Slytherin Forever, Twilight Never

Just the average, abnormal, psycho, hyper, crazy, half-empty glass seeing, Slytherin obsessed, homework overwhelmed teenager. Surely, you do not see a person like me everyday.

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Because I Promised... XD

Q_Q Why am I doing thisssss. *sigh* I'm gonna be so embarrassed to the nth degree but... yeah. Omg. I'M DOING THIS BECAUSE OF YOU GUYS, OK. THIS GETS OUT... WELL YEAH. So my perfect guy...

1) It's a huge plus if he has a personality somewhat like el mozo... :) Ok, yeah. So you prob know by now... BUT I REALLY LOVED HIS PERSONALITY. <3 Ahahaha. I guess I kinda crushed on his personality a lot during senior year... I just never really expressed it. And by his personality, this is what I mean: a. I want him to have a sense of humor. Nothing gross please. I want it to come naturally, not forced. I want him to understand my lame corny jokes that I have occasionally. In addition, I want him to joke too. Like, he can make fun of my "valley girl" voice or my super clumsiness or whatever XDD Also... b. I want you to be serious when it comes to serious matters.  Heh. Life isn't full of jokes and games. When there's something we need to discuss whether life threatening or not, I want you to be there when we discuss them. I want you to hear me out. I want you to give me advice. I just want someone who cares about what I'm saying. c. I want some fun competition. When football, basketball, baseball, *insert sport here* season comes around, I want that friendly competition. We can tease each other when our team loses and then we can just joke about it for a while. Ahahaha. Obviously, that means that he needs to like sports :P d. Ahahaha, that perfect height. Yeah, height does matter. I don't want him to be shorter cause it'll just be freakin awkward for me. Although, I don't want him to be crazy tall cause I'll just feel really intimidated. However, his height was just freakin perfect. Like, when Neha and I visited that Friday following graduation, he gave us both a hug. When I hugged him, I just felt this overwhelming sense of... happiness, security, whatever that is. His height was just perfect. So I guess around 5'11"-6'1"? XD e. I want you to share your past life with me and I'll do the same in return. Hehehe. So yeah, I knew a whole crap about el mozo that other students don't know. I want that same feeling from him. I want to know things about him that his coworkers or his friends don't know. I want to be his special one.

2) Although I really loved his personality, there are some things I just don't want from him. Yeah... there were things I just wish I could change. Unfortunately, those aren't under my control. However, I can only wish... a. Age, seriously. Ok, I don't wanna be living with some 55 year old geezer for the rest of my life. He must be at least the same age as me or up to 5 years older than me. I want that age gap to be small so we can share the same technological difficulties together. ;DDD b. Please don't cut me off once someone walks in. Seriously, if I'm talking to you in a public area and one of your buddies comes in and starts talking to you, don't just leave me hanging. The least you can do is either tell me, "Hold on, I'll get back to you in a bit" or tell your buddy to hold on. I kinda expect that latter of that previous sentence since I talked to you first. But I really don't want me to be left hanging. I'll prob feel rejected and disappointed. c. If for some reason we marry and then divorce, please don't talk bad about me. Ok... so maybe el mozo didn't talk bad about his ex-wife but I don't want this to happen to me. Sure, I will prob have some flaws but you have flaws too, buster. This isn't a one sided divorce. But even though the love won't be there, I want the friendship to remain. I want to talk to you even though it will be hard. If I need someone to talk to, I hope you'll still be willing to talk to me.

3) Try to help me escape my personal bubble. Ahahaha. I want him to understand that my personal bubble will not be easy to invade. I want to feel really comfortable around him. Like... really comfortable. 4) Accept my awkwardness. I guess that's kinda a big one since I'm awkward almost all the time. Awkward, weird, freakish, whatever word you want that explains the uniqueness in me. Hell, I was nicknamed Contrary for a reason.

