So Zack doesn’t really get on this often, I think he’s forgotten about it. But oh well, I still get on here, and I”m still going to post incase he does. But yeah. He’s still my heart and soul, and we’re still together, just not physically.. Yet. But, we’re trying to work on it. Many things has happened since the last time either of us posted and I’ve moved to Maryland, (currently working on moving back home) and it’s happening soon, but I hope I get to be with him sooner. As of lately I’ve been feeling very pushed away from him and I think that I’m being overbearing, and I can’t help it, because I always like to know what he’s doing and who he’s with, and when he’ll be home. I don’t do it to be annoying, I just do it because it’s natural for me and I don’t think anything of it. I don’t know that I’m actually BEING annoying until I’m told that I’m being annoying and I’m scared of confrontation, and scared to ask him if what I’m doing is bothering him. I want him to have fun and do his own thing. I just get jealous when it’s not with me. Lol. I’ve always been envious of those who get to see him everyday and get to talk to him face to face, because I’ve been longing to do that for almost 5 years now.
He’s honestly all that I want and all that I need and I would hate for him to slip away because I might be doing something wrong, and he isn’t talking to me about it. Could anyone please give me any possible advice?
