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Introduction ♡

Hello my name is Alex/Astrid.i use he/they.

I am amab bisexual and asexual i have anxiety and rsd

I post about my mental health my life etc

I answer asks and dms

please use tone indicators when talking to me/gen

moots tag the following moots please note

Rapidly burning incense -> vent tag

Nom noms->food

If I post anything triggering I always tw(dm if you need a specific tw)

#biseuxal #grunge #alex explores #alex asks #alex eats #alex plans #alex answers #emo #grunge vibes

idek what to do anymore i feel like everyones fed up with me i went to the park with one of my friends she brought some of her friends they're nice but they probaly think im annoying and weird also she always ignores my messages like what have i done am i tgat fucking boring to you i thought she liked me school is stressing me out so much i have to see the guy who fucking turned my life upside down when he sa'd me and blamed eberything on me it makes me feel so sick i have exams im so exhausted i feel like ive become distant from my friends idk i miss them so much they dont know how much i love them ive fucked my life so much this is all my fault i want to relapse its been 4 months no one likes me im so ugly and gross im such a bad friend i talk way too much i hate myself i dnt know what to do

#tw venting #tw sh implied #tw sh related #tw sa mention #tw sa

Lowkey need to post more 😭😭

i want to be happy again

ITS BEEN FOREVER DIDE HOW ARE YOUUUUU

HEYYY POOKIE IM OKAY HOW ARE YOUUU?!!!

#alex answers #fish!!!!:3

had a counselling appointment thingy they sending me to some wellbeing centre half an hour away the guy who I had an appointment with is very familiar with my parents hes really nice but he tried to instantly ask to see my scars (healed) which made me uncomfortable because we had barley started talking he asked literally 3 mins into the 1 Hour session.?! Idk if like I had to but I just wasn't really ready so I said no politely but I think he understood otherwise it was fine ig I feel like nothing tbh nor happy or sad really but im glad im getting help

#alex yaps #tw sh mention #Cw scars mention

i really wanna go to more concerts this year and just go out more whether its by myself or with my friends!! I find going out just makes me feel so much better/gen

#If anyone has recs of where I should go feel free!!:)

HIHIHIHI

HII SORRY FOR ANSWERING SO LATE HRU!!?

#alex answers #kip:3!!

went to park got monster did some journaling I feel good !!! How is everyone havent posted in ages....

Hey besties forgot I had Tumblr oof I made cinnamon rolls today:]]!!

#alex bakes!#grunge #ootd #grungey vibes #Spotify

My silly guys :3 also hiiii

AWHHHH HIIII HRUU:3

#alex answers #spencer:3

vaskebjorn0000

tldr, my mother sold my phone and im using a broken ipad rn. i have no acsess to my old art but i should have examples in my #art 🐾 tag. i can make you a pixel art for any price (i mean it) if you pay me on paypal. i can literally do a £2 piece. to any keyboard warrier about to yibber abt me scamming people - i sell art. me broadcasting that on my own blog is isnt attention seeking. im trying to afford a secondhand phone by the end of the month.

#Rblg this pls (for reach->)#Anything you can do will help #If you can please buy it with help it alot/gen :)

hi Alex how are you doing lately? Just wanted to let you know ur so super cool and I like you a lot !!!

hiiii awhh ty anon you made me smile !!:3/gen ive been manageable im okay im getting counselling at school soon !/POS (their processing my form n stuff) :))

#alex answers