I once told him that he's gonna be my last one, and its true. Im not gonna go out and search for someone else anymore, im just tired of falling for the wrong person, being attached to someone that don't give a fuck about me. I hurt myself enough, and i think it's best if i just stopped looking.
Some said that people who are depressed understands well about life. The more truth abot life you know, the more sadder you got.
One thing i understand about life is that people only love you because they had to. True love shit is ain't real. People who are in love either used to love their partner but the love is gone once you're in the relationship for more than few months, or they just had to force themselves to love their partner.
No one love someone else because they truly felt the love - its a lie.
Now i feel like i just wanna settle down, get married and have kids, even if i don't like that person. Because that's what people do. They settle down and get married. And i don't mind not being able to fall in love with my partner, because i know how love works. It sucks




















