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Phem | 20s | aspiring letterer On a quarter life crisis but keeping up

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Fathering is not something perfect men do, but something that perfects the man. - Frank Pittman

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It was like a mid-summer night’s dream. Now I’ll disappear, like the dream you dreamed last night. Goodbye.

CHA EUN SANG, Heirs

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“Love compels us to do things for others that they can do themselves”

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“Love compels us to do things for others that they can do themselves”

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Perfection 🎀🌹💞

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“big boss ♡ beauty”

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Written in Walnut hand lettering series coming up!! Yay! #phemtypes2016

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First try on acrylic painting! 

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It was October of 2014 since I first laid foot inside this government bank as an employee, contractual employee to be exact. My contract lasted for 3 months but the boss of the department I applied in made sure that I had my contract for as long as I want. The workload overwhelmed me during my first few months and I told myself I’d stay until my 3rd month. But the circumstances were very stubborn and  it led me to stay for another couple of months. Six, ten months turned into a year. I took the annual Landbank exam and was really surprised to see myself in the list of passers. You see, if I hadn’t passed the exam I would have the biggest excuse to leave the bank and pursue another career. The thought of not passing the exam excited me, so to speak. Moving on, the Vice President of Western Visayas called me in for an interview on the position of being a Bank Teller in Sipalay Branch (which is 4 hours away from Bacolod City). Taking the chances and, using the interview an excuse to have the day off from work, I showed up at the interview. After the interview, I had my mind fixed not to grab the opportunity considering the distance and expenses I would incur since I would technically be living alone. A week after the said interview, I received a call saying that the VP actually chose me for the position. I don’t know what to do or how to react since I was half-hearted to the offer set before me.

I weighed my options and this is one opportunity for me to be regularized and have benefits. I took the chance. Maybe it’s what they say, to take that leap of faith. I don’t what will happen to me in the next few months. Since Sipalay City is very laid back as compared to Bacolod. I don’t know if I can keep up with the lifestyle of rural cities. But I am just blessed beyond measure. I must have done something for God to give me blessings I haven’t exactly prayed for. Or I probably have an angel out there to whisper all the good things I did for receiving such blessing. So here I am being so grateful for this wonderful opportunity. Low-key life here I come.

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How many opportunities should I have to miss for me to realize that the right time to chase and work for my dreams is now? How many regrets should I experience for me to know that putting things off for next time has never led me any inch closer to the person I want to become? 💔 Oftentimes, people have this misconception to wait for the right time. But from what I learned, it's up to us to make the time right for ourselves.

Now is good. Because generally speaking, now is a good time as any

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Hello Tumblr loves! 

I missed writing my thoughts and my life here. The first week of January has passed and I made myself a promise to come back to blogging. So here’s my first post for 2016. It’s kinda hard to write another entry cos it’s been a long time since I’ve been on hiatus. But anyway, I hope I still have readers here though :)

As another week is about to consume all of us, I’m currently 4 days away from my 23rd. And there are a lot of things I wasn’t able to do the past year since I have been habitually putting off things for next time. I want this year to be different. I want to achieve many things now that I’m 23 and trying my best to be an adult. As much as possible, I want to be more productive than that of the past year. Last night, I was given an opportunity by a fellow blogger to do something for her wedding preps. It’s not my first to be asked to do such, but it’s my frist time to actually do it. This is what I I meant for being productive. I just hope I won’t be such a lazy ass and not be able to do it. 

So there, I missed everyone here. Though some of my fave bloggers aren’t here anymore I just want to hear from you guys! Have a nice day ahead!

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Hello readers! I hope you could all find the time to read my published article on Thought Catalog! It’s my second one. I’m just so happy that my actual emotions and feelings get to be published. It’s nice to share your feelings to the world, and it’s even more nice if they could relate to it. To everyone who writes, I push you to write more and more. It’s an outlet for our emotions. Anyway, here's the link to the article. Send me your thoughts! http://thoughtcatalog.com/femar-malones/2016/01/10-things-you-learn-when-falling-for-someone-who-cant-fall-for-you/

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My only goal in life right now is to be happy. Genuinely, intensely and consistently happy, regardless of what that looks like to others.

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I miss you. Are unspoken words I want you to hear. I hope you realize how much it aches my heart to see you and not tell you. I miss you. I will always do.