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pls queen what is your ig

Can you dm me my love?? I dont wanna share my full name on here xx

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hi ellie,, hello 👋 been through a couple urls and been thinking about you this whole time but i heard the brand new queen song and not only did it fundamentally change me but it made me think of you. i am sending you all of the good vibes. thank you for being a hugely positive presence in my early twenties. when i think of body positivity i think of you and you have truly been instrumental in me accepting myself. really wish i could pay you back for what you've gave me. But! Also hope that you are living your best life. If you're not? I hope that you get to a place where you are and you know that you are hugely important in this world and you find true inner peace. i love you endlessly 💖

this was rambly af but tldr! Thank You!! ilysm 💖💖

Cat this might be the sweetest and nicest thing anyone has ever said to me ☹️☹️❤️

Ngl ive had a pretty rough few months but I'm more back to being myself again. Thank you for messaging and checking in, I hope youre doing good and honestly this is so sweet its making me all teary lol 🥺❤️ sending you lots and lots of love 🥰❤️🥰

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I'm so heartbroken.. texted with this guy for so long even made plans for the future and now he's so cold to me doesn't even want me as a fwb, friend or anthing. I just want him back :(

Has he communicated why he's suddenly gone cold?

Babe want more for yourself. Want a man that does respect you and want you round and makes it known. Please don't dull yourself down and let it upset you when you deserve better. Also please never let a man make you think you have to take your needs down a notch to just fwb.. whatever you want from a man, you go get it. Don't settle for someone who isn't going to fulfill your needs. Its okay to be sad about these things especially when you don't know why, but that feeling will pass my love. You deserve better and you WILL find better ❤️

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Having the dull daily suicidal thoughts atm of like itd be better if i was not here but realistically i wont do anything

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Hey, I know the boy life is tough going for you rn but I hope everything else is going alright, your masters stuff, family, friends etc. Just checking in to hope you're feeling better 😊

Thank you so much love❤️

Finished my masters and i was happy and proud of it and my job is going well, my friends and family have been really great and supportive the past month im really grateful ❤️ thanks so much for checking in, hope you are okay yourself🥰🥰

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Hey Ellie my name is essence would love to be Tiffany but I’m having a horrible time finding a Dress so similar. I love yours and would like to know where I can order it at or find it please

Its from pretty little thing x

It was just a black cowl neck dress it was literally the only non expensive dress i could find that would do!x

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Friends who feel things very strongly and therefore really struggle to regulate their feelings because whatever feeling you have instantly overwhelms everything you do

How do you cope?

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what's your opinion on the royal family and the death of the Queen?

I don't like the royal family and the terrible things they have done and will continue to do. People will mourn regardless because we're too spineless of a country to change so, so be it my opinion on that is pretty irrelevant

Tbh i have too much going on in my life to let it occupy my head

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Im having a very sad time without the perils of living in the uk thanks very much

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maybe it's because you're still talking you're hurting so much. i don't know your situation and this might sound bad but cutting him off completely at least until you feel better may help. if he was the one that broke things off and he's talking to you about his feelings that kinda sounds like he's stringing you along and its not going anywhere. but like i said idk your situation, just hope you start to feel better soon.

We only still had contact because our relationship broke down a month ago but I was finishing my masters project and I couldn't have the conversation at such an important time in my life as i was already ill and it was affecting my work. We decided to have the conversation at a time that was much better to collect our thoughts and when I was finished and it wouldn't keep affecting my studies

I've deleted his number now as we've finally said all that needs saying, it just hurts letting go

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hey what's going on? wanna talk, it might help?

Splitting from my bf has been very hard, we had a phone call yday to come to a conclusion with our feelings and it sucked. Ive been thru heartbreak before but they were situations where there was manipulation or toxicity so even tho it hurt i felt free. Rn i just feel like i am grieving and it hurts so much and it's triggered a lot of trauma responses and I'm not coping the best since its still quite fresh

Just kinda lost i feel so broken and its taking it out of me

Thank you for asking, sorry i wish i didn't sound so miserable haha

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Feeling very broken cant stop the panic attacks and i just wish i didn't exist how's everyone elses evening

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Ellie are you okay I'm scared

Hi my love, sorry ive been in a bit of a weird place lately

Don't worry im ok, checking socials and keeping up with people just hasn't happened for me recently but im ok xx

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I feel so sad its unreal

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I’m so sorry you’re going through a rough time Ellie, I hope you feel better soon. Sending love your way xx

Thank you my love ☹️❤️❤️

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Heart ache really is the most painful thing