Fear...
Our minds are made for war, not for love... When I first read this statement from an author I follow, I began to ask myself the same question.. How deeply ingrained are the fears that I carry with myself on a daily, moment-to-moment basis? A good friend recently recommended me a book titled "When Things Fall Apart" by Pema Chodron. Many of you may have heard about this book or perhaps, even read it at some point. Here’s a story from the book that I think will allow for us to have a deeper insight into our own understanding of fear: --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The first time I met Trungpa Rinpoche was with a class of fourth graders who asked him a lot of questions about growing up in Tibet and about escaping the Chinese communists into India. One boy asked him if he was ever afraid. Rinpoche answered that his teacher had encouraged him to go to places like graveyards that scared him and to experiment with approaching he didn't like. Then he told a story about traveling with his attendants to a monastery he'd never seen before. As they neared the gates, he saw a large guard dog with huge teeth and red eyes. It was growling ferociously and struggling to get free from the chain that held it. The dog seemed desperate to attack them. As Rinpoche got closer, he could see its bluish tongue and spittle spraying from its mouth. They walked past the dog, keeping their distance, and entered the gate. Suddenly the chain broke and the dog rushed at them. The attendants screamed and froze in terror. Rinpoche turned and ran as fast as he could - straight at the dog. The dog was so surprised that he put his tail between his legs and ran away.
We can meet our match with a poodle or with a raging guard dog, but the interesting question is - what happens next? ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------
At the crucial moment, when our fears reach the pivotal point of either breaking us or making us - what action do we take? Our attachment to fear can sometimes be very detrimental to our personal growth. We may take a rather primed situation and cultivate paths to an end-approach which essentially is a reflection of our own mind at that given point in time. Fear takes us into a place of unknown territory . This place of “now knowing” weaves itself as anxiety or fear of loss, among other things. We must understand that fear is a master of disguise. Stay with it, and never go against it. Embrace it. When you look away - fear takes on an even larger form of - a sheep disguised as a wolf... a ferocious shadow that disguises itself from afar (larger shadows created from a small point object that is very close to the light)
It disallows us from discerning the situation for what is truly is and instead, channels our thinking into finding ways to conform our mind to an understanding that is based upon past experiences. Buddhism holds that all that integrates from the natural Universe must eventually disintegrate into the same. Impermanence (anicca) is the only constant. From the same perspective - we must realize that fear is also a sustained integration that arises from within our own minds. It is a natural approach for us to handle unknown territory… when the ground below us is taken away and what we hold to be “permanent” falls apart...disintegrates.
The manifested body (nirmāna-kāya), or the physical form that a Buddha assumes in this world in order to save the people is one of the three bodies a Buddha posses. This body represents courage - courage to take the right action at the crucial moment. When we assume this physical aspect to save all human beings by having the boundless courage to defeat our fears and take actions for the happiness of others - we are not only saving them, we are saving ourselves.