5) The 3 Major "No"s. No smokers. No drug takers. No alcoholics. Please? :D

6) Understand that I may not be Miss Perfect. Sure, I may not be a runway model earning $4.5 million every year or I'm not on the cover of playboy magazine. Hell, I wouldn't even be aiming for that. Accept me for who I am. I don't force myself to be a certain way. I just let life take its toll on me.

7) If you're in love with Twilight, we're done. I don't want you being an Edward Cullen. Ewwww. Just wrong.

8) I wanna do things together... the two of us. Just us. I know we both have our friends but if we're gonna be a couple, we have to do things together. By together, I don't mean going to this romantic spot or restaurant. Hell no. Together as in going to a theme park and riding the most crazy roller coasters. Together as in going to the movies and just enjoying the movie. Together as in... happy stuff. Nothing extreme. 9) When we do things together, PDA is uber minimal. Like seriously. It's goddamn public for crying out loud. Sure, you can take my hand. We can hug. Just don't start pulling off moves that I don't know how the hell I would react.

10) Don't start talking historically/philosophically/anything related to the humanities-ally like I would understand. Seriously. I would not only feel utterly confused and lost but I would also feel incredibly dumb. If you need to, explain it to me please and don't lose your temper. I'm sorry for being so stupid but I really really hate the humanities.

11) I hope you know how to cook cause I obviously don't know how to. XD Yeah. I need to learn. I prob won't learn soon. Hehehe.

12) If I need to rant, I hope you'll be there for me and vice-versa. I want him to be open and willing to express his feelings to me. I know I'll be there fore him... will he?

13) Smart but not a effing genius. Ahahaha. I want him to understand what I'm saying or at least trying to imply. Sure, he may not get a really lame math joke every now and then but I want him to have at least a masters degree or even a Ph.D.

14) When I say no, I mean no. Please don't try to persuade me into doing something I don't want to do. I would hate to argue over something so feeble just because you wouldn't respect my opinion.

15) I want him to be hard-working and dedicated in what he does but not to the point where he's a serious workaholic. I want to spend time with him. I don't want him to be obsessed with work 24/7. It'll probably drive the both of us to insanity.

16) No affairs... seriously. Sure, you'll prob hate me every now and then but it doesn't mean hook up with another woman. Chances are that I'll find out eventually and totally be torn about it. If you seriously stop loving me, tell me. I'll understand. We'll talk out what led to the end of us and if it's reasonable enough, I'll accept it as "the end." Just tell me first before doing anything rash and stupid.

17) I hope you'll accept that I'm not all that emotional. Seriously. If I cry, it's prob really serious or it's something that is really bothering me. Most of the time, I'm really happy... so I hope you'll be happy with me. :)

18) If we ever get into an argument, I want to sit down and talk it out. I don't want the silent treatment for days at a time since I probably won't last. The faster we talk about it, the faster it'll be over and the faster we'll be back to living our normal lives.

19) Most of all, I just want to have fun. I want to joke around with you. I want to laugh constantly over something sooo stupid whether it's about us or our lives. I want to play video games with you or hang out at a theme park. I want to smile whenever I see you. I would love if you shared the same personality as el mozo but hey, I'm not expecting it. I want you to be you because that's the reason why I would fall for you. Basically, I want you. :D

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:DDDDDDD YAY FOR SNAPE!

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Today I saw these two girls acting suspiciously near a large Edward Cullen cut out at my work. They were whispering about something and kept looking over at the cut out. After I was finished selling tickets to a patron, I looked up and saw them putting a Hufflepuff scarf and cape on him. Good to know that they know who's more important! MLIA

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:D I feel so much better knowing that there are people out there who care about the Cedric side of him (even though he's not a Slytherin... darn! better than being some sparkly vampire!)

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Capricorn Horoscope - Nov. 20, 2009

It hasn't gone anywhere -- that undeniable urge to let the world know exactly what you think about anything and everything. Of course, why you'd even try is a mystery. Your judgment is sounder and more practical than any other dozen people combined, so why keep it a secret? It can only do everyone around you good to hear your opinions, as solid and unbiased as they are. So start talking!

So, I'm assuming this is relating to our debate we had today cause I didn't speak as openly anywhere else except for APUSH. According to this, I can screw up what I have to say as long as I say it. I shall try that next time and see what happens. F++, here I come! :D

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*_* This wallpaper is so awesome! Looks like a lot of photoshopping put into this image. It's my current wallpaper for a while. :D

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Omegle Chat - Nov. 20, 2009

Omegle conversation log

2009-11-20

Connecting to server...

Looking for someone you can chat with. Hang on.

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!

Stranger: hi

You: Hi

Stranger: hows ur hug an asian day going

You: Um

Stranger: even tho theres only 20 minutes left in it

You: I didn't hug one yet

You: Oh

You: I still have

Stranger: UH OH

Stranger: OH NOEZ

You: 3 hours and 20 minutes

Stranger: oh

Stranger: west coast, are we?

You: Yep ;D

You: I'll hug my asian friends

You: Through AIM

Stranger: east coast pride, beeyotch

Stranger: even tho it sucks

Stranger: but still

You: Ahahaha

You: At least

Stranger: i fucking hate the east coast but im still proud of it

You: But you'll be like 3 hours ahead of us in everything

Stranger: yeah but were still the east fucking coast

You: Eh

You: It can't be that bad

Stranger: we have cloudy gray skies, always freezing waters

Stranger: the beaches are made of rocks

You: Then

Stranger: everybody thinks that people in connecticut are stuck up bitches

Stranger: but were not

You: Come to the west coast

Stranger: i cant

Stranger: im 13

You: Oh

You: I'm only 3 years older

Stranger: :O

Stranger: ZOMFG

You: :O

You: What's so shocking about it?

Stranger: idk

Stranger: im just tired and high on caffeine

You: Ahh

Stranger: not a good combo

You: I get high off sugar

You: Ahahaha. Well, it could be

You: I mean, you're awake

Stranger: barely

Stranger: im prbly not gonna remember any of this tomorrow

You: ...or you can remember traces of it

Stranger: which makes it sound like im drunk

You: Ahaha

You: Reminds me of the day

You: I woke up with a severe headache and sensitivity to light

Stranger: oh noez

You: Everyone thought I was drunk

You: But I wasn't x)

Stranger: ]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]] wow ijust completely spaced out nd i typed that

Stranger: i have no fucking clue wat im doing rite now

You: Good job

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You: At least I make "words"

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Stranger: SUCK MY COCK BITCH

You: ...w/e XD

Stranger: lol

You: Wow

You: We're like

You: Both "drunk" right now

Stranger: lol

Stranger: and yet

Stranger: were not

You: I know

You: Strange thing, isn't it

Stranger: do u ever say ow when sombody hits u even tho it doesnt hurt

Stranger: and theyre like wat the fuck how did that hurt

You: Yeah

You: I'm like

You: "Dude, you like, hit me"

Stranger: i think i have ADD

You: How so?

Stranger: bcuz i get distracted so fucking easily

You: So do I

You: I'd be doing something one minute

You: Next minute, I'm staring at a fly

Stranger: yesterday i was in my room looking for my flash drive and looked under the blinds and then i spent twenty minutes playing with my blinds

You: Hmm... it could have been hanging on the blinds or something

Stranger: i found it

Stranger: it was on my bed

You: Niceee

Stranger: yeah i suck

You: Nahhh

You: You just forgot it

Stranger: no i just suck in general

You: Doubt it

Stranger: yeahhhh i do

You: Nuuuuuu

Stranger: i have no life

Stranger: im pathetic

You: Neither do I

Stranger: iiiiiiii suck

You: I'm spending my

You: Friday night

You: Studying

Stranger: i spend like 40 percent of my time jacking off

Stranger: ndi cant beleve i jsut said that

Stranger: which proves how fucking out of it i am rite now

You: :/

You: You should sleep

Stranger: no im too hungry

You: Lawlz

Stranger: im gonna get a sandwich soon

You: I just ate something x)

Stranger: omg wat

You: Um

You: Ice cream?

Stranger: :o

Stranger: wat flaver

You: Vanilla

Stranger: BORING

You: XD

You: Pshh. My mom bought it

You: It's better than no ice cream at all!

Stranger: well then ur mom has boring traste in ice cream

You: Apparently

Stranger: ooooooooh burn

You: Pshh

Stranger: that was the gerates ur mom burn of all time

You: W/e, just w/e

Stranger: wheeeeeeeeeeeee

You: Wheeeee? XD

Stranger: i just went down a slide

You: ...

You: On your computer

You: Or laptop

You: ...interesting

Stranger: iiiiiiiinnnnn mmmmmmmmmyyyyyyyyyy mmmmiiiiiinnnnnnnnddddddddd

You: Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

You: *is stupid*

Stranger: mmmmmmmhmmmmmmmmmmmm

You: Thanks for agreeing :)

Stranger: r u a guy or a girl?

You: My friends have a hard time accpeting that

You: Girl?

You: You?

Stranger: ok well that made my jacking off comment even more awkward

You: LAWLZ XD

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Stranger: i need a hobyyyyyyyyyy

Stranger: well i do have one

You: Um

Stranger: i just cant do it rite now

You: You can study my notes right now o_O

You: ohhh

Stranger: id rather not

You: There's a CIF football game going on tonight

You: But I'm not there

Stranger: wats that

You: Um

You: High school thing?

Stranger: ok

You: You know

Stranger: wats CIF stand for

You: Football games?

You: Oh

You: It's like

You: California Interscholastic Federation

Stranger: oh

You: Yeah

You: I'm a Cali girl

Stranger: im a connecticut boy

Stranger: which just sucks

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You: Eh

You: It's not that bad

You: I mean

You: Better than being

Stranger: youve never been toct have u

You: A Kansas boy

Stranger: to ct*

You: Nope

Stranger: well u have no idea how boring it is here

Stranger: we have no sports teams, no major events, NOTHING

You: Hmm

You: That should be a new goal for you

You: To create a sports team there

Stranger: the biggest deals sports wise in ct are Univeristy of connecticut, and the hartford wolf pack, a minor league hockey team

Stranger: yeahhhhh except

Stranger: wat am i gonna do about it

You: Um

You: Like

You: Run it?

You: Make your state famous

Stranger: im in 8th grade

Stranger: i dont think i can run a pro sports team

You: Pshh. if you put your mind to it, anything is possible

You: I sound stupid

Stranger: yeah well also theres the small problem that im really fucking lazy

You: Ahh

You: In that case

You: Screw it all together

Stranger: yeah i think i will

You: That's nice to know :3

Stranger: im going to disconnect at exactly midnight

You: Alright

Stranger: which will be 9 for you cali chumps

You: I'll be here

You: Until then

You: YEAH! Exactly!

Stranger: so this way i wont have spent all night on omegle

You: Ahahaha

You: I just got on

You: Like, I talked to one other person

You: Before you

Stranger: ive been on for like 45 minutes

You: Crazy

You: One minute left

Stranger: most people just come on nd are like ASL and i leave

You: I know

You: That's lame

You: And stupid

Stranger: yeah

You: So

You: I guess

You: Good night?

Stranger: not yeat

Stranger: about 15 more seconds

You: Well, almost

You: XD

Stranger: ok well its saturday now

Stranger: so adios

You: Yay

You: Byee!

Your conversational partner has disconnected.

:) That was a great convo with that stranger. Probably longest one I've had yet on omegle. Now, I'm off to hug an Asian.