Beautiful Nightmare

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“I make no apologies for how I chose to repair what you broke.”

— Meredith Grey (via quotefeeling)

[nvisionary]

Find someone you can be completely free with; sexually, spiritually, emotionally, physically, & cosmically, and go fucking wild‼️

[thoughtkick]

“If you look back only at your mistakes, you’d think you were an idiot. If you look back only at your wiser choices, you’d think you were infallible. But if you look back on everything, you realize you’re a human being who has been through a lot, grown a lot, is always still learning, and improving as time goes by.”

— Doe Zantamata

[this--strange--magic-deactivate]

[painted-poems]

telling yourself you were fine you suppressed your emotions trapped them in a tape you didn’t want to play ever again.

~ lost memories

[pandora7824]

Dark

Her phone slid from her sleepy fingers, her eyelashes fluttering as she saw that last flash of the bright screen with all of his words to her.

She laid in her bed, his words still coursing through her mind. Her fingers lightly tracing the still warm screen, wishing for another small vibration. Just wanting one more message.

Sighing against her cool pillow, brushing her enflamed cheek against the soft fabric. Her fingers of her left hand drifting down the hollow of her throat, feeling that shudder of electricity down her spine.

Her eyes flickering back down to her phone as her right finger traced the pattern to bring His words back to light. Her eyes wide and full of fire as she reads those last thoughts. Her breath deep as she imagines his last thoughts.  Her eyes close as she loses herself in those digital memories. They felt so real, so intense.

Her fingers brushed across the thin fabric of the t-shirt as she reached for the hem, unable to stop the long soft sigh as they dragged against her heaving breasts. Chest arching upwards as her hips grind down into the bed, feeling this fire deep in her belly that was spreading. Her nails dragging a path up from her navel, across the line of her taunt ribcage, up to the swell of her breasts.

Her eyes close as suddenly she absorbs his thoughts into hers, all those descriptive messages. Her mind swimming with so many of his lustful thoughts as her fingers tug and pull hard at her aching nipples.  Each pull sending shockwaves down her belly and down between her legs. Her hips unable to stop the lewd grinding up into the air…her body just so filled with need. Her lips gasping as she feels that single drip down the crease of her curved backside.

Her grey eyes drugged in her own lust as her fingers drift down past the hem of her t-shirt. Her breathing staggered as she imagines his words leaving that screen and meeting her ears. Head tilting to the side as she can feel his whispers subconsciously. Touch and don’t cum, he says.

Her lips emitting a growl as she touches her pulsating clit. Nails digging into the soft flesh of her thighs as she feels that quake deep inside of her. Her fingers delving deep inside of her exposed wetness. She can’t help but whimper PLEASE to his phantom words in her head.

Her body succumbs to some other form of lust as she imagines his body covering her. Her fingers manic as they push and pull like a magnet deep within her. Her palm slick with the dirty thoughts that he inspires as she grinds hard and fast against it.

Her whole body tensing and arching against the bed as she hears that one magic word in her ear as she imagines he would say it. Spasming and shaking against her already soaked hand as the most blissful smile passes her lips.

Her body going limp as she curls up on her side. Wet fingers dragging across that dark screen and holding. Waiting for the next encounter and vibration.

[kittysparkleslove]

@pandora7824

Exquisite writing

Love, Kitty

❤️🙏

[annegirls]

DIRTY DANCING (1987) Dir. Emile Ardolino

[1beautifulnightmare1]

No one puts baby in a corner....all time favorite movie

[surqrised]

“Ten years from now, make sure you can say that you chose your life, you didn’t settle for it.”

— Mandy Hale (via thoughtkick)

[1beautifulnightmare1]

Something to think about

[surqrised]

“Ten years from now, make sure you can say that you chose your life, you didn’t settle for it.”

— Mandy Hale (via thoughtkick)

[compulsive]

[1beautifulnightmare1]

I can relate

[kittysparkleslove]

[kittysparkleslove]

She looked in the mirror, then she looked at him, he was sitting in bed, she asked him, do you still love me?

He answered, like on the first day.

Did you notice that my body is no longer the same as when we met?

He answered. No, not at all.

She put her hands on her belly and asked him, did you notice that my belly is heavier?

He answered. No, not at all.

She took off her bathrobe and looked at her legs and asked him, did you notice that my legs are not as hard and smooth as they used to be?

He answered. Not yet.

Then she came to him with tears in her eyes asked him, so what do you do by my side if you don't see me anymore, if you don't know how much my body has changed, don't you know I'm not the same?

He laughed and said: Look how you are. When I touch your body, I felt your way of loving, I see a heart full of kindness, I see your sensual figure, I know that you have the perfect shape for me, you gave me the best.

He continued. Woman don't be sad about how you look at yourself, be glad what I feel. I fell in love with the sensuality and kindness of your soul, not the vanity of your body, and through the tears he drew a smile that made her face shine again.

[1beautifulnightmare1]

It hits differently when it's an emotional attraction rather than just physical.

[kittysparkleslove]

Never forget... tattered wings still fly and a songbird sounds so much sweeter when no longer caged.

[kittysparkleslove]

People often say when they feel everything that they’re often called the "sensitive one" and this made them "weak".

Feeling feelings is not a weakness, it is a massive strength - it's what we do with them that matters. Feelings mean we're alive, but they're also the key to unlocking our potential.

Being sensitive means we're connected with our feelings. Our feelings are our intuition, our 'gut instinct, our passion and creativity, but they are also much, much more. Feelings are a chemical reaction, energy, and they allow us to connect into the quantum field. Law of attraction, quantum physics etc., means that we can use these same feelings to tap into our universal potential. Feelings, are what it's all about!

Conversely, when we can't feel, when we've 'numbed out', suppressed and repressed our feelings' or just hardened our hearts, then we're 'powerless': we're living 'in the Matrix', the 'operating system', we're disassociated and disconnected from our experience. This can make us feel 'separate' from our experience and we often end up feeling hollow and unfulfilled, dissatisfied and disappointed with life. Ironically, this is because we're not listening to our intuition, we're often going in the opposite direction to our potential.

So, the first step to reconnecting with our power, is to reconnect with our life, our soma, our feelings, ourselves. It's tricky to feel, but when we harness their enormous potential, we begin to understand something far greater. So, work with feelings and then our experience changes!

❤️🙏

[qvotext]

“There is a girl who still writes to you; she doesn’t know how not to.”

— Sarah Kay; Postcards

[poems-and-word]

Poems & Words

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“Everyone makes mistakes in life but that doesn’t mean they have to pay for them for the rest of their life. Sometimes good people make bad choices. That doesn’t mean they’re bad. It means they’re human.”

— Unknown (via surqrised)