Third and then Forever <3
Do you remember the time when we all received this note on October 25:
We would like to inform you that ***'s contract with *** for SAP Security will end on November 30, 2012. The project will be pulled out from the Philippines and will be outsourced to another Asian country.
Since your employment with us is project-based and co-terminus with the project, your employment with us will also end on November 30, 2012.
I believe that was something I wouldn't handle on my own. The pressure of looking for another job reminds me of the feeling when you're at loose ends. Handling it alone would be... devastating. That time, I felt you were more than just someone special, I would've named you already the greatest thing that ever happened to me. You weren't just a boyfriend, you were the partner/bestfriend that I really needed to have at that point. You didn't just tell me to keep going, you accompanied me even though I told you once that I'm tired of tagging along with you, applying in jobs that I didn't see fit for what I wanted to be. That point awed me when you said you'd still be there to accompany me though it meant I'd be in a a field you can't even see yourself in.
Eleven days ago you reminded me, it was a very crucial time so I might as well just try every opportunity. And so we were there, without any day starter meal without any expectation we had any chance of passing all of these. I thought I'd be a cool girlfriend who supports her man wherever he wanted to apply. I even thought if you'd pass, I'd still be there to go through the whole process to let you know I would be there for you as well. And now there's:
And before we know it, there's:
I have told you for n times before that I preferred something that has to do with aviation, accounting or any office work, just works that never had the word programmer in their job title. But, here I am, we're about to be THIS THING RIGHT HERE by December 3, and for another 36 months. You know what, I really don't care anymore, as long as I grow in it with you, then I may be able to do it for an additional 36++ months. But the point in this blog post is... we're turning THREE months. I don't know what'll happen in the next few months or years, but I'd be more than happy if I can still be in this with you. :)
Happy 3rd Month Bebe :* <3 I LOVE YOU! :)