Applewood Ember

[4jmo4]

“Simple pleasures The empty frame of our bed sheets Twisted and tangled The smell of Fragrant flowers an orange blossoms Left in the shadow of what was last night Awoke to coffee an bacon With with the suns glair An screaming delight Simply to see your smiling face Shining so bright As I stroke the locks of her hair What more can I want in this life we call earth From nothing to having much girth This message isn’t for one But two of my lights in an under the sun”

— JMO #poetry

[4jmo4]

“Searching I’m searching far beyond the eye can see To a place many men know not Past the depths of the soul To the shores of an under world Into heavens bliss high above an angels kiss Past his godly forest of forgotten At the end of my journey​ Im tired and begotten searching To become one with a universe What’s next a new goal or a curse”

— JMO #poetry

[4jmo4]

“found in the Ripples Matter condensed becomes hard and smooth The same is said of the heart Once tempered protected it may portray So smooth nothing can confirm to its solidity Emotions, thoughts an actions roll off Like water on a polished stone Skipping across a pond Paying no attention to the ripples left beyond protected from yourselves The same as everyone else Soften your blows Lay off your bellows Then you’re heart fellows Salty then sweet Is when you’re heart begins to meet The spirit that was left In the shadows of a ripple”

— JMO #poetry #new Poets Society (via 4jmo4)

[4jmo4]

“Crown of thorns Crown of thorns We wear like horns After the blood that was born Careless of what has been given Careless of what’s never been Blinded by sex drugs and sin Mortality merely in the eyes of our soul The window a glimpse into the Untold The crown of thorns He has taken for youall for the blood that was born for you”

— JMO #poetry #religion

[4jmo4]

For us

If he is for us

Who can then stand against

The fight maybe lost

But the battle has already been won

What in and under the sun

Wont rust and all become one

Energy can never die

It moves from one place to another

With that being understood

If he was given for our sin

What is given in our glory

All things lost but all things gained

Jmo

[4jmo4]

“Augmented reality augmented reality shifted light stretched all who are blind can see, see differently it doesn’t mean what you see isn’t real only with an augmented feel. stretched light comes and goes shifting bending mending creation of illusion manifest to you’re confusions lost in the knowledge of the known death or eternity as the spark takes rise to a flame or slowly fades alone to be brought to his knees or lifted past the trees heavens ascent can only be sparked by the flame within this is the journey of true reality separated by augmented fatality this is the path of true reality one not seen by the eye but felt with the heart just before you’re minds depart they turn to ashes and fades to shades of grey”

— JMO #poetry #new Poets Society

[14angelfire17]

My Cup / His Cup

I have my own cup to drink

how did you give it up

and say yes Lord thy will be done

Jesus you are so stronger than us

I was too broken to understand

taken and feasted on

not of my own hand

starved and beaten until nothing left

but a husk and false demands

The cup I’ve been given hurts

there’s a pit of sickness within

to love and forgive this feels

so very helpless

I knew I had a feeling

almost fell astray

the demons feasted

but it kept the devil away

Effortlessly she came

and walked in a door that’s mine

according to covenant ways

no hurt no pain

they don’t know me or know you

Lusted and defiled my mind in dirt

I refuse to play in the mud

those who want to stay that way

fine by me I’ll leave you to play

Empty words keep being thrown

don’t matter anymore

a heart turned to stone

that once held flesh filled love

that fought for something

only Jesus can give us

Piece by piece I got taken

by those who took permission

without being granted

The years the tears

where did I go

how did I get here

I want to go back to

Jesus loves the little children

before the heartbreak

before the taking

before I lost myself

inside of the madness

This cup I drink

was scorn

now it’s mourning

not my will

but the Heavenly Father’s

The only hope I have

is that He can share it

from the king of kings

I’ll sit with God

and watch it all unravel

and wait even till my last day if that’s what it takes

My heart hidden so deep in God

you’ll have to seek Him

just to find me.

H.D.O plus

[14angelfire17]

I said Yes

Hello….

Hi are you ready to go?

Well I don’t Know….

Okay we can move slow.

Thank you for that this life moves fast.

It’s but a vapor you said?

Yes I did. But my Fathers hands are on that.

Okay I kinda rebelled against it the first time.

And now I worry about the waste of time.

No worry we knew that.

Just come back let us show you something.

Okay…..

The Pace forward doesn’t have tempo

Just keep moving, keep marching

You may stumble you may fall

I promise you’re not alone

Keep going, keep pressing

I believed in you before you believed in me

That’s beautiful thank you for seeing me!

I loved you before you knew how much

Or could fathom what real love was

I don’t deserve this kind of love

That’s thing no one really does

It’s just freely given to all

Will you receive it?

Yes, yes Jesus!

I will receive this love!

Are you ready to go?

Yes!

No going back this time.

I will continue to Rise

But remember no one better than another

Each and everyone is important to the Father

I know I hope they always see you and feel the love you gave for all to have everyday.

H.D.O

[14angelfire17]

[14angelfire17]

I break up with the girl who kept shrinking stayed silent when she should've been speaking

handed herself over just to be chosen now she's whole no longer broken

I release her.

She was tired anyway.

I choose you new I choose me first

not instead of you just me before the hurt

Covenant said two whole people

I been showing up in halves

wondering why we kept getting the wrong kind of math

So here I am soft but solid free but yours grounded in God and finally sure

No more proving no more chase

just a woman who knows her worth standing in your face

Choose me back

The real me

All of me

Finally

[14angelfire17]

Seriously

Wow I can’t believe

Keeping this from me

It wasn’t even what I thought

It was actually better than not

All this time felt something hiding

Inside hiding doing the mining

Combined DNA

I’m part of you

Your apart of me

To know what we are feeling

When we are side eyeing this way

Trust is melody of its own

The time it takes to heal

From falls hurt so clear

God at The center of it all

He’ll take that thing bring closer

Than ever before

Can’t believe this is what was kept

Behind that door

More love than I ever thought before

The smile on my soul shines so bright

Like you opened the gate to it all right

I love I love I love you so much

My one and only earthly

into eternity the love

of my life stepping in has

never been more sweet

By: HDO

[14angelfire17]

I’m tired

I’ve been going for a long time

Praying seeking asking for you to be by my side

Help me lord this is the dark side

You threw me in and now I must ride

You got me I know but this is hurting my soul

Why did you put me in with these ones and now I know because I’ll carry out that show

Quite and sweet, forgiving and lovingly even though deposits made created so much hatred and dismay

It won’t control this soul on fire for the ones you love a true Angel of Fire you bring the heat and make you rise higher

It’s exhausting but still God I cling to the rock of true freedom and love

There’s a fox in the mist but call me the Chef, the Hunter and Slayer keep creeping you worm you will get squished

For Im just going to love you like the Son does for I know the team I play for has eternity in mind and there is no score

By: HDO

[14angelfire17]

Neither here nor there

Are you there?

Can I see you?

This feels cold

Somehow I need you

Fire inside on the backside

The garden woke up

But there’s pain with that burn

Can you name it?

Do you claim it?

Is the Garden of Eden

Worth all that hatred

What once was dead now is alive

But what’s going on from the inside

Deep fire pain and pleasure is this what they call treasure?

To what end

Never really know that measure

And all for what love

The burn felt will never be the same it’s not the original you seek it’s something in the between

I’ll be what you mold me to be but this honey is contaminated it’s just a rinse and repeat

New wine I hope it taste better than before what left in the old bottle is wretched and scorned

Sitting waiting watching waiting near the wall as I wait for my one and only true love

I need you I need you my lord my God my king Jesus Holy Spirit come and fill us❤️

By: HDO

[4jmo4]

Survival by rebellion

My questions came before my prayers

Each hand meant for love

wretched out and stole in pain

Built my walls with rebellion and laws

Shields of doubt taught me to fight and love without

Decided to put god on pause but hold his fire of righteous cause

Until it became numb I forgot, my fire still burns hot

lost in the ashes when looking back

Turned to stone when I move to and from

Survival ain’t easy when loves the attack

While everyone else bows I’ll watch my back

Habits of love as an attack

Defiantly asking but I haven’t quit yet

I don’t know how to kneel without looking back

I am here despite the love

Maybe one day I won’t look back

[14angelfire17]