about you online then an hour later spending an ungodly amount of money on you like we all know i’m perfect

#YoureWelcome

[0wwiez]

can we hold our hands and thank god i won’t go to school the same days as him

[0wwiez]

i can’t wait to get ahold of that phone i’m actually going to end up hurting someone

[0wwiez]

if you cheat on me i’m blowing up your FUCKING apartment

[0wwiez]

lowkey been an eventful week and only one person would care and i don’t even talk to him anymore nor really want to but i also miss oversharing like keeping everything to myself is so lonely sometimes

[0wwiez]

thank god chloe is here this week i feel like im in actual Hell every time i’m not with that man i hate work i hate home like why does everyone have such negative energy around me wtf do u want

[0wwiez]

when your man lowkey schizophrenic

[0wwiez]

[0wwiez]

got me thinking how do sword swallowers do that

[0wwiez]

i miss when people in their 20s-30s ran the internet instead of teenagers

this has done a terrible disservice to online spaces

[joansblondells]

Juliette Lewis & C. Thomas Howell in THAT NIGHT (1992)

[0wwiez]

[baddingtonbitch]

No Ordinary Love - Sade (1992) Simple Kind of Life - No Doubt (2000)

Directed by Sophie Muller

[0wwiez]

i never said or acted like i was perfect & just because i treat you like i think you are doesn’t mean i really do…… do you know how many times i’ve held back a “fuck you” “what is your problem” just because i know you’re ALSO too sensitive to not see my side?

and again! at the end of the day i’m here because i want to be here….. if i didnt i wouldnt be. if something really pissed me off to an extent i felt i couldn’t get over i wouldn’t stay. so what the fuck

[0wwiez]

and it pisses me off so much i have to regulate my emotions and can’t be passive aggressive or have even a little bit of attitude.

or, what, i’ll piss you off, and suddenly you’re the deciding factor of everything??

just because i don’t have a leader personality or whatever doesn’t mean you have all of the power

and at the end of the day the day is night & i know ill be fine no matter what on my own so part of me is trying to actually gaf as much as im supposed to